{"id":675,"date":"2020-02-01T23:16:50","date_gmt":"2020-02-01T23:16:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=675"},"modified":"2020-02-01T23:16:51","modified_gmt":"2020-02-01T23:16:51","slug":"ah-istanbul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=675","title":{"rendered":"AH \u0130STANBUL"},"content":{"rendered":"

YASEM\u0130N TATLISEVEN\u00a0<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0131s\u0131r \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan her ge\u00e7i\u015fimizde, kahve kokular\u0131n\u0131 duyar ,al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f tela\u015f\u0131ndan i\u00e7meye f\u0131rsat bulamaz ama \u201dEve gidince ilk i\u015fimiz T\u00fcrk kahvesi i\u00e7mek olsun\u201d derdik ya hani\u2026 Hala eve gidince kahve i\u00e7meyi unutuyorum.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

Y<\/i><\/b>a\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 hat\u0131rlamak\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Cam k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde,\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Yal\u0131nayak y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye benzer bazen\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Hem can\u0131na batar, hem hat\u0131rlars\u0131n!\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Yaz ak\u015famlar\u0131nda, Emin\u00f6n\u00fc\u2019nden vapura biner, kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7erdik. S\u0131cak ve bunalt\u0131c\u0131 havan\u0131n aksine, vapur p\u00fcf\u00fcr p\u00fcf\u00fcr eserdi. \u00c7ocuklar mart\u0131lara simit atard\u0131. I\u015f\u0131ldayan Galata K\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fc\u2019ne bakar, gittik\u00e7e k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclen Karak\u00f6y\u2019\u00fc ve Galata Kulesini bir masal\u0131n i\u00e7indeymi\u015f gibi izlerdik. Di\u011fer yandan g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131l mavi tonlar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r, Topkap\u0131 Saray\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ard\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen minareler, o muhte\u015fem \u0130stanbul sil\u00fcetini olu\u015ftururdu. Bir ressam\u0131n f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f e\u015fsiz bir tabloya benzer, seyrine doyamazd\u0131k. Vapur kar\u015f\u0131ya yakla\u015f\u0131nca, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc Haydarpa\u015fa\u2019ya d\u00f6ner, \u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u2019a gelince inerdik. K\u0131z Kulesine kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ay i\u00e7menin keyfi bamba\u015fkayd\u0131. \u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u2019dan Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019e y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz vard\u0131 bir keresinde\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n ellerinden tutmu\u015ftuk, yorulmu\u015flard\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Siz yokken yine vapura bindim. Mart\u0131lara simit att\u0131m, \u0130stanbul sil\u00fcetine bakt\u0131m.Tuvalden\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

b\u00fct\u00fcn renkleri \u00e7alm\u0131\u015flar da sadece siyah ve beyaz\u0131 b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 sanki\u2026\u00c7aylar\u0131n da eski tad\u0131 yoktu art\u0131k\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

