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Yine bir sabah vakti, kar\u015f\u0131mda muhte\u015fem endam\u0131yla do\u011fmakta g\u00fcne\u015f. Gecenin s\u0131rl\u0131 g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na ra\u011fmen ba\u015f\u0131 dik ve yeniden sabah\u0131 getirmekte, usan\u00e7 duymayan haliyle. G\u00fcne\u015fin yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 sarmakta bizi. Sevgisi ile b\u00fcy\u00fctmekte g\u00fcl\u00fcn dikenlerini..<\/span><\/p>\n \u015eimdi \u00e7evir pencereyi kendine, g\u00f6nl\u00fc g\u00fcne\u015f mi yoksa geceye s\u0131r g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fch\u00fcrleyen bir insan m\u0131s\u0131n? Hangisi tercihin? G\u00fcne\u015f olmak m\u0131 tek dile\u011fin?.. Baksana g\u00fcne\u015fe i\u00e7i yan\u0131yor, her derdin \u0131zd\u0131rab\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131nda yo\u011fruluyor sanki. Masumun g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla ate\u015fi harmanlan\u0131yor, yan\u0131p tutu\u015fmas\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00f6lene dek devam edecek gibi.<\/span><\/p>\n \u015eimdi var m\u0131s\u0131n G\u00dcNE\u015e olmaya, etraf\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatmaya, bu nuru k\u00e2inattaki b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6n\u00fcllere duyurmaya?. Kalpleri hissedememekten dolay\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7mayan bu g\u00f6n\u00fcllere bahar\u0131 getirmeye var m\u0131s\u0131n?<\/span><\/p>\n Ama dur! Senin \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin su ile de\u011fil \u00e7ile ile b\u00fcy\u00fcyor. Raz\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fctmeye?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Hey sana diyorum! \u00c7ile dedim diye y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fc as\u0131yorsun bana?. Diyorum ki \u00e7i\u00e7ekler konduraca\u011f\u0131z g\u00f6nl\u00fcn k\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015flar\u0131na. O masum g\u00fcl\u00fcn dikenlerini b\u00fcy\u00fctece\u011fiz. Hay\u0131r hay\u0131r, nefsindeki bencilli\u011fi sergileme bana. G\u00fcne\u015f olmaktan bahsediyorum yanamam deme, d\u00fc\u015fme sak\u0131n bu karanl\u0131\u011fa.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Tamam tamam g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6kme hemen. Anl\u0131yorum seni gecenin g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na y\u00fcz vermek istemiyorsun. Bu karanl\u0131kta durmak istemiyorsun, g\u00f6nl\u00fc paslanm\u0131\u015f insanlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00f6lmek hi\u00e7 istemiyorsun. Ama \u015funu unutma! Kalpleri \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck, g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 kahpelere sak\u0131n aldanma. Bul en do\u011fru yolu, \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin aras\u0131ndan CENNETE do\u011fru.<\/span><\/p>\n S.Tu\u011fba Engin Yine bir sabah vakti, kar\u015f\u0131mda muhte\u015fem endam\u0131yla do\u011fmakta g\u00fcne\u015f. Gecenin s\u0131rl\u0131 g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na ra\u011fmen ba\u015f\u0131 dik ve<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":512,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n
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