Tamburun k\u0131s\u0131k sesiyle ba\u015flad\u0131 iskemlesinde oturmaya.<\/p>\n
Tuhaf, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ama i\u00e7ine sinen bir \u015feyler vard\u0131 o g\u00fcn, g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
Her g\u00fcn oldu\u011fu gibi tekrar ba\u015flad\u0131 i\u00e7ini d\u00f6kmeye i\u00e7ine\u2026<\/p>\n
Pi\u015fman oldu\u011fu ne varsa d\u00f6kt\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcne bir bir\u2026<\/p>\n
Umursamad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 koydu kahve fincan\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki so\u011fuk su gibi y\u00fcre\u011fine\u2026<\/p>\n
Sevmelerini, a\u015fklar\u0131n\u0131 yudumlad\u0131 doyas\u0131ya\u2026<\/p>\n
Karanfil kokulu bir \u00e7ay isteyecek gibi \u00e7ekti nefesini i\u00e7ine\u2026<\/p>\n
\u015eakaklar\u0131nda hissetti unuttu\u011fu ac\u0131lar\u0131n kokusunu\u2026<\/p>\n
Bo\u015f vermedi hi\u00e7birini, neden, ni\u00e7in demedi\u2026<\/p>\n
Hepsine sar\u0131ld\u0131 \u015fefkatle, kendine bakacak aynas\u0131 yoktu odas\u0131nda ama hepsiyle y\u00fczle\u015fecek koca bir y\u00fcre\u011fi vard\u0131 ihtiyar\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n
Koynuna koydu\u011fu y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 vard\u0131 i\u00e7ine \u0131\u015f\u0131k olan, \u00e7ocuk gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Avu\u00e7lar\u0131na s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve bir de y\u0131llard\u0131r kendini dinleyen sad\u0131k dostu\u2026<\/p>\n
Do\u011fruldu iskemlesinden, y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, sanki son kez y\u00fcr\u00fcmenin kokusu \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131 burnuna\u2026<\/p>\n
Dostuna gitti, titreyen elleriyle dokundu, \u00e7atalla\u015fm\u0131\u015f sesiyle konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Hey gidi koca \u00e7\u0131nar\u2026 Dudaklar\u0131ndaki tebess\u00fcm e\u015flik etti yorgun sesine\u2026<\/p>\n
Dostuydu o \u00e7\u0131nar a\u011fac\u0131 onun; y\u0131llard\u0131r penceresinden izledi\u011fi.<\/p>\n
Her mevsim dallar\u0131nda ba\u015fka yolcular\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131na tan\u0131kl\u0131k etti\u011fi sad\u0131k dostu\u2026<\/p>\n
Her yolcu onun hayat\u0131ndakilerden biriydi sanki\u2026<\/p>\n
Bazen usulca esen r\u00fczgar tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 k\u0131p\u0131rdat\u0131rken yapraklar\u0131n\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc zaman\u0131n ona getirdi\u011fi en b\u00fcy\u00fck hazinesini, pusulam dedi\u011fi sevdas\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Bazen bir ser\u00e7e kondu\u011funda dal\u0131na, umursamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnyalar\u0131, bazen bir \u00e7ocuk ta\u015f att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dallar\u0131na k\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, dar\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 insano\u011flu arkada\u015flar\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
G\u00fcne\u015f en s\u0131cak haliyle vururken dallar\u0131na, g\u00f6lge vermekten asla usanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halleriyle hem dem olurdu ruhuyla\u2026 \u00c7ok yormu\u015ftu bu hayat onu ama asla vazge\u00e7memi\u015fti iyi insan olmaktan, s\u0131rt\u0131 yaslan\u0131lacak insan kalmaktan…<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle ba\u015fka alemlere ait iki varl\u0131k de\u011fildi ger\u00e7ekten onlar..<\/p>\n
Hem\u015fireler sabahlar\u0131 odas\u0131na girdiklerinde, e\u011fer dostuyla konu\u015ftuklar\u0131n\u0131 duymam\u0131\u015flarsa, mutlaka bu sabah kesin hasta der, \u00f6yle nezaketle yakla\u015f\u0131rlard\u0131 ona\u2026<\/p>\n
