SADIK-I MEVA<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hissiz g\u00f6n\u00fcller kirli bir kahkaha patlat\u0131l\u0131r, masumum can\u0131 yanarken. Serseri g\u00f6n\u00fcller anlamaz g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131n\u0131n halinden. Belki bir dirhem bassa kafalar\u0131 anlamaya yak\u0131n, duyarlar m\u0131 mazlumun ah\u0131n\u0131 en derinden ? Kirli g\u00f6zlerden akan yasak hayaller kalbi \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcp b\u0131rak\u0131r “le\u015f” misali. Bu anlayamamak neden ? Cehil kirli beyinler, kalbin mirac\u0131na do\u011famam\u0131\u015f, zavall\u0131 hissiz g\u00f6n\u00fcller.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u015fk\u0131 bana yapraklar anlat\u0131r teker teker. Esen r\u00fczgar veda eder gibi gider. Bana esen r\u00fczgarlar anlat\u0131r g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerini. Nerelerden gelir a\u015fk\u0131n habercisi. Bir\u00e7ok \u015fey f\u0131s\u0131ldar (!) \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131r beni en derinden, aram\u0131zda s\u0131rd\u0131r kelimeler en mahreminden, kimse bilmez heceleri. Karanl\u0131k mahrem s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rter gibi \u00e7\u00f6ker \u00fcst\u00fcme. Sessizli\u011finde nice s\u0131rlar vard\u0131r bilinmez. Karanl\u0131k g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde umudu p\u0131r\u0131ldayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlarda bulursun bir an. \u0130\u015fte o an siyahta beyaz olursun umuduararken gecede s\u0131r kal\u0131rs\u0131n. S\u0131rla birle\u015firsen \u015fayet sende par\u0131ldayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar g\u00f6r\u00fclecek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalbim her daim demir parmakl\u0131klar arkas\u0131nda olsada g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum umudumu, kanatland\u0131r\u0131yorum ar\u015fa ku\u015f misali. Ba\u015f\u0131ma gelse bir bela, zaten d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm demir parmakl\u0131klar ard\u0131na, kederlenmiyorum. Varsa bunda bir hay\u0131r, ni\u00e7in yoray\u0131m bir \u00e7are g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc. G\u00f6ren yok mu ? Duyan yok mu ? Ni\u00e7in \u00f6zg\u00fcrce b\u0131rakm\u0131yorum kendimi yarat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n Aziz y\u00fcceli\u011fine. Biz hi\u00e7 iken yetecek miyiz \u015fu fani yetersizli\u011fimize.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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SADIK-I MEVA Hissiz g\u00f6n\u00fcller kirli bir kahkaha patlat\u0131l\u0131r, masumum can\u0131 yanarken. Serseri g\u00f6n\u00fcller anlamaz g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131n\u0131n halinden. Belki<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":241,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[12,9,58,23],"yoast_head":"\n