Y\u00fcrek konu\u015fmak istedi\u011finde, s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin \u00e7aresizli\u011finde bo\u011fulur dilin; kalemin naza, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn niyaza durur. G\u00fcne\u015fi ku\u015fan\u0131rs\u0131n \u015firkin buzul ayaz\u0131nda; r\u00fczg\u00e2rdan kanatlar tak\u0131p ku\u015flara g\u00fcl\u00fcmsersin\u2026 Ve dile gelir y\u00fcrek; sat\u0131r sat\u0131r d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr dudaklardan\u2026 Kafeste tutulan ku\u015f misali, demir parmakl\u0131klar ard\u0131na konmu\u015ftu Yusuf\u2019un annesi Cemre. Otuz\u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Cennet kad\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131nda\u2026 Yusuf iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 hen\u00fcz\u2026S\u00fctten yeni kesilmi\u015fti\u2026 Ne oldu\u011funu, nerede oldu\u011funu bilmeden girdi Yusuf\u2019un kuyusuna\u2026 Buras\u0131 Yusuf\u2019un kuyusu, h\u00fcz\u00fcn evi, diriler kabri, d\u00fc\u015fmanlar sevinci, dostlar imtihan\u0131\u2026 Herkes zindanda yitirirken Yusuflar zindanda bulacakt\u0131 arad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 As\u0131r zul\u00fcm asr\u0131yd\u0131. Yara derin, insanl\u0131k kan a\u011flamaktayd\u0131. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131nda Yec\u00fcc ve Mec\u00fcc cirit atmada; M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlara zul\u00fcmse hat safhada\u2026M\u00fcsl\u00fcman\u0131m! diyenlerse, Nemrud\u2019un ate\u015fine odun atmada\u2026 Nemrut kin ve nefret ate\u015fini k\u00f6r\u00fcklemekte\u2026 Ebu Cehil k\u0131talar gezmede\u2026Deccal S\u00fcfyanizmi dima\u011flara i\u015flemekte\u2026 \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir as\u0131rda, \u00f6yle dil ucuyla de\u011fil, avu\u00e7lar dolusu da de\u011fil, y\u00fcrekler dolusu dualara ihtiya\u00e7 vard\u0131. \u2018Y\u0131lanl\u0131 kuyu\u2019 demi\u015fti ad\u0131na \u00fcstad Necip Faz\u0131l; Asr\u0131n Bedii ise \u2018medrese-i yusufiye\u2019. Hamile demeden, s\u00fct kuzusu demeden, ana demeden, hasta demeden beli b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ihtiyarlara var\u0131ncaya kadar hepsinden korkup att\u0131lar kuyuya\u2026 D\u00fc\u015fersin Yusuf!Kuyulara, zindanlara d\u00fc\u015fersin\u2026G\u00f6mle\u011fi ard\u0131ndan y\u0131rt\u0131k, \u00fcmidi y\u0131k\u0131k, baht\u0131na ayr\u0131l\u0131k d\u00fc\u015fenlerin, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n tesellisini imanda bulanlar\u0131n y\u00e2d\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fersin\u2026 Allah, der g\u00fcl\u00fcmsersin!
