Esra Dolunay<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
Buras\u0131 bir kar k\u00fcresi belki bizler de fig\u00fcrleriz. \u201d<\/p>\n
\u00a0 <\/span>-Kahraman\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131-<\/p>\n Zaten hikayemi anlatm\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f!\u00a0 <\/span>Hani nerde anlatt\u0131 ki?\u00a0 <\/span>Onu orda b\u0131rakmam iyi oldu.\u00a0 <\/span>Tasvirleriyle u\u011fra\u015f\u0131p dursun.\u00a0 <\/span>Esas hikayeyi ya\u015fayan benim,\u00a0 <\/span>ukala diyen kendisi.\u00a0 <\/span>Ona s\u00f6ylemedi\u011fim s\u00fcrece burada sadece ben ve benim hikayem var.\u00a0 <\/span>Anlat\u0131lmayan \u015fey hikaye oluyor muydu?\u00a0 <\/span>Ona ihtiyac\u0131m yok zaten.\u00a0 <\/span>Ben de anlatabilirim.\u00a0 <\/span>Ne laz\u0131md\u0131?\u00a0 <\/span>Kalem,\u00a0 <\/span>ka\u011f\u0131t…<\/p>\n Buras\u0131 iyice so\u011fumaya m\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131? !<\/p>\n -Yazar\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131-<\/p>\n Fazla \u00fczerine gittim san\u0131r\u0131m.\u00a0 <\/span>Nereye gitti acaba?\u00a0 <\/span>B\u00f6yle olmayacak.\u00a0 <\/span>Onu bulman\u0131n tek yolu var.\u00a0 <\/span>T\u00fcm zaman\u0131,\u00a0 <\/span>mekan\u0131 ve kahramanlar\u0131 hatta onlar\u0131n ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilece\u011fini bilen bir bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 ile yazmak.\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130lahi bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131…<\/p>\n O zaman onun nerede olabilece\u011fini de bilece\u011fim.\u00a0 <\/span>Ama bunun da bir bedeli olacak.\u00a0 <\/span>Bu bedeli ise sadece o zaman \u00f6\u011frenebilirim.\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130yi ya da k\u00f6t\u00fc ,\u00a0 <\/span>d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olan ya da olmayan bir bedel bu.<\/p>\n Bu,\u00a0 <\/span>Ben\u2019in son c\u00fcmlesi o zaman.<\/p>\n …<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>Bembeyaz karlarla \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc,\u00a0 <\/span>etraf\u0131 bir u\u00e7tan di\u011fer uca dairesel uzanan bir orman\u0131n tam ortas\u0131ndaki a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131kta bodur,\u00a0 <\/span>\u00e7\u0131plak bir a\u011fa\u00e7 ve a\u011fac\u0131n hemen dibinde \u00fcst\u00fc buz tutmu\u015f bir kaya par\u00e7as\u0131 vard\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>A\u011fac\u0131n dal\u0131na as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sal\u0131ncak uzun s\u00fcredir bo\u015f gibiydi.\u00a0 <\/span>Ara ara hafif\u00e7e sallan\u0131yordu.\u00a0 <\/span>G\u00fcn\u00fcn belli zamanlar\u0131nda bu hafif r\u00fczgar h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131r\u0131yor,\u00a0 <\/span>kar tanelerini toz gibi etrafa savurup,\u00a0 <\/span>diniyordu.<\/p>\n Buz tutmu\u015f kayan\u0131n arkas\u0131nda bir k\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131 belirdi.\u00a0 <\/span>Titreyen k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir kap\u00fc\u015fonun ard\u0131ndan ara ara s\u0131cak bir buhar \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.\u00a0 <\/span>S\u0131k s\u0131k ellerini ovu\u015fturan bu ki\u015fi \u201cukala kahraman\u201dd\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Kahraman,\u00a0 <\/span>bir anda arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\u00a0 <\/span>So\u011fuktan iyice solan y\u00fcz\u00fc durulu\u011fundan bir \u015fey kaybetmemi\u015fti.\u00a0 <\/span>Kahraman,\u00a0 <\/span>kayan\u0131n yan\u0131nda bir tutam kuru dal ve bir kibrit g\u00f6r\u00fcnce etraf\u0131na bak\u0131nd\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cBurada kendili\u011finden beliren bir \u015fey varsa biri beni bulmu\u015f olmal\u0131\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130kinci se\u00e7ene\u011fi ise herkes gibi \u015fansa att\u0131.<\/p>\n Kahraman\u0131n yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kibrit,\u00a0 <\/span>otlar\u0131 ve dallar\u0131 tutu\u015fturup \u00e7abucak b\u00fcy\u00fck ve s\u0131cak bir ate\u015fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.