{"id":662,"date":"2020-02-01T23:06:38","date_gmt":"2020-02-01T23:06:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=662"},"modified":"2020-03-07T23:30:31","modified_gmt":"2020-03-07T23:30:31","slug":"tuhaf","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=662","title":{"rendered":"TUHAF"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe title=\"Tuhaf\" width=\"640\" height=\"360\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/WmnGRkuj6Sc?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><b>Esra Dolunay<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>\u201cDalgalar.. Sakin bir denizi izlemek ne ho\u015ftur. Ya f\u0131rt\u0131nada?.. Ayn\u0131 dalgalar \u00fcrperti vermez mi insana?\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n<p>Tuhaf<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>(Bir.. iki.. \u00fc\u00e7.. Nefesini tut. \u015eimdi ver. Tekrar&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte u\u011fuldama ge\u00e7iyor. Her \u015fey tekrar g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. Deniz dibinden y\u00fczeye yakla\u015fmak gibi\u2026 Ve sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sudan \u00e7\u0131karmak gibi\u2026 \u015eimdi dipteki bulan\u0131kl\u0131k, berrakl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcyor. bozuk frekanslar ve kar\u0131ncal\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler netle\u015fiyor. G\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7abilirim.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u0130yi misiniz?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u0130lac\u0131m\u0131 almay\u0131 geciktirmi\u015fim. Basit bir atak.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ne zamand\u0131r bu belirtiler var?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Buraya geldi\u011fimden beri.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Ne zaman geldiniz?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; &#8230;bir dakika bakay\u0131m. Evet\u2026 ay&#8230; yani bir ka\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Atak s\u0131ras\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fckleriniz ve hissettikleriniz neler?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7amurlu ayaklar.. ya\u011fmur.. dalgalar.. \u0131\u015f\u0131k &#8211; karanl\u0131k.. yosun kokusu.. ku\u015flar.. k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kurdela ve u\u011fultu..<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-\u0130lac\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n dozunda de\u011fi\u015fiklik yap\u0131p tekrar yaz\u0131yorum. Yaln\u0131z m\u0131 geldiniz?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Hay\u0131r, k\u0131z\u0131m d\u0131\u015far\u0131da bekliyor .<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsun. Haftaya kontrol i\u00e7in bekliyorum.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>D\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. K\u00f6\u015fede uslu uslu oturan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m ve g\u00fczel g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi.. \u015eimdi daha iyi hissettim i\u015fte. Ben kim miyim? Bu \u00f6yk\u00fcde yerini alm\u0131\u015f bir kahraman.. \u00d6ylesine uydurulmu\u015f mu san\u0131yorsun?.. Sen uzaktan okuyan! Burada bir yazar yok. Kalemini ald\u0131m ondan. Ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f birinden beni anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 isteyecektim! Buna c\u00fcret edebilecek miydi? Asl\u0131nda al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ki\u015fiden dinlemeye bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc. Bu hep daha cazip gelmi\u015ftir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sorumlu olmazs\u0131n. D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bir olay\u0131 izliyor gibi hissedersin. Oysa sen okuyan ki\u015fi, \u015fu an savunmas\u0131zs\u0131n. Tam buradas\u0131n. Ne olduysa sen de \u015fahit oldun. Buradaki Ben\u2019in yani kahraman\u0131n tek tan\u0131\u011f\u0131s\u0131n. Sorumlusun!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Eve gidiyoruz k\u0131z\u0131m! Sevdi\u011fin \u00e7ikolatal\u0131 pudingten yapt\u0131m. Ama yemekten sonra yiyebilirsin tamam m\u0131? Israr etmek yok!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ya\u015fas\u0131n!! Parka ne zaman gidece\u011fiz anne? Bak sa\u011fda!&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Nerede? Evet g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Haftasonu gidece\u011fiz, s\u00f6z. Hah! Otob\u00fcs\u00fcm\u00fcz geldi. Sana da kart basmak gerek 9 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7tin. Neden olmad\u0131 bu ? Adam yine tuhaf bak\u0131yor. Ge\u00e7elim biz. \u015euras\u0131 bo\u015f gel kuca\u011f\u0131ma otur bakal\u0131m.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Bu teyze neden \u00f6yle bak\u0131yor peki.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-\u00d6nemli de\u011fil k\u0131z\u0131m. Sen kitab\u0131n\u0131 oku! \u0130nsanlar al\u0131\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131k bir \u015fey g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerinde b\u00f6yledir.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>(Dalgalar.. Sakin bir denizi izlemek ne ho\u015ftur. Ya f\u0131rt\u0131nada?.. Ayn\u0131 dalgalar \u00fcrperti vermez mi insana?)<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Son durak. Geldik.. \u0130niyoruz hadi.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Babam bizi bekliyor de\u011fil mi? \u0130\u015ften geldi mi?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Yeni gelmi\u015ftir. Hadi sen bas bakal\u0131m asans\u00f6r tu\u015funa. Hay Allah \u0131\u015f\u0131k s\u00f6nd\u00fc.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Yeti\u015femiyorum d\u00fc\u011fmeye anne!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Tamam ben basar\u0131m. Alt kat\u0131m\u0131zdaki teyze de binecek san\u0131r\u0131m.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-\u0130yi g\u00fcnler! Biz de yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorduk.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Size de..<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>(\u0130\u015fte o da b\u00f6yle bak\u0131yor.. Kendimi tuhaf san\u0131rd\u0131m ..)<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Biz geldik! Bak baban gelmi\u015f i\u015ften.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Ho\u015fgeldin. Nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti doktor randevusu?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Ayn\u0131. D\u00fczenli devam edersem daha iyi olacak. Ak\u015fam yeme\u011fine kadar dinlensem iyi olur. Biraz yorulmu\u015fum. Sen k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6z kulak ol.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Biraz dinlen istersen. Her \u015fey daha iyi olacak tamam m\u0131?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>(sen de tuhaf bak\u0131yorsun.)<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerim a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131yor. Sehpan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki resim.. Hep beraberiz. H\u00e2l\u00e2 ayn\u0131 k\u0131yafetleri giyiyorsun k\u0131z\u0131m. Bu k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kurdelay\u0131 \u00e7ok sevdi\u011finden mi \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131yorsun? Ne tuhaf..<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Ayaklar\u0131n \u00e7amurlu neden y\u0131kamad\u0131n daha? Art\u0131k benimle\u00a0konu\u015fmuyor musun? Ak\u015fam yeme\u011fine kadar<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span>uyuyay\u0131m. Sonra hepsi ge\u00e7ecek..<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerim a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131yor&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7amura bat\u0131yorum anne!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Eve var\u0131nca sileriz. Y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam et!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Bacaklar\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131yor!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Burada duramay\u0131z y\u00fcr\u00fc hadi!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Ayaklar\u0131m yere de\u011fmiyor.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>-Tutun bana az kald\u0131. Bak \u0131\u015f\u0131klar orada&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Dalgalar&#8230; Yosun kokusu&#8230; H\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n dalgalar&#8230; Siyah gece. Sakinle\u015fen dalgalar&#8230; Y\u00fczeyde serin hafif dalgalar\u2026 Dalgalarda kaybolan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kurdela&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Esra Dolunay \u201cDalgalar.. Sakin bir denizi izlemek ne ho\u015ftur. Ya f\u0131rt\u0131nada?.. 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