{"id":503,"date":"2020-02-01T14:24:16","date_gmt":"2020-02-01T14:24:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=503"},"modified":"2020-02-01T14:24:16","modified_gmt":"2020-02-01T14:24:16","slug":"icimizdeki-seytankitap-analiz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=503","title":{"rendered":"\u0130\u00c7\u0130M\u0130ZDEK\u0130 \u015eEYTAN(Kitap Analiz)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Zemheri<\/span><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

Kitab\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131nda vakur duru\u015fuyla Sabahattin Ali kar\u015f\u0131lar sizi. Elleri cebinde, ba\u015f\u0131 dik kar\u015f\u0131ya bak\u0131yordur. Belki uzaklara, \u00e7ok uzaklara. Neresi oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenemeyece\u011fimiz yerlere. Ellerini cebine koymas\u0131 da bulundu\u011fu ortamdan tamamen koptu\u011fu izlenimini verir insana.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Giri\u015f yaz\u0131s\u0131 Selim \u0130leri imzal\u0131. Bir d\u00f6nemki T\u00fcrkiye ger\u00e7e\u011fini g\u00f6zler \u00f6n\u00fcne seriyor. H\u00e2l\u00e2 k\u0131smen de olsa ge\u00e7erlili\u011fini koruyan c\u00fcmleler… Siyasi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015flerin; c\u00fcmlelerin, kelimelerin \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7ti\u011fi, yazar\u0131 – \u015fu\u2019cu dur – bu\u2019cu dur diye eserlerin okunmas\u0131na tepki g\u00f6sterilen, yasakl\u0131 d\u00f6nemler. G\u00fczel olan \u015fu ki; art\u0131k bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce epey dar bir kesimde kald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Kitab\u0131n yolculu\u011funa gemide ba\u015flan\u0131r. Yan yana oturmu\u015f iki arkada\u015f\u0131n birbirlerini anlamaktan uzak c\u00fcmleleriyle at\u0131l\u0131r ilk ad\u0131mlar. Ve ilerleyen sayfalar bu anla\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00e2h b\u00fcy\u00fctecek, k\u00e2h kesi\u015ftirecek. Kesi\u015fecek, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc her insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde zaptolunmas\u0131, dizginlenmesi gereken, aksi taktirde insanlar\u0131 ayn\u0131 \u00e7ukurda bulu\u015fturacak olan \u015feytan\u0131 mevcuttur. Herkesin kara bir noktas\u0131 var, y\u00fcre\u011finin g\u00fczelli\u011fiyle o karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yenebiliyorsan farkl\u0131s\u0131n. Zor ama imkans\u0131z de\u011fil bu m\u00fccadeleden ba\u015far\u0131yla \u00e7\u0131kmak. Yoksa sonu h\u00fcsran, yoksa sonu ac\u0131,g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131. Hem kendine, hem sevdiklerine… \u015eartlar der, ipleri gev\u015fetirsen \u00f6nce sendeler ard\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fersin. \u00d6merin zaman zaman Nihatla ayn\u0131 yere d\u00fc\u015fmesi gibi…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Macide… Kitab\u0131n \u201cesas k\u0131z\u0131\u201d. G\u00fczelli\u011fini, karakterinin g\u00fczelli\u011fiyle tamamlam\u0131\u015f. Ya\u015f\u0131tlar\u0131ndan farkl\u0131 olarak; ideal edinmeyi, bakmay\u0131 de\u011fil g\u00f6rmeyi, duymay\u0131 de\u011fil anlamay\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015f biri. \u0130ncelemekten, sorgulamaktan \u00e7ekinmeyen, duru\u015fu net bir karakter. Ortam\u0131na g\u00f6re renk de\u011fi\u015ftirmeyenlerden.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 <\/span>Tek tek d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da hepinizi, aahhh \u00d6mer, ne denir ki sana? \u0130\u00e7 konu\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131, bazen ba\u015f\u0131mla onaylayarak bazen itiraz anlam\u0131nda sallayarak okudum. Ko\u015farken nefes nefese kald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda nefesimi tuttum. Sona geldi\u011finde, – b\u00f6yle yapmasayd\u0131n iyiydi demek olmaz ama- yapmasayd\u0131n iyiydi. Belki de Bedri \u2018nin kaderini ya\u015famas\u0131 i\u00e7indi hepsi, bilinmez ki…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 <\/span>Nihat seni de, ruhu senin gibi olanlar\u0131 da sevmiyorum demi\u015f miydim? \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc; g\u00fczele dair, iyiye dair, dosta, g\u00fcvene, inanca dair \u00e7ok \u015feyi y\u0131k\u0131yorsunuz. Sahi asl\u0131nda y\u0131kan siz de\u011filsiniz, de\u011fil mi? \u0130\u00e7imizdeki \u015feytan. Sizler sadece kap\u0131y\u0131 aralamakta ona yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Ve Bedri…. Sessiz sevenlerin, fedakarl\u0131kla sevenlerin timsali. Ama sevgide fazlaca susman\u0131n yitirmek oldu\u011funun da \u00f6rne\u011fi. B\u00fcy\u00fck yitirmeler b\u00fcy\u00fck bulmalara sebepmi\u015f, \u00f6yle mi?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 <\/span>\u00d6mer sana \u00e7ok k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yer var, neresi biliyor musun?