Bilirdi herkes onun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck odadaki, dallar\u0131 soka\u011fa yapraklar\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne uzanan koca d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Odas\u0131na giren yemek g\u00f6revlileri, hep dostuyla konu\u015fa konu\u015fa yemek yedi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerinden tepsinin gidece\u011fi istikamet hep penvcerenin \u00f6n\u00fc olurdu\u2026 Temizlik yapmaya gelenler en \u00e7ok vakit ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi yeri bilirler, ona g\u00f6re daha itinal\u0131 temizlerlerdi \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131n de\u011fdi\u011fi pencereyi..<\/p>\n
Tam 20 y\u0131l olmu\u015ftu, o oda evi, o \u00e7\u0131nar hayat\u0131n\u0131n en de\u011ferli dostu olal\u0131..<\/p>\n
B\u00fcy\u00fck alemlere dalmad\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman, gelmeyen evlatlar\u0131na k\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131, g\u00f6remedi\u011fi torunlar\u0131n\u0131 pencerenin alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en her \u00e7ocukta arad\u0131 ama hi\u00e7 vazge\u00e7medi \u00fcmitle onlar\u0131 beklemekten\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir bir anlat\u0131rd\u0131 dostuna hepsini, herkesi, sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131n g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli e\u015fini\u2026<\/p>\n
Duvarlar \u00fcst\u00fcne y\u00fcr\u00fcmedi hi\u00e7bir zaman\u2026 Eviydi art\u0131k oras\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyadan hi\u00e7bir beklentisi yoktu beklediklerinin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00dcmitle bekledi\u011fi t\u00fcm sevgilerin, \u00f6zlemlerin, umutlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda gelece\u011finden kesinlikle emin oldu\u011fu o g\u00fcn\u00fc de bekliyordu teslim olmu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na \u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011fle s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 olmu\u015ftu \u00e7oktan, nedense ay\u0131ramam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bedenini dosta ait pencereden\u2026<\/p>\n
Kalakald\u0131 oldu\u011fu yerde, koca \u00e7\u0131nara bakt\u0131, 20 y\u0131ld\u0131r kendisini terk etmeyen koca \u00e7\u0131nara.. Seyre dald\u0131 onu, sanki ilk kez g\u00f6r\u00fcyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na heyecanla\u2026 G\u00f6vdesinin toprakla birle\u015fti\u011fi yerden, dallar\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fdi\u011fi her yeri her k\u0131vr\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131… Birini ararcas\u0131na bakt\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne, y\u00fckselen dallar\u0131n aras\u0131na, hatta en ucuna kadar\u2026 Farketmedi ama g\u00f6zlerinden damlalar s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00e7oktan\u2026 Binlerce kez bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011faca; dallar\u0131na, yapraklar\u0131na bir \u015feyler hayk\u0131r\u0131rcas\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fclen g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na anlam veremedi ilkin, sonra \u00e7izgileri tamamen belli olmu\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 dudaklar\u0131ndan d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc birka\u00e7 kelime\u2026<\/p>\n
Dostum\u2026 Ah dostum, ah arkada\u015f\u0131m, karde\u015fim, sevgilim\u2026<\/p>\n
Evlatlar\u0131m, \u00f6zlediklerim, sevdiklerim, d\u00fcnyam\u2026<\/p>\n
Ah be \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131m meyve vermedin ama g\u00f6lgen oldu t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyam\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Asl\u0131 Kaya Tamburun k\u0131s\u0131k sesiyle ba\u015flad\u0131 iskemlesinde oturmaya. Tuhaf, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ama i\u00e7ine sinen bir \u015feyler vard\u0131 o g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2044,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n