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\u015eER\u0130F AYDIN<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
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\u00d6lmesinler diye \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin resmini yap\u0131yorum,\u201d diyor, Frida.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

B\u00f6yle bilin Meksikal\u0131 Frida\u2019y\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130smi \u201cbar\u0131\u015f\u201d demektir.<\/p>\n

Ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015f bir kad\u0131n\u0131n Frida diye dola\u015fmas\u0131, hayat\u0131ndaki onca y\u0131k\u0131ma ra\u011fmen simgesi olan bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin\u00a0harabelerden tekrar y\u00fckselmesi gibi bir \u015feydir.\u00a0Resimlerinde \u00e7o\u011funlukla kendisi ve \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri var, bazen de can\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131tan bir tablonun resmi. Kendisini niye bu denli resmetti\u011fini soranlara \u201cBu bitmek bilmez bir can \u00e7eki\u015fmeden ibaret olan ya\u015fam\u0131mla ilgili olarak \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebilirim:\u00a0 <\/span>Ben u\u00e7mak isteyip de u\u00e7amayan bir ku\u015f gibiydim. Kendi portremi resmediyorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7o\u011funlukla yaln\u0131z\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc en iyi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m insan\u0131m.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z ama g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcd\u00fcr Frida. Yata\u011fa mahkum ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, \u201cTahta bacak!\u201d diye \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da. G\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn hayat\u0131n\u0131n bir\u00e7ok karesinde g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz. En \u00e7ok da ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesinde. En b\u00fcy\u00fck hayallerinden biri \u00fclkesinde bir g\u00fcn resim sergisi a\u00e7mak. Y\u0131llar sonra bu f\u0131rsat do\u011fdu\u011funda hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden yata\u011fa \u00e7oktan mahkum olmu\u015ftur. Ama gitmek ister \u0131srarla bu sergiye. E\u015fi, b\u00fcy\u00fck ressam Diego Rivera s\u0131cak bir sesle \u201cFrida kal yata\u011f\u0131nda, iyile\u015fmen laz\u0131m. Senin yerine ben gider, t\u00fcm dedikodular\u0131 toplar gelir anlat\u0131r\u0131m sana,\u201d dese de Frida\u2019y\u0131 ikna edemez. Sergi ba\u015flar, konu\u015fmalar biter, kokteil s\u0131ras\u0131nda Diego, onunla ilgili hat\u0131ralar\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131rken, kap\u0131dan bir ses duyulur. Herkes merakla o tarafa d\u00f6ner, \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131r. Yata\u011f\u0131yla salona giren Frida\u2019n\u0131n sesidir, o. Evden ka\u00e7an \u00e7ocu\u011fun muzipli\u011fiyle doktoruna \u201cDoktor, yata\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kmaman laz\u0131m, demi\u015ftin, \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131m, yata\u011f\u0131mla geldim. Bir i\u00e7ki i\u00e7meme izin var m\u0131? S\u00f6z cenazemde i\u00e7meyece\u011fim,\u201d der. Hani \u201c\u00f6lmesinler diye \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin resmini yap\u0131yorum\u201d demi\u015fti ya, i\u015fte budur Frida. kendince hayatta kalma ve ya\u015fatma yolu bulan bir portre.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ka\u00e7 kad\u0131n vard\u0131r g\u00fczelli\u011fine gidecek yolu idealine feda edecek kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc? Ka\u00e7 kad\u0131n var bilemem ama, Frida onlardan biri. Kal\u0131n hatta biti\u015fik ka\u015flar\u0131 ve yer yer resimlerinde g\u00f6stermekten \u00e7ekinmedi\u011fi bir de b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 vard\u0131r Frida\u2019n\u0131n, kimine g\u00f6re \u00e7irkin yan\u0131, kimine g\u00f6re onu g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc k\u0131lan soylu bir karar.<\/p>\n

Ondan dinleyin isterseniz bunu.<\/p>\n

\u201cA, evet, bir de \u015fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131m var. S\u00f6z\u00fc gelmi\u015fken, itiraf edeyim: Bu, Diego\u2019yla aram\u0131zda bir sorun olmu\u015ftur. Bir g\u00fcn b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131rmak istemi\u015ftim, Diego korkun\u00e7 \u00f6fkelendi. Diego b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sever, onun i\u00e7in bu bir ayr\u0131cal\u0131k belirtisidir. On dokuzuncu y\u00fczy\u0131lda Meksikal\u0131 burjuva kad\u0131nlar\u0131 b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131yla \u0130spanyol k\u00f6kenli olduklar\u0131n\u0131 sergilerlermi\u015f,\u201d \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc malum, yerliler k\u00f6sedir.<\/p>\n

