{"id":1935,"date":"2021-06-28T15:52:19","date_gmt":"2021-06-28T15:52:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1935"},"modified":"2021-06-28T15:52:19","modified_gmt":"2021-06-28T15:52:19","slug":"soguk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1935","title":{"rendered":"SO\u011eUK\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b><i>Feride AKDA\u011e<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p>S\u0131cac\u0131k bir ev hayal edin. Hani k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnlerinde bacas\u0131ndan duman\u0131 t\u00fcten bir ev. Pencere \u00f6n\u00fcndeki divana oturmu\u015f bir babaanne olsun evin i\u00e7inde. D\u0131\u015farda lapa lapa ya\u011fan kar olsun. Soban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki g\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden buhar \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n, yanmakta olan odunlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 sesi duysun kulaklar\u0131m\u0131z.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>D\u0131\u015fardaki so\u011fu\u011fun aksine odan\u0131n i\u00e7i s\u0131cac\u0131k. Yerde soban\u0131n hemen kenar\u0131na k\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6\u011fle uykusunda bir kedi olsun. Televizyonda g\u00fczel bir aile dizisi. Evin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 bah\u00e7eye kardan adam yapm\u0131\u015flar. Elleri so\u011fuktan k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131. Eve gitmek istemiyorlar.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Bir anne hayal edin. Kalbi p\u0131r p\u0131r at\u0131yor. Az evvel do\u011fum yapm\u0131\u015f kuca\u011f\u0131nda yavrusu. Burnuna gelen cennet kokusunu i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekiyor. Y\u00fcre\u011finde s\u0131cac\u0131k bir \u015feyler var. Tarifsiz duygular i\u00e7inde. \u0130\u00e7inden \u201cSo\u011fuk g\u00fcnlerin ard\u0131ndan gelen bahar olmal\u0131 bu.\u201d diye ge\u00e7iriyor. Hayata s\u0131cac\u0131k y\u00fcre\u011fiyle bakma s\u00f6z\u00fc veriyor. Pamuksu yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyor yavrusunun. \u201cGe\u00e7ti diyor, ge\u00e7ti k\u0131z\u0131m. Her k\u0131\u015f\u0131n bir bahar\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f ge\u00e7ti.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Bir yata\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde tir tir titreyen e\u015fine bak\u0131yor bir adam. Aln\u0131na day\u0131yor elini. Alev alev yan\u0131yor. Ate\u015ften duram\u0131yor kad\u0131n. Ate\u015fe inat \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor e\u015fi. So\u011fuk diyor, \u00f6rt \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6rt diye sesleniyor.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Sonbahar yapraklar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6k\u00fclmesine \u015fahit olmu\u015f bir gen\u00e7 k\u0131z kendisine bakan bak\u0131\u015flardan \u00fcrkm\u00fc\u015f. Sokakta h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 ko\u015far ad\u0131m y\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Nefesi kesik kesik \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. R\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n u\u011fultusu gecenin i\u00e7inde kalbine so\u011fukluk kat\u0131yor. Annesinin s\u0131cac\u0131k sesini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Susam\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ocuk. Bo\u011faz\u0131 kurumu\u015f. \u00d6n\u00fcnde boya sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 var. Az \u00f6tede k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir s\u00fcs havuzu. Ko\u015farak gidiyor havuza sokuyor ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131. Bir ohhh sesi yay\u0131l\u0131yor etrafa. So\u011fuk su ne de iyi geliyor.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Bir hastanenin en alt kat\u0131ndaki morgun \u00f6n\u00fcnde birka\u00e7 ki\u015fi toplanm\u0131\u015f. Bir kad\u0131n feryat ediyor. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yor g\u00f6revli i\u00e7eri giriyorlar. Sedye \u00fcst\u00fcndeki cans\u0131z bedenin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f beyaz \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yorlar. Kad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131cac\u0131k elleri so\u011fuk bedenin ellerini, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyor. D\u00fcnyadaki t\u00fcm s\u0131cakl\u0131klar\u0131 eriten bir so\u011fuk hava hakim odada. Buz gibi elleri, ayaklar\u0131 \u0131slatan ya\u015flar donuyor \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn bedeninde.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p>So\u011fuk insanlar\u0131n, so\u011fuk mevsimlerin, so\u011fuk g\u00f6zlerin, so\u011fuk bedenlerin \u00fczerinde so\u011fumu\u015f h\u00fcz\u00fcnleri g\u00f6rmek isteyen olamaz. Karl\u0131 bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn ortas\u0131nda pencereden bakan bir \u00e7ift g\u00f6z\u00fcn hayalindeki \u00e7ocukluk gibi s\u0131cac\u0131k olsun ister mutluluklar\u0131 gibi h\u00fcz\u00fcnleri de.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Bir \u00e7ift g\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn. Merhametten uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bak\u0131\u015flar, buz gibi so\u011fuk. \u201cHi\u00e7 kan\u0131m \u0131s\u0131nmad\u0131, nas\u0131l da so\u011fuk bak\u0131yor g\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc?\u201d diyor bir gen\u00e7 k\u0131z. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndakinin y\u0131llard\u0131r onlara kin besleyerek b\u00fcy\u00fcyen biri oldu\u011fundan habersiz.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>So\u011fuk bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnde, so\u011fuk bir bak\u0131\u015fta, so\u011fuk bir suyun alt\u0131nda, so\u011fuk bedenlerde b\u0131rak\u0131lan so\u011fuk etkiler. Ne ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ne tatl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015famak kolay hayat\u0131n.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>So\u011fuk sava\u015flar\u0131n, so\u011fuk r\u00fczgarlar\u0131n yok etti\u011fi d\u00fcnyada g\u00f6n\u00fcl s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015famlar\u0131m\u0131z olsun. Kar ya\u011fs\u0131n lapa lapa. T\u0131pk\u0131 \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumuzdaki gibi bacas\u0131ndan duman\u0131 t\u00fcten evlerin i\u00e7inde, soban\u0131n kenar\u0131nda uyuyan kedimiz olsun. Pencere kenar\u0131nda bizlere g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen bir ninemiz. Bah\u00e7emizde boynunda atk\u0131s\u0131, burnunda havucuyla bir kardan adam\u0131m\u0131z. So\u011fuktan \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen ellerimize, burnumuza inat s\u0131cac\u0131k g\u00fclen g\u00f6zlerimiz olsun. So\u011fuk d\u00fcnyan\u0131n s\u0131cac\u0131k g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerinde kaybolsun t\u00fcm h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerimiz.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Feride AKDA\u011e\u00a0 S\u0131cac\u0131k bir ev hayal edin. Hani k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnlerinde bacas\u0131ndan duman\u0131 t\u00fcten bir ev. 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