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201c\u015eu kainatta belki bir de iyi taraf vard\u0131r, fakat g\u00f6rmek bize nasip olmuyor diyor ve seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Beni bo\u015f hayallerle avunmaktan kurtard\u0131n.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n hakikaten surat\u0131na t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fclmeye bile de\u011fmez oldu\u011funu ve bu d\u00fcnyada surat\u0131na t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fclmeyecek bir tek ama bir tek insan bile bulunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flam bir \u015fekilde ispat ettin. \u201c c\u00fcmlelerini vezneciden duydu\u011fumuz an.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir insana bu c\u00fcmleleri kurduracak kadar zarar vermek olur mu?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Peki \u00d6mer seni – hafiften- affeder gibi oldu\u011fum yer neresi biliyor musun?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Sevmene, \u00e7ok sevmene ra\u011fmen \u2018ben onu mutlu edemedim, edemem\u2019 diyebilmen, kenara \u00e7ekilmen. Olur mu hi\u00e7, yap\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131 diye\u00a0 <\/span>avaz avaz ba\u011f\u0131rmak m\u0131 laz\u0131m, kader deyip susmak m\u0131 laz\u0131m bilemedim.<\/p>\n

Asl\u0131nda yazar, hayat\u0131n ve kitab\u0131n as\u0131l ger\u00e7e\u011fini arka kapakta k\u0131sa ve net anlatm\u0131\u015f ;<\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130steyip istemedi\u011fimi do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst bilmedi\u011fim, fakat neticesi aleyhime \u00e7\u0131karsa istemedi\u011fimi iddia etti\u011fim bu nevi s\u00f6z ve fillerimin bir mesul\u00fcn\u00fc bulmu\u015ftum: Buna i\u00e7imdeki \u015feytan diyordum, m\u00fcdafaas\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczerime almaktan korktu\u011fum b\u00fct\u00fcn hareketlerimi ona y\u00fckl\u00fcyor ve kendi surat\u0131ma t\u00fck\u00fcrece\u011fim yerde, haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa, tesad\u00fcf\u00fcn cilvesine u\u011fram\u0131\u015f bir mazlum gibi nefsimi \u015fefkat ve ihtimama lay\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. Halbuki ne \u015feytan\u0131 azizim, ne \u015feytan\u0131? Bu bizim gururumuzun, salakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n uydurmas\u0131… \u0130\u00e7imizdeki \u015feytan pek de kurnazca olmayan bir ka\u00e7amak yolu… \u0130\u00e7imizde \u015feytan yok… \u0130\u00e7imizde aciz var… Tembellik var… \u0130radesizlik, bilgisizlik ve bunlar\u0131n hepsinden daha korkun\u00e7 bir \u015fey: hakikatleri g\u00f6rmekten ka\u00e7mak itiyad\u0131 var… \u201c Ka\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z hatalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, eksiklerimizi, yapmad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, a\u011flat\u0131p incitti\u011fimiz y\u00fcreklere k\u00f6r olman\u0131n yolunu \u0130\u00e7imizdeki \u015feytan, ah bu i\u00e7imdeki karanl\u0131k taraf diye a\u00e7\u0131klamad\u0131k ki? \u0130lla c\u00fcmle kurmaya gerek yok, ka\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z m\u00fccadele etmek yerine, \u015feytana y\u00fckledi\u011fimiz eksiklerimize, yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131za s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmad\u0131k ki?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Bir devrin hezeyanlar\u0131, ayn\u0131 evde ya\u015fayan ama birbirinden kopuk aileler, \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f kuru\u015f i\u00e7in yerlere kadar temenna ile e\u011filenler, ma\u011frur duru\u015fun anlam\u0131ndan dahi uzak insanlar. Birbirinden farkl\u0131, hepsi hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fi olan karakterler.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130\u015f olsun diye okunmaz bir kitap. Bakmak laz\u0131m, ne katt\u0131 bana, ne \u00f6\u011frendim? Macide\u2019nin dik duru\u015funu, \u00d6mer\u2019in gel-gitlerine ra\u011fmen aya\u011fa kalkma \u00e7abas\u0131n\u0131, Bedri\u2019nin safiyetini ve Nihat ruhlular\u0131n \u015fu d\u00fcnyay\u0131 nas\u0131l karartt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f miyiz?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>Ben neyim, neredeyim, \u0130\u00e7imdeki \u015eeytan\u2019\u0131 ne kadar zaptedebiliyorum diye sordu\u011fumuzda cevab\u0131 huzursa do\u011fru yolday\u0131z. Y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Zemheri Kitab\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131nda vakur duru\u015fuyla Sabahattin Ali kar\u015f\u0131lar sizi. Elleri cebinde, ba\u015f\u0131 dik kar\u015f\u0131ya bak\u0131yordur. 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