{"id":319,"date":"2019-10-31T01:54:22","date_gmt":"2019-10-31T01:54:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=319"},"modified":"2019-10-31T01:54:23","modified_gmt":"2019-10-31T01:54:23","slug":"sorgular-ve-sargilar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=319","title":{"rendered":"SORGULAR VE SARGILAR"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

AFRA B\u00dc\u015eRA<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

“Yollar, yollar a\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da, kimlerden
ge\u00e7ilememi\u015f! R\u00fcyalar iplere as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131
odalarda y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f. Kurusun diye beklerken,
i\u00e7in i\u00e7in \u00e7a\u011flar olmu\u015f.”<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sayfa sayfa \u00e7eviriyorum \u00f6m\u00fcr yapraklar\u0131m\u0131\n zihnimden. Baz\u0131 sayfalar\u0131 bo\u015f ve kirli beyazken baz\u0131\n sayfalar ise bir hayli karalanm\u0131\u015f. Baz\u0131 sayfalarda\n c\u00fcmlelerin alt\u0131 \u00e7izilmi\u015fken baz\u0131 sayfalar ise y\u0131rt\u0131l\u0131p\n at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Ve devam ediyorum usul usul. \u0130nce bir h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131yla\n ilerliyorum yapraklar\u0131n aras\u0131nda. Defterim hen\u00fcz \u00e7ok\n kal\u0131n de\u011fil, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn raflar\u0131na \u00e7ok tecr\u00fcbeler\n s\u0131ralanmam\u0131\u015f. Hepsi kendi i\u00e7inde hepsi kendinde i\u00e7 i\u00e7e…\n Baz\u0131 sayfalar a\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, baz\u0131lar\u0131nda yer izleri kalm\u0131\u015f. Belli\n ki o an\u0131lara \u00e7ok kez dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Baz\u0131 sayfalarda g\u00fcn\n \u00f6ylesine biterken baz\u0131 g\u00fcnler sayfalara s\u0131\u011fmam\u0131\u015f.\n Sevin\u00e7ler h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerle birlikte ya\u015fan\u0131rken kay\u0131plar\n sonralar\u0131 huzurlarla \u00e7o\u011falm\u0131\u015f. Baz\u0131 kelimeler kargac\u0131k\n burgac\u0131k, baz\u0131lar\u0131 inci gibi yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Durmadan,\n dinlenmeden; y\u0131llar ve dakikalarca yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Sanc\u0131lar ve\n sanr\u0131lar birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, g\u00fcnler ve geceler birbirini\n kovalam\u0131\u015f. Baz\u0131 \u015fah\u0131slar da var ki bu defterde isimleri\n sonsuzlu\u011fa ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, baz\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6ylece kalm\u0131\u015f, baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n\n \u00fcst\u00fc karalanm\u0131\u015f\u2026\n \u015eehirler ge\u00e7mi\u015f, \u015fehirlerden ge\u00e7ilmi\u015f. Farkl\u0131 iklimler, yeni\n y\u00fczler tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. Yollar, yollar a\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da, kimlerden\n ge\u00e7ilememi\u015f! R\u00fcyalar iplere as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 odalarda\n y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f. Kurusun diye beklerken, i\u00e7in i\u00e7in \u00e7a\u011flar\n olmu\u015f. Hayal sark\u0131tlar\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ldayan umutlardan\n avucunda da\u2026\n Yolundaki s\u0131ra s\u0131ra dikitlerde yalpalam\u0131\u015f. Durup\n kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma \u015fans\u0131n varsa e\u011fer bu defteri, kendini se\u00e7ilmi\u015f\n say. Demek ki i\u00e7 bir yerinde k\u0131p\u0131rdayan bir \u015feyler var.\n Sorgular\u0131n ve sarg\u0131lar\u0131n var ge\u00e7mi\u015fe dair. Yol almak ve\n ad\u0131m atmak isteyi\u015flerin var ileriye. O zaman durma,\n durma ve devam et; bu defterin sana anlataca\u011f\u0131 \u015feyler\n var.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

AFRA B\u00dc\u015eRA “Yollar, yollar a\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da, kimlerden ge\u00e7ilememi\u015f! R\u00fcyalar iplere as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 odalarda y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f. Kurusun diye beklerken, i\u00e7in<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":321,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nSORGULAR VE SARGILAR - SES MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=319\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"SORGULAR VE SARGILAR - SES MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"AFRA B\u00dc\u015eRA “Yollar, yollar a\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da, kimlerden ge\u00e7ilememi\u015f! R\u00fcyalar iplere as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 odalarda y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f. 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