Frida \u201cbar\u0131\u015f\u201d demekti, Frida ayn\u0131 zamanda umut. Etkili \u00e7izer, etkili bakar. Sadece resimlere anlam y\u00fcklemez, tabloluk ac\u0131lar\u0131na da \u00e7i\u00e7ekler takmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok iyi ba\u015far\u0131r, Frida. A\u011f\u0131r hastad\u0131r O, arkada\u015f\u0131 tesselli i\u00e7in gayret sarf eder.<\/p>\n

\u201cAtlatacaks\u0131n.\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018\u2019\u0130yile\u015feceksin.\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018\u2019Emin ol iyile\u015feceksin,\u201d deyince,<\/p>\n

\u2018\u2019\u0130yile\u015fmek mi?\u2019\u2019 der Frida, \u201cama ben hasta de\u011filim ki. K\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm. Ayn\u0131 \u015fey de\u011fil, anl\u0131yor musunuz?\u2019\u2019 Frida\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden istiyorum. \u00dczerine gelen g\u00f6kta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fka y\u00f6ne d\u00f6nd\u00fcren bu bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan. Papyonu yana sarkm\u0131\u015f, Lordlar kamaras\u0131nda bir prens edas\u0131yla veya k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131 grur kayna\u011f\u0131 olan bir Lejyoner tavr\u0131yla alk\u0131\u015flamak istiyorum. Muhte\u015fem\u2026.<\/p>\n

\u0130nat\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r ayn\u0131 zamanda, Frida.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fczlerce tuvalde f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131 olan ve kendi ifadesiyle \u201cu\u00e7mak isteyip u\u00e7amayan\u201d bu ku\u015f, \u0131srarla resimlerine devam etme sebebini \u015f\u00f6yle a\u00e7\u0131klar. \u201cNas\u0131l olsa umutsuz olacaksam, hi\u00e7 olmazsa \u00fcretken olmal\u0131y\u0131m.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Frida\u2019n\u0131n penceresidir bu.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri de resimleri gibi \u00e7i\u00e7ekli. Bahar kokulu, ilham verici\u2026<\/p>\n

Mutlulu\u011fu kovalar y\u0131llarca, ac\u0131 onu kovalad\u0131k\u00e7a.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130kisi de yorulmaz. Ama g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi hep bir ad\u0131m \u00f6nde ba\u015faran biri vard\u0131r sanki: Frida.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn e\u015fi Dieogo\u2019ya:\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cMutluluk nedir, biliyor musun? diye sorar Frida, muzip bir bak\u0131\u015fla.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u2018Sosyalizm olabilir ya da belki nirvana?\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u201cHay\u0131r \u00f6yle de\u011fil, \u015fu an mutluluk nedir?<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u2018\u2019S\u0131cac\u0131k \u00f6\u011fle yeme\u011fini getirdi\u011fin \u00e7i\u00e7ekli k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sepet?\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u201cBak Diego, yine bulamad\u0131n. \u015eu an mutluluk, bu s\u00f6yledi\u011finin biraz daha \u00f6tesinde bir \u015fey. Ben hamileyim. Duyuyor musun? Kurba\u011fayla beyaz g\u00fcvercin karmas\u0131 minik bir bebe\u011fim olacak.\u201d Kurba\u011fa ve beyaz g\u00fcvercin Diego\u2019nun evlilik karar\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 kara kalem resimdir. Kurba\u011fa Diego, g\u00fcvercin Frida. Frida\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7ok istedi\u011fi mutluluktur ama yar\u0131m kal\u0131r, bu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Tekerlekli sandalyeyle inatla 2 Temmuz\u2019daki kom\u00fcnistlerin eylemine destek verir. F\u0131r\u00e7ay\u0131 yetim b\u0131rakmadan on birg\u00fcn \u00f6nce. Bu, kalabal\u0131klarla son bulu\u015fmas\u0131 olur Frida\u2019n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Son tablosu k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 karpuzlardan olu\u015fan \u201cYa\u015fas\u0131n Ya\u015fam\u201d ad\u0131nda bir nat\u00fcrmorttu\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u015fas\u0131n umut, ya\u015fas\u0131n Frida\u2026.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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