\nOn be\u015f ay s\u00fcrecek olan hapis kolay olamayacakt\u0131 Yusuf\u2019a, annesine ve di\u011fer Yusuflara\u2026\u0130lk g\u00fcnler korktu\u011fu i\u00e7in hep a\u011flayacakt\u0131 Yusuf\u2026Kap\u0131y\u0131 her g\u00fcn \u00fczerlerine kilitleyen gardiyanlardan korkacakt\u0131. Babas\u0131n\u0131 ve abisini \u00f6zleyecekti\u2026 Sonra her insano\u011flu gibi al\u0131\u015facak, unutacakt\u0131. O minik ya\u015f\u0131nda sabr\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenip kendi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck de olsa y\u00fcre\u011fi kocaman olacakt\u0131.Bir g\u00fcn, 8 metre y\u00fcksekli\u011findeki duvarlar\u0131n \u00fczerindeki jiletli telleri g\u00f6stererek merakla sordu Yusuf: \u201cBu teller niye var?\u201d Cevab\u0131 hen\u00fcz \u00fcniversite \u00f6\u011frencisiyken tutuklan\u0131p gelen 22 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki \u015eeyda verecekti. \u201cBuras\u0131 k\u0131z ko\u011fu\u015fu ya, g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca parlas\u0131n diye s\u00fcslediler duvarlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc. Hem bizi koruyacak erkek sadece sen vars\u0131n, sana yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmak i\u00e7in yapm\u0131\u015flar onlar\u0131.\u201d \u201cNa\u00e7\u0131l?\u201d \u201cK\u00f6t\u00fc adamlar duvarlardan atlay\u0131p i\u00e7eri giremesinler, diye. Hem bak, karanl\u0131k olunca bah\u00e7emizin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da kilitliyorlar. Bizi burada \u00e7ok iyi koruyorlar.\u201dKap\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczden kilitlidir. D\u00fcnya her taraf\u0131m\u0131zdan, g\u00f6k tepemizden\u2026 Hi\u00e7 oyunca\u011f\u0131 yoktu Yusuf\u2019un. Sar\u0131 temizlik bezlerinden bir araba dikmi\u015fti annesi. Onu da devlet mal\u0131n\u0131 amac\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kulland\u0131 diye ald\u0131lar. En b\u00fcy\u00fck e\u011flencesi ranzadan ranzaya ge\u00e7ip muhabbet etmekti. Kimin can\u0131 s\u0131kk\u0131n hemen hissederdi. Yavrular\u0131n\u0131n yerine ba\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131na bass\u0131nlar diye sokulurdu yanlar\u0131na analar\u0131n. Hele yeni gelen \u00f6\u011fretmen han\u0131m\u2026 3 ayl\u0131k bebe\u011fini ard\u0131nda b\u0131rakmak zorunda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00fcnlerce lavaboya sa\u011fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 s\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc. G\u00fcnlerce ate\u015flendi, titredi. \u00c7ok kez \u015fahit oldular g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla s\u00fct\u00fcn ayn\u0131 anda lavaboya d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne. O daha bir hasretle sar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 Yusuf\u2019a\u2026
\nK\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc kaloriferler yanm\u0131yordu. Sadece geceleri biraz yak\u0131yorlard\u0131. Paltolar\u0131yla yat\u0131p kalkt\u0131lar. Pet \u015fi\u015felere s\u0131cak su koyup battaniye alt\u0131nda \u0131s\u0131nmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131lar. 10 ki\u015filik ko\u011fu\u015fta 20 ki\u015fi kal\u0131yorlard\u0131. Sadece bir ki\u015finin namaz k\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 kadar yer vard\u0131. S\u0131rayla k\u0131l\u0131yorlard\u0131 namazlar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 \u00d6yle bir namazd\u0131 ki, yerde de\u011fil de g\u00f6klerde k\u0131l\u0131yorlard\u0131 adeta. Meleklerin kanad\u0131nda ar\u015fa y\u00fckseldiklerini hissediyorlard\u0131. Duvarlar\u0131 nem ve k\u00fcften yemye\u015fil olmu\u015f ko\u011fu\u015fu g\u00fcl kokular\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. \u00c7ok kereler yakazaten ruhaniler te\u015frif etti tesbihatlar\u0131na. Sabah say\u0131mlar\u0131nda Hz Haticeler, Hz Fat\u0131malar misafirleri oldu Yusuflara.
