{"id":2100,"date":"2021-12-12T21:56:16","date_gmt":"2021-12-12T21:56:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=2100"},"modified":"2021-12-12T21:56:25","modified_gmt":"2021-12-12T21:56:25","slug":"kalbin-sesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=2100","title":{"rendered":"KALB\u0130N SES\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>YAS\u0130N TOKSOY<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Hava \u00e7ok s\u0131cak. \u015eu \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131n, \u00e7amlar\u0131n, me\u015felerin, g\u00fcrgenlerin uzad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczelim ormanda bile bu derece s\u0131cakl\u0131k olmas\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131lacak \u015fey. Gittik\u00e7e de art\u0131yor s\u0131cakl\u0131k. Asl\u0131nda belli bir dereceye kadar normal bu s\u0131cakl\u0131k ama ne olduysa \u015fu birka\u00e7 saatte oldu. Bir \u015fey mi oluyor acaba d\u0131\u015far\u0131da? Bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p baksam iyi olacak. Yavrular\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmek de pek mant\u0131kl\u0131 de\u011fil fakat yine de durdu\u011fu yerde duram\u0131yorsun. A\u011fa\u00e7 kovu\u011funda ya\u015faman\u0131n en g\u00fczel yan\u0131 y\u00fcksekte olmak. A\u011fac\u0131n tepesinde do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca t\u00fcm orman\u0131 g\u00f6rebiliyorsun. O muhte\u015fem tabiat anan\u0131n nefesini kulaklar\u0131nla i\u015fitebilmek, orman\u0131n sessizce homurdanmas\u0131, ku\u015f \u00e2leminin \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 yank\u0131s\u0131, hepsi birden kulaklar\u0131na doluyor. Yerin alt\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131nca da illaki ba\u015fka bir g\u00fczellik vard\u0131r ama hem orta da durmak bizim k\u0131smen \u015fansl\u0131 oldu\u011fumuzu g\u00f6steriyor.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">B\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu \u00f6\u011flen vakti orman\u0131n orta yerinde yavrular\u0131 ile birlikte bir a\u011fa\u00e7 kovu\u011funda ya\u015fayan sincap. Biraz teredd\u00fct ettikten sonra yavrular\u0131na oyalanacak birka\u00e7 me\u015fe palamudu b\u0131rak\u0131p yuvadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n daha yak\u0131c\u0131 hale geldi\u011fini hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6yle bir s\u0131cakt\u0131 ki terlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Ka\u00e7 y\u0131ll\u0131k hayat\u0131 boyunca b\u00f6yle bir s\u0131cak g\u00f6rmemi\u015fti. Sonra bu kokuda neyin nesiydi? Ya havadaki grilik. Hayra yormak istedi fakat garip bir korku i\u00e7ine gelip oturdu. Bu ormanda ilk defa korku duydu. Y\u0131lanlardan da korkard\u0131 fakat bu defa \u00f6yle ka\u00e7\u0131p kurtulmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilece\u011fi bir korku de\u011fildi bu. Minik y\u00fcre\u011fine s\u0131\u011fmayacak bir korkuydu bu. Orman yan\u0131yor olabilir miydi? M\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil. Buras\u0131 yerle\u015fim yerlerinden \u00e7ok uzaktayd\u0131. \u0130nsan eliyle f\u0131nd\u0131k yiyen eski akrabalar\u0131ndan ve yine onlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 orman yang\u0131n\u0131ndan ka\u00e7an ailesinden duymu\u015ftu. \u00d6yle bir can havliyle ko\u015fmu\u015ftu ki annesi, y\u0131llarca o insan denen varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir daha g\u00f6rmenin m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayaca\u011f\u0131 kadar uza\u011fa gelmi\u015fti. Oysa \u015fimdi bu uzakl\u0131kta bile insan elinin ate\u015fi onlara de\u011fmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ne demeye \u015fu insan denen varl\u0131k ya\u015fard\u0131 ki ormanda? Zarar ziyandan ba\u015fka ne faydas\u0131 vard\u0131 ki ormana? \u015eurada y\u0131llard\u0131r ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 halde, b\u00f6ylesi bir korkular\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ah \u015fu insan denen yarat\u0131klar. T\u00fcm dengeyi bozuyorlard\u0131.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Bir aral\u0131k iyimserli\u011fi tuttu. Yang\u0131n olsa, oradan buraya gelmeden muhakkak s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Her g\u00fcn, ku\u015flara benzeyen, fakat ku\u015flardan farkl\u0131 olarak homurtuyla u\u00e7an devasa varl\u0131klardan \u00fczerlerine su d\u00f6k\u00fclerek yang\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden de bahsetmi\u015fti bir ceylan. Yalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor olamazd\u0131 herhalde. Bir s\u00fcre bu teredd\u00fcd\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131ktan sonra a\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6vdesinden yukar\u0131 do\u011fru h\u0131zl\u0131ca t\u0131rmanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. A\u011fac\u0131n tepesine t\u0131rmand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc manzara kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dili tutuldu. G\u00f6zleri kocaman oldu. Koca bir ate\u015f k\u00fctlesi gittik\u00e7e yakla\u015f\u0131yordu. Di\u011fer iki yan\u0131na