{"id":930,"date":"2020-04-17T22:31:05","date_gmt":"2020-04-17T22:31:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=930"},"modified":"2020-04-17T22:31:06","modified_gmt":"2020-04-17T22:31:06","slug":"babam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=930","title":{"rendered":"BABAM"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h4 class=\"has-text-align-right\">Dilara<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Vakit, sanki arkas\u0131ndan atl\u0131lar kovalarm\u0131\u015f gibi ge\u00e7iyor baba!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Ama onca saat ko\u015far ad\u0131m giderken ileriye, ben senin bana sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir anda tak\u0131l\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Kokunu dondurmu\u015fum u\u00e7up gitmesin diye\u2026<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span>Y\u00fcre\u011fimi saklarken y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesinin alt\u0131na, i\u00e7imdeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131 da ona emanet etmi\u015fim.<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Duvarlar\u0131m\u0131 biz rengine boyad\u0131m baba!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Sen g\u00fczde gittin diye\u2026 Kalbime \u00f6zlem kokusu de\u011fince takt\u0131m kaseti, sard\u0131m g\u00fcnleri geriye.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Yere d\u00f6k\u00fclen yapraklar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce sen s\u0131z\u0131verdin bedenime.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Is\u0131n\u0131verdi i\u00e7im t\u00fcm benli\u011fiyle.<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Ben unutmad\u0131m baba! Ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn seni unutmak!<\/p>\n<p>Seni \u00f6nemsememek ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn baba! Hem de k\u0131z\u0131n olmay\u0131 delicesine \u00f6zlemi\u015fken\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Belki ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m biraz, ge\u00e7 kald\u0131k\u00e7a utand\u0131m zile basmaya, ben utand\u0131k\u00e7a vakit ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle yok ettim kendimi. Ama seni de, y\u00fcre\u011fimle, i\u00e7imdeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131zla sakl\u0131yorum babam!<\/p>\n<p>En zoru i\u00e7ine akan g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f sanki.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>B\u00f6yle bo\u011faz\u0131mda yumru gibi kal\u0131yor, kilitli!<\/p>\n<p>Hem anlatam\u0131yorum da! Anlatsam da kim dinler sahi?<\/p>\n<p>Kimsenin kendini dinlemeye bile g\u00fcc\u00fc olmadan dahi.<\/p>\n<p>Ne \u00e7ok konu\u015ftum yine! Seni sana anlatamadan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sesimi sana duyuramadan ne \u00e7ok ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m baba!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Ne \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m akmadan.<\/p>\n<p>Ne \u00e7ok b\u0131\u00e7ak yaras\u0131 var ruhumda g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ah be babam&#8230;! Bir bilsen!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bir bilsen ne \u00e7ok kanad\u0131 kanatlar\u0131m dokunamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m parmakl\u0131klar ard\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>Yollar\u0131m\u0131z kesi\u015fsin isterken, a\u011fard\u0131 g\u00f6zlerim.<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k orta yolda bulu\u015fal\u0131m babam! 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