M\u0131s\u0131r \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan her ge\u00e7i\u015fimizde, kahve kokular\u0131n\u0131 duyar ,al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f tela\u015f\u0131ndan i\u00e7meye f\u0131rsat bulamaz ama \u201dEve gidince ilk i\u015fimiz T\u00fcrk kahvesi i\u00e7mek olsun\u201d derdik ya hani\u2026 Hala eve gidince kahve i\u00e7meyi unutuyorum. Hali\u00e7\u2019in o e\u015fsiz manzaras\u0131nda, S\u00fcleymaniye\u2019nin alt sokaklar\u0131nda hala kayboluyorum. \u015eu Yeni Camii\u2019de beraber iki rekat namaz k\u0131lsak ta hafiflese \u00fczerimizdeki y\u00fck diyorum. Fatih camiinin avlusunda kedilerin pe\u015finde ko\u015fturup duran \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e, bizim \u00e7ocuklar geliyor g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcne\u2026 Ne \u00e7ok severlerdi kedileri\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Veznecilerde otob\u00fcs beklerken ya\u011fmurda \u0131slan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor akl\u0131ma\u2026 Ko\u015farak kendimizi Beyaz\u0131t\u2019a at\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u2026 Buram buram tarih kokan caddelerden ge\u00e7ip, \u00c7emberlita\u015f\u2019tan Sultanahmet\u2019e y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u2026T\u00fcm ha\u015fmetiyle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 duran Sultanahmet ve Ayasofya\u2019y\u0131\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u201cAs\u0131rlard\u0131r sanki birbirlerini izliyorlar\u201d derdin.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Son gidi\u015fimde At Meydan\u0131\u2019nda oturup, okunan ezanlar\u0131 dinledim. Sanki buralarda bir yerdeymi\u015fsiniz gibi g\u00f6zlerim sizi arad\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre sonra yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 farkettim. Y\u00fczlerce yabanc\u0131 insan\u0131n aras\u0131na ben de kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. G\u00fclhane\u2019ye do\u011fru indim, hep yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi Sarayburnu\u2019ndan\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Emin\u00f6n\u00fc\u2019ne k\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Sirkeci\u2019de eski tren gar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde resim \u00e7ektirmi\u015ftik. Nereden bilecektik son foto\u011fraf\u0131m\u0131z oldu\u011funu!..Ve bir daha ayn\u0131 karede g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyebilecek miydik kimbilir?\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Kapal\u0131 \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131da gezmeyi ne \u00e7ok severdik. Bana ilk g\u00f6sterdi\u011fin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ezberledim, m\u0131h gibi akl\u0131mda! Di\u011fer kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 hala kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorum. Mahmutpa\u015fa\u2019da kalabal\u0131k d\u00fckkanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131rken, o\u011flumuza ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z s\u00fcnnetlikleri hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Atmaya k\u0131yamad\u0131m, anneme\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b>g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm, bazan\u0131n alt\u0131na saklad\u0131m. Bir g\u00fcn d\u00f6nersek hat\u0131ra kals\u0131n diye!\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Eski Edirne Asfalt\u0131nda min\u00fcb\u00fcsten iner, sohbet ede ede \u015fu yoku\u015ftan Ey\u00fcp\u2019e giderdik. O yorgunlukla hi\u00e7 \u00fc\u015fenmeden Ey\u00fcp\u2019ten Feshane\u2019 ye y\u00fcr\u00fcr, bazen teleferikle Pier Loti\u2019ye \u00e7\u0131kar,\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Hali\u00e7\u2019e kar\u015f\u0131 kahve i\u00e7erdik. Ey\u00fcp Sultan Hz.\u2019nin t\u00fcrbesi ziyarete a\u00e7\u0131ksa bizden mutlusu olmazd\u0131. En s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 zamanlar\u0131m\u0131zda bile gelip s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r, huzur bulurduk.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u015eimdi sen bu g\u00fczel sahabeye kilometrelerce uzaktas\u0131n. Ka\u00e7 kez yapayaln\u0131z geldim, bizim i\u00e7in dua ettim. \u0130\u00e7im ferahlad\u0131 ferahlamas\u0131na ama an\u0131lar daha \u00e7ok can\u0131m\u0131 yakt\u0131. Bir seferinde camiinin d\u0131\u015f avlusunda bo\u015f bir banka oturdum. Sonra yan\u0131ma bir \u00e7ift geldi.Sanki tart\u0131\u015f\u0131yor gibiydiler. \u0130\u00e7imden birbirinizin k\u0131ymetini bilin dedim. G\u00f6zlerim dolarak yanlar\u0131ndan uzakla\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Kalabal\u0131k metro istasyonlar\u0131nda, ak\u015famlar\u0131 i\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131 bulu\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Hep durdu\u011fun o k\u00f6\u015fe bo\u015f \u015fimdi, mahzun! Kay\u0131p e\u015fya b\u00fcrosunun yan\u0131nda durup beni beklerdin. Sonra beraber metrob\u00fcse biner o s\u0131cac\u0131k evimize giderdik.Yol boyunca o g\u00fcn i\u015fyerinde ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlat\u0131rd\u0131k. Oturabilmi\u015fsek e\u011fer ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 omzuna yaslar uykuya bile dalard\u0131m. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesindeki o g\u00fcvenli uykular\u0131m\u0131 bilsen nas\u0131l ar\u0131yorum. \u00c7ocuklar okuldan gelmi\u015f olur, bize kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7arlard\u0131. Tenceremiz kaynar, evimizden g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f eksik olmazd\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u0130lk evimizin oldu\u011fu mahalleden her ge\u00e7i\u015fimde, uzaktan semt pazar\u0131n\u0131n kuruldu\u011fu caddeyi izliyorum. Evcilik oynar gibi mutlu ve ne\u015feli oldu\u011fumuz ilk y\u0131llar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. O\u011flumuzun do\u011fdu\u011fu Bak\u0131rk\u00f6y\u2019de ve k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n do\u011fdu\u011fu Yenibosna\u2019da sevin\u00e7ten elin aya\u011f\u0131na dola\u015fm\u0131\u015f hallerin geliyor akl\u0131ma\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Evlenmeden \u00f6nce mobilyac\u0131lar sitesindeki ko\u015fturmacam\u0131z\u2026 Ma\u011faza ma\u011faza gezip, b\u00fct\u00e7emize uygun mobilya aray\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u2026 Y\u0131llar sonra bir gecede hayat\u0131m\u0131z de\u011fi\u015fince, aylarca taksitlerini \u00f6dedi\u011fimiz e\u015fyalar\u0131 hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden, bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da soka\u011fa at\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z!\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00c7engelk\u00f6y \u00e7\u0131nar alt\u0131nda saatlerce tek ba\u015f\u0131ma oturup, kalabal\u0131klar halinde gelen gruplara bak\u0131yorum. Ortak\u00f6y\u2019e y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, bir kumpiri bitiremiyorum. \u0130stiklal caddesinde, \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l d\u00fckkanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131yor, vitrinleri adeta g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum. Dolmabah\u00e7e\u2019de kendime bir \u00e7ay s\u00f6yleyip yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda demleniyorum. N\u2019apay\u0131m ben de b\u00f6yle her k\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015f\u0131nda bir an\u0131y\u0131 tazeliyor ve sizi an\u0131yorum. Sevdiklerim yokken i\u00e7inde \u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcm ama \u0130stanbul senden bile keyif alam\u0131yorum. K\u0131zkulesi\u2019ne gitmeyi \u00e7ok istiyorduk ta bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc f\u0131rsat bulam\u0131yorduk. Olsun onu da yap\u0131lacaklar listesine att\u0131m, ba\u015fka baharlara sakl\u0131yorum. Ulus\u2019tan bo\u011faz\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 seyrederken hani \u015fairli\u011fim tutard\u0131 \u201cGece olunca \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan gerdanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tak\u0131yorsun ya bo\u011faz\u0131na, \u00f6yle daha bir g\u00fczel oluyorsun\u201d diye methiyeler dizerdim \u0130stanbul\u2019a\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Yak\u0131nlar\u0131ndan ge\u00e7sek u\u011framadan edemedi\u011fin Vefa Bozac\u0131s\u0131, olmazsa olmaz\u0131n!\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ve bu baharda lale bah\u00e7elerini birlikte gezemeyecek olu\u015fumuz Emirgan\u2019\u0131n\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ah \u0130stanbul! Sen \u015fimdi bizim i\u00e7in yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Bestekar\u0131 kim vurduya gitmi\u015f! Faili me\u00e7hul\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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