bakt\u0131. Oralarda da ayn\u0131 manzara vard\u0131. Hayvanlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 da duyar olmu\u015ftu \u015fimdi. Kimi ku\u015flar, yuva yapt\u0131klar\u0131 ve hen\u00fcz u\u00e7amayan yavrular\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde oldu\u011fu yanan a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n tepesinde feryat figan u\u00e7up dururken, birden y\u00fckselen alevler onlar\u0131n t\u00fcylerini yak\u0131yor ve ac\u0131 bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kla ate\u015fin i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Ceylanlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 duydu. Sonra kaplumba\u011falar\u0131n. Kaplumba\u011falar hayvanlar i\u00e7inde en sevdi\u011fi ve en naif olanlar\u0131yd\u0131. Ate\u015ften ka\u00e7amayacak kadar yava\u015flard\u0131. Ormanda kimseye zararlar\u0131 olmayan bu hayvanlar bu sakinlikleriyle neredeyse y\u00fczy\u0131l ya\u015farlard\u0131. Oysa \u015fimdi can havliyle bile ka\u00e7am\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ayaklar\u0131ndan itibaren artan s\u0131cakl\u0131kla kabuklar\u0131na \u00e7ekiliyor sonra da alevler i\u00e7inde yava\u015f yava\u015f k\u00fcl oluyorlard\u0131.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Bu manzaray\u0131 daha fazla izleyemedi. Korkuyla a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indi yuvas\u0131na girdi. Yavrular\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmak zorundayd\u0131. Fakat nereye gidecekti? Koca orman. Yeni bir a\u011fac\u0131n kovu\u011funa yuva yapar\u0131m diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Fakat bu yedi yavruyu birden kaybetmeden nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131 bu alev hilalinin ortas\u0131ndan. Bu hilal \u015feklinde gelen ate\u015f, bir \u00e7embere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ferek onlara ula\u015fmadan \u00f6nce yavrular\u0131yla birlikte \u00e7\u0131kabilmesi m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fcyd\u00fc? \u00c7\u0131kmal\u0131yd\u0131 zira ba\u015fka \u00e7aresi yoktu. A\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ah bu orman, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc renklerinin bir arada bulundu\u011fu yer nas\u0131l yanard\u0131? O ahenkli sesler birdenbire nas\u0131lda bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k, sonra da \u00f6l\u00fcm sessizli\u011fe d\u00f6necekti. Zihni bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyi kald\u0131ramad\u0131.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Yavrular\u0131n\u0131n elindeki me\u015fe palamudunu ald\u0131 ve kenara koydu. Onlara y\u00fcksek sesle ne yapacaklar\u0131n\u0131 tembihledi. Yavrular daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 yuvadan \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7in, yenid\u00fcnyay\u0131 ke\u015ffedecekleri haberini duyunca gerisini dinlemediler bile. Anne tekrar tekrar olanlar\u0131 ve olacaklar\u0131 anlatt\u0131. Bir \u015fey d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda. Orman\u0131n yand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bahsetmedi. Yavrular\u0131n\u0131n korkmas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyordu. Gittikleri yerde sanki hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f, b\u00f6yle bir facia ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f gibi ya\u015famak istiyordu. Oysa yavrular i\u00e7in durum hi\u00e7te annenin anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi olmayacakt\u0131.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">-Beni takip edeceksiniz. H\u0131zl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde ard\u0131mdan geleceksiniz. Anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131 m\u0131? Dedi anne.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Yavrular ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sallayarak onu onaylad\u0131lar. Yavrular\u0131n\u0131 pe\u015fine tak\u0131p yuvadan yava\u015f yava\u015f ayr\u0131ld\u0131 anne. En yaramaz ve ha\u015far\u0131 olan\u0131 hemen ard\u0131na ald\u0131. O di\u011ferlerini ayartmasa, di\u011ferleri kendili\u011finden pe\u015finden gelir san\u0131yordu. Fakat yavrular ilk kez d\u0131\u015far\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6rmenin heyecan\u0131 i\u00e7indeydiler. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n etrafa bak\u0131n\u0131yorlar, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n boylar\u0131na bak\u0131p kendi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fcklerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor, \u00f6te yandan sanki bu a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n sahibiymi\u015f gibi nas\u0131lda daldan dala hoplaya z\u0131playa ge\u00e7ebilme yeteneklerinin oldu\u011funu idrak etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. G\u00fcne\u015ften g\u00f6zlerinin kama\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda orman\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de g\u00f6zlerini kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu. H\u00e2lbuki kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ne kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck olduklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilecekleri koca d\u00fcnya ve gezegenler vard\u0131 daha.