\nKoskoca d\u00fcnya a\u00e7 kurtlara dar gelse de, bir de y\u00fcrekleri kocaman insanlar vard\u0131 i\u015fte bu d\u00fcnyada\u2026 S\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramad\u0131lar d\u00fcnyaya onlar\u0131 Yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn almad\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6klere s\u0131\u011fmayan bedenleri vard\u0131 onlar\u0131n. Nam-\u0131 Celili Muhammed\u00ee\u2019yi g\u00fcne\u015fin do\u011fup batt\u0131\u011f\u0131 her yere iletebilmek i\u00e7in k\u00fcheylanlar gibi \u00e7atlayana dek ko\u015ftular, k\u0131talar a\u015ft\u0131lar. G\u00e2h End\u00fcl\u00fcs kap\u0131s\u0131nda Tar\u0131k Bin Ziyad oldular, g\u00e2h \u00c7in\u2019de Vehb bin Keb\u015fe\u2026 Kin ve nefretin oldu\u011fu yere sevgi, sava\u015f\u0131n oldu\u011fu yere bar\u0131\u015f, yeisin oldu\u011fu yere umut g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Sonsuz boyutlu bir feza a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 \u00f6nlerine\u2026Bengisu i\u00e7tiler inanc\u0131n avu\u00e7lar\u0131ndan\u2026Bir \u015fua merakl\u0131s\u0131, bir \u00f6te sevdal\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131lar\u2026\u015eimdi de Medrese-i Yusufiye\u2019de istihdam ediyordu Rabbi onlar\u0131. Onlar ki \u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m bedenimi \u00f6yle b\u00fcy\u00fct, \u00f6yle b\u00fcy\u00fct ki cehennemde ehl-i imana yer kalmas\u0131n.\u201d diyen Hz Ebu Bekir\u2019in torunlar\u0131yd\u0131. \u015eimdi g\u00f6rev yerleri mahpus olmu\u015ftu. Sadakna ve amenna! dediler. A\u015fk vazge\u00e7mek de\u011fil miydi\u2026 Onsuz yapamam dedi\u011fin her ne varsa onsuz da yapabildi\u011fini \u00f6\u011fretecekti sana Yaradan. Her ayr\u0131l\u0131k bir vuslat\u0131n mu\u015ftusudur. Ve sen nefsini terk eylemedik\u00e7e, sahip olduklar\u0131n birer birer seni terk eyleyecektir. Gen\u00e7li\u011fin, g\u00fczelli\u011fin, sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, i\u015fin, e\u015fin, a\u015f\u0131n, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u2026 Allah der ki: “Kimi benden \u00e7ok seversen, onu senden al\u0131r\u0131m.” ve ekler: Onsuz ya\u015fayamam deme, seni onsuz da ya\u015fat\u0131r\u0131m\u2026 Ve mevsim ge\u00e7er, g\u00f6lge veren a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n dallar\u0131 kurur. Sab\u0131r ta\u015far, can\u0131ndan sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yar bile bir g\u00fcn el olur. Akl\u0131n \u015fa\u015far, dostun d\u00fc\u015fmana d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, d\u00fc\u015fman kalkar dost olur. \u00d6yle garip bir d\u00fcnya\u2026 Olmaz dedi\u011fin ne varsa hepsi olur. Mengenede s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131rcas\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n. Yaln\u0131z \u015fuurun sana b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, gerisi tamamen elinden al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f gibi bir h\u00e2l i\u00e7indesindir. \u0130\u015fin sonunda ya\u011f olmak da vard\u0131r, posa olmak da\u2026
\n\u201cEy ir\u015fad yolunun isteklisi! Allah senin insanlara g\u00fcvenmemen i\u00e7in sana eziyeti onlar\u0131n eliyle veriyor. Hatta; kendisinden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey oyalamas\u0131n diye, seni b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00e2sivadan iza\u00e7 ediyor. Mur\u00e2d-\u0131 \u0130l\u00e2hi budur. \u201dZ\u00e2lim kuyuya att\u0131; onlar Medrese-i Yusufiyeye girdiler. Ya da girdikleri yeri Medrese-i Yusufiye ettiler. Yavrusundan ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fi yan\u0131k analar\u0131n, s\u00fctten mahrum edilmi\u015f yavrular\u0131n, beli b\u00fck\u00fck hasta ihtiyarlar\u0131n dualar\u0131na ihtiya\u00e7 vard\u0131 belli ki\u2026 N\u00fbr n\u00e2r\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc elbet! Zalim zulmeder, kader adalet ederdi. Haydi o zaman, daralma! S\u0131\u011fd\u0131r i\u00e7ine k\u00e2inat\u0131\u2026 Herkesin herkesi terk etti\u011fi yerde TERK ETMED\u0130 MEVLAN SEN\u0130.Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\nbulmu\u015ftu\u2026 Ya da arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 onu bulmu\u015ftu\u2026Kaybedilmi\u015fliklerin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u2026 Raz\u0131 olunmas\u0131 gerekenden \u00e7oktan raz\u0131yd\u0131\u2026 Geriye sadece ince bir perde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, aralanmas\u0131 ya da kald\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 gereken\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Deniz Bar\u0131\u015f Y\u00fcrek konu\u015fmak istedi\u011finde, s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin \u00e7aresizli\u011finde bo\u011fulur dilin; kalemin naza, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn niyaza durur. G\u00fcne\u015fi ku\u015fan\u0131rs\u0131n \u015firkin buzul ayaz\u0131nda;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":334,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[71,9,64],"yoast_head":"\n