\u00a0 <\/span>Bu sefer ate\u015fin ayd\u0131nlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131nca\u011fa bakt\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>\u00dcst\u00fcnde bir \u015feyler vard\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Kalem ve ka\u011f\u0131t…<\/p>\n Sal\u0131nca\u011fa oturup tekrar etrafa bakt\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Camdan bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc,\u00a0 <\/span>karl\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7lar,\u00a0 <\/span>donmu\u015f nehir ve arada bir \u00e7\u0131kan r\u00fczgarda u\u00e7u\u015fan karlar d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda bir \u015fey g\u00f6remedi.\u00a0 <\/span>Art\u0131k yazabilirdi.\u00a0 <\/span>Kahraman\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 sat\u0131rlar,\u00a0 <\/span>bu donmu\u015f d\u00fcnyaya inat s\u0131cac\u0131k ak\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n \u201cOnu her g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcm.\u00a0 <\/span>\u00c7ok g\u00fczel g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor.\u00a0 <\/span>Ne kadar g\u00fczel g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u011fini bilmiyor.\u00a0 <\/span>Ben g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne vuran g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\u00a0 <\/span>En iyi ben g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\u00a0 <\/span>Par\u0131ld\u0131yordu.\u00a0 <\/span>Buradaki donmu\u015f nehirden de p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 g\u00f6zleri.\u00a0 <\/span>Konu\u015ftu\u011funda t\u00fcm g\u00f6k titriyordu.\u00a0 <\/span>Karl\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7lar sessizce onu dinledi hep.\u00a0 <\/span>Kimse tutmad\u0131, \u00a0 <\/span>ellerini.\u00a0 <\/span>Ve kimse g\u00f6rmedi saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 nemli g\u00f6zlerini.<\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte!\u00a0 <\/span>Yakla\u015f\u0131yor… \u201d<\/p>\n Karl\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7lar titredi.\u00a0 <\/span>Donmu\u015f g\u00f6lde \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 bir yans\u0131ma belirdi.\u00a0 <\/span>Kahraman,\u00a0 <\/span>yans\u0131maya bak\u0131yor,\u00a0 <\/span>g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu.\u00a0 <\/span>Sal\u0131ncak sallanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Ani bir r\u00fczgar k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede h\u0131zland\u0131 ve karlarla beraber bir toz bulutu halinde etrafta d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Bu kar bulutu ne varsa da\u011f\u0131t\u0131yor,\u00a0 <\/span>g\u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordu.\u00a0 <\/span>Kalem ve defter havalanarak d\u00f6ne d\u00f6ne orman\u0131n aras\u0131na kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Kahraman,\u00a0 <\/span>iyice h\u0131zlanan sal\u0131nca\u011fa daha fazla tutunamay\u0131p g\u00f6rebildi\u011fi tek \u015fey olan kar f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131ndaki beyazl\u0131\u011fa kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p savruldu.\u00a0 <\/span>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p yukar\u0131 bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kar bulutunun ard\u0131nda kristali and\u0131ran g\u00f6kten \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131lar geliyordu.\u00a0 <\/span>Bu \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131y\u0131,\u00a0 <\/span>g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde beliren ince \u00e7izgiler takip etti.\u00a0 <\/span>Ard\u0131ndan g\u00fcmb\u00fcrt\u00fcyle yank\u0131lanan bir patlama t\u00fcm g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc parampar\u00e7a etti.\u00a0 <\/span>\u015eimdi karlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda kristal par\u00e7alar u\u00e7u\u015fuyordu.\u00a0 <\/span>Kristal par\u00e7alar\u0131n aras\u0131nda ise k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir kap\u00fc\u015fon…<\/p>\n …<\/p>\n Yerdeki par\u00e7alan\u0131p da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kar k\u00fcresini bir \u00e7ift el \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc ve pi\u015fmanl\u0131kla ald\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Toplay\u0131p \u00e7\u00f6pe att\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Bir ka\u00e7 ad\u0131m sonra aya\u011f\u0131na bir \u015fey tak\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n Kar k\u00fcresinin kahraman\u0131.<\/p>\n Yerden al\u0131p koltu\u011fun kenar\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Koltu\u011funu pencereye \u00e7evirip oturdu.\u00a