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">En yaramaz olan\u0131 bir aral\u0131k ka\u015fla g\u00f6z aras\u0131nda kayboldu. Bir tav\u015fana tak\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00f6zleri. Kendisine bu kadar benzeyen ancak bir o kadar da yabanc\u0131 olan bu tombul yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne demeye yerinde kalakald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Oysa tav\u015fan dakikalarca ko\u015fmu\u015f ve nihayet yorulunca kendisini bir a\u011fac\u0131n dibine b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Yavrular\u0131n\u0131n her biri bir yere t\u00fcnemi\u015fti tav\u015fan\u0131n. G\u00f6zlerindeki tela\u015f ve endi\u015fe yavru sincab\u0131 \u00fcrk\u00fctmeye yetti. \u0130lk defa g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc tav\u015fana yard\u0131m etmek, k\u0131sac\u0131k kollar\u0131yla koca tav\u015fana omuz vermek isterdi. Fakat ailesinden ayr\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131n imk\u00e2n\u0131 yoktu. Hem zaten geride kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir an \u00f6nce onlara yeti\u015fmesi gerekiyordu. Ans\u0131z\u0131n arkas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc fakat di\u011ferlerinden eser yoktu. Ne kadar da h\u0131zl\u0131 hareket etmi\u015flerdi. Gittikleri y\u00f6ne do\u011fru h\u0131zla ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, \u00f6yle h\u0131zl\u0131 ko\u015fuyordu ki, minik kalbinin yerinden \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordu. Korku, tela\u015f, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k gibi duygular v\u00fccudunu etkisi alt\u0131na alm\u0131\u015f terlemeye de ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ne kadar ko\u015farsa ko\u015fsun di\u011ferlerinden bir iz yoktu. Oysa fark\u0131nda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fey vard\u0131. Tela\u015f i\u00e7inde sa\u011f\u0131na solunca bak\u0131n\u0131rken y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve orman\u0131n yand\u0131\u011f\u0131 tarafa do\u011fru ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunu fark etmeksizin dakikalarca ko\u015ftu. Minik kalbinin \u00e7arparken \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 sesi duyuyordu.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span>Biraz sonra mah\u015feri bir kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine do\u011fru geldi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Kangurular, ceylanlar, tav\u015fanlar, tilkiler ve daha nicesi. Bir h\u0131\u015f\u0131mla ge\u00e7tiler. Kafile kafile geliyorlard\u0131 sanki. Belli ki yang\u0131ndan ka\u00e7\u0131yorlard\u0131. \u00dczerine gelen kalabal\u0131ktan ka\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ancak \u00fczerinden ge\u00e7en bir ceylan\u0131n \u00f6n ayaklar\u0131ndan kurtulduysa da arka ayaklar\u0131ndan kurtulamad\u0131. Ne oldu\u011funu anlayamadan sa\u011fa sola yuvarlanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Toz toprak i\u00e7erisinde kalm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fc kanamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Di\u011fer hayvanlar\u0131n ayaklar\u0131ndan ise mucize eseri kurtulmu\u015ftu. Sonras\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yordu. Kendisine geldi\u011finde inan\u0131lmaz bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k hissetti etraf\u0131nda. Yanan a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131yd\u0131 bu duydu\u011fu bilmiyordu. Ancak g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u015fey yang\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131nda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. Hangi yan\u0131na baksa ate\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n onlarcas\u0131 yan\u0131yor, yanan dallar \u00fcst \u00fcste d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorlard\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015fmekte olan dal\u0131 fark etmese alt\u0131nda kal\u0131p ezilebilirdi. Hemen yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen dal\u0131n \u00fczerinde bir yuva fark etti. Tepesinde u\u00e7up duran ku\u015fun yuvas\u0131yd\u0131 bu. \u0130\u00e7indeki alt\u0131 yavrunun hi\u00e7birisi u\u00e7am\u0131yordu. T\u00fcyleri daha yeni yeni kabarmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 yavrular\u0131n. Kendisiyle birlikte kalan bu yavrular\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na gelecek olan \u015fey daha i\u00e7 yak\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Kim \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu yang\u0131n\u0131? Annesinin insan diye bahsetti\u011fi varl\u0131klar m\u0131? Topra\u011f\u0131 kirletiyorlar, orman\u0131 yak\u0131yorlar, denizleri pislikleri ile doldurup milyonlarca bal\u0131k t\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn soyunu t\u00fcketiyorlard\u0131. Ne istiyorlard\u0131 g\u00fczelim yery\u00fcz\u00fcnden? Bu kadar vah\u015fice tabiata sald\u0131rmalar\u0131n\u0131 akl\u0131 hi\u00e7 alm\u0131yordu. Belki de ak\u0131llar\u0131 yoktur diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc kendi kendine. \u0130yi ama kalbide mi yoktu insan denen canl\u0131n\u0131n? Ya vicdan\u0131? Bunlar olmadan nas\u0131l ya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131? Bizim orman\u0131n en vah\u015fileri bile, sadece kendilerine o an yetecek kadar avlan\u0131rlar, daha sonra ise kurdu, ku\u015fu, faresi, y\u0131lan\u0131 ne varsa s\u0131rayla yer hepsi birden sofray\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131rlard\u0131. Ya insan, neden sofralar\u0131 olan d\u00fcnyaya k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck ediyordu ki?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Daha \u00e7ok \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnecekti fakat ate\u015fin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve duman d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmesine de hava almas\u0131na da engel oluyordu. \u0130mdat \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 duyanda yoktu. Yuvadaki yavru ku\u015flarla birlikte k\u00fcl olacakt\u0131. Anne ku\u015f dumandan g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez olmu\u015ftu. Belki de y\u00fckselen ate\u015f onun kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 yakm\u0131\u015f onu da yutmu\u015ftu. Bilmiyordu. Her \u015feyden \u00fcmidini kesti. Ah ke\u015fke \u00f6lmek \u00fczereyken son kez annesini ve karde\u015flerini g\u00f6rebilseydi. Maalesef art\u0131k imk\u00e2n\u0131 yoktu. Kuyru\u011funu toplad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ellerinin aras\u0131na alarak bir topak halini ald\u0131. \u00dczerine gelen alevlerin t\u00fcylerini yalamas\u0131na izin verdi. Kulaklar\u0131n\u0131 elleriyle t\u0131kad\u0131. Yanan di\u011fer hayvanlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, az \u00f6tede yanan yuvadaki yavrular\u0131n feryatlar\u0131n\u0131 duymak istemedi. T\u00fcylerinin yanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ediyordu. Can\u0131 \u00e7ok yan\u0131yordu. Oldu\u011fu yerden hareket etmedi. Biraz sonra daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ses \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131 kula\u011f\u0131na. Ellerini hafif\u00e7e \u00e7ekti kulaklar\u0131ndan. Do\u011fruydu. Daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sesiydi. \u0130nsan sesiydi bu.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">-\u201cBu tarafa, bu tarafa, yuvaya do\u011fru s\u0131k\u0131n suyu. \u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sincap \u00fczerine do\u011fru serpilen suyu hissedince \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ge\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131. Kendisine do\u011fru ko\u015fan yarat\u0131k onu iki eliyle tuttu kavrad\u0131 ve kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne do\u011fru bast\u0131rd\u0131 ve s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131lan ate\u015fin ortas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karak geldi\u011fi istikamete do\u011fru ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Konu\u015fmuyordu fakat kendisini tuttu\u011fu yerden bir ses geliyordu bu insan denilen yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131n. Galiba kalbinin \u00e7arp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131 bu duydu\u011fu. Evet evet, bir kalbi vard\u0131 ve \u00f6yle h\u0131zl\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131yordu ki; sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn orman\u0131 kurtaracak kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir sese sahipti bu kalp.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0130nsan\u0131nda bir kalbi oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce kendisini art\u0131k b\u0131rakt\u0131. Ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, korku ve endi\u015felerini o an unuttu. Emin ellerdeydi. Kalbi olan bir insan onu kurtarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Annesini ve karde\u015flerini de kurtarm\u0131\u015f olabilecekleri umuduna sar\u0131ld\u0131. Art\u0131k biliyordu. orman\u0131, denizleri, do\u011fay\u0131 da kalbi olan birileri kurtaracakt\u0131. Usulca g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131 ve sesiyle kendisini saran kalbin \u00fczerinde uykuya dald\u0131.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>YAS\u0130N TOKSOY &nbsp; Hava \u00e7ok s\u0131cak. \u015eu \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131n, \u00e7amlar\u0131n, me\u015felerin, g\u00fcrgenlerin uzad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczelim ormanda bile bu derece s\u0131cakl\u0131k<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2101,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v15.5 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>KALB\u0130N SES\u0130 - SES MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=2100\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"KALB\u0130N SES\u0130 - SES MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"YAS\u0130N TOKSOY &nbsp; 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