Uyan Anneci\u011fimim; uyan, benim gibi Asyal\u0131\u00a0yolcu.\u00a0\u015eehirlinin havas\u0131na al\u0131\u015famad\u0131\u00a0bu y\u00fcrek, d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fe meylim var art\u0131k. Da\u011flar\u0131n sevimli k\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131n, severdin b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131\u00a0Asyal\u0131\u00a0gibi. Hem k\u0131r\u00a0\u00e7i\u00e7e\u011finde sakl\u0131\u00a0sevgini baruda\u00a0\u00e7evirse de zaman, sen hi\u00e7\u00a0barut kokmad\u0131n asl\u0131nda. Aln\u0131nda damla damla birikmi\u015f\u00a0terle bah\u00e7\u0131vanl\u0131k zahmetine soyunuyordun. Vazife bu ya g\u00fcl yerine hep diken olduk parmaklar\u0131na.\u00a0\u0130lkbahar\u0131n ortalar\u0131yd\u0131\u00a0ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u00a0yollar\u0131m\u0131z. Gitmeliydim. Bir\u00a0\u015fehir mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na bile raz\u0131yd\u0131m.\u00a0\u015eehirliydim yani. Tuhaf gelirdi bana sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131\u00a0poyraz r\u00fczgar\u0131n\u0131n parmaklar\u0131yla taratman. \u201cBahar ya\u011fmurlar\u0131sa\u00e7lara iyi gelir\u201d demen tuhaf gelirdi. Nas\u0131l gelmesin ki hayallerimi plastik kaplarda b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00a0\u00e7i\u00e7eklerde sakl\u0131yordum. Ufak bir r\u00fczgarda da\u011f\u0131l\u0131p giden hayallerim. De\u011fildi, itiraf ediyorum, f\u0131rt\u0131nalara dayan\u0131kl\u0131\u00a0de\u011fildi.\u00a0\u00c7\u0131tk\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131m fidanlarda as\u0131l\u0131\u00a0duranlar y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u00a0bir bir\u2026 Anlamad\u0131m ne seni ne de hayallerini. Her k\u0131r\u0131lan dala ko\u015far, her kopan yapra\u011fa sar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131n dal\u0131\u00a0yerine. Bir g\u00fcn dal\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131lsa, d\u00f6k\u00fclen yapra\u011f\u0131n olsa sadece sen ko\u015fard\u0131n, biliyorum. Anneler g\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0heyecan\u0131nda bir demet g\u00fcl i\u00e7in bay\u0131rlar\u0131\u00a0dola\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u00a0Seyyid Ali, bir bir. Her bahardan bir desenle d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u00a0oca\u011f\u0131na. Toprak kokan anam\u0131n ellerine b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0bahar kokulu\u00a0\u00e7i\u00e7eklerin bedeline can\u0131m anam iki damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u00a0avu\u00e7lar\u0131na. Kald\u0131r\u0131mlarda be\u015f\u00a0liraya sat\u0131lan birka\u00e7\u00a0\u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe bunca g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0fazla g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm o g\u00fcn.\u00a0Ne bileydim ak\u0131t\u0131lan terlerin bedelini \u00f6dedi\u011fini can\u0131m anam\u0131n. Bir g\u00f6rsen \u0131skal\u0131yorum art\u0131k. A\u015fkta da \u0131skalad\u0131m, \u015fehrin ma\u015fuklar\u0131nda da\u2026 \u015eimdi anl\u0131yorum umutlar\u0131n\u0131, emeklerini \u015fimdi anl\u0131yorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yaz\u0131lan hi\u00e7bir \u015fiir, \u00e7ekilen hi\u00e7bir methiye k\u0131rlarda toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin asaletine yeti\u015femiyor. Bana uzat\u0131lan hi\u00e7bir mesaj anama uzat\u0131lan bir demet g\u00fcl kadar g\u00f6z doldurmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.\u201cD\u00f6n\u201d demi\u015ftin Anneci\u011fimim \u201cd\u00f6n.\u201d \u201cBak arkandan a\u011flayan Berivan bac\u0131, \u015furac\u0131kta Seyyid Ali, e\u015fikte \u00c7ak\u0131rcal\u0131. Her biri bir Herk\u00fcl, kimisi Zalo\u011flu R\u00fcstem; ama kalpleriyle birer muhabbet ku\u015flar\u0131. H\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131k dolu g\u0131rtlakla beklerler seni.\u201d Uyan Anneci\u011fimim , uyan benim gibi Asyal\u0131 ceylan uyan ki d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fe meylim var art\u0131k. Dedim ya senin bozk\u0131r\u0131na inat, \u015fehirlinin bah\u00e7esine kondum, dal\u0131nda yuva yapt\u0131m ben. Sevdim, karde\u015fim dedim kimine senin yerine. Olmad\u0131 i\u015fte\u2026 El uzat bana. El uzat bozk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fczel \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi\u2026 \u00c7i\u00e7ekteki g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131na vurulmu\u015fum senin, \u015fehirlerin muhteris a\u015fklar\u0131na s\u0131rt \u00e7evirdikten beri. Zamans\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n kalbimde a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 tarifsiz yaralar\u0131mla gelsem, anneler g\u00fcn\u00fc diye uzatsam bir demet g\u00fcl\u00fc. Buyur eder misin sofrana. Demi\u015ftin biliyorum Anac\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u201cbunlar \u015fehirli bunlar anlamazlar Asyal\u0131n\u0131n kalbini orda vefa Asyal\u0131n\u0131n vefas\u0131na benzemez. Uzak dur.\u201d Nerden bileyim b\u00fclb\u00fcl g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yuvada atmaca pen\u00e7elerinin olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131.D\u00f6n\u00fcyoruz art\u0131k, bir daha ellerini kanatmamak, k\u0131r\u0131lan her bir dal\u0131na, kopan her bir yapra\u011f\u0131na ko\u015fmak \u00fczere d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yusuf Kaya Uyan Anneci\u011fimim; uyan, benim gibi Asyal\u0131\u00a0yolcu.\u00a0\u015eehirlinin havas\u0131na al\u0131\u015famad\u0131\u00a0bu y\u00fcrek, d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fe meylim var art\u0131k. Da\u011flar\u0131n sevimli k\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131n,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":353,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[77,65,64,78],"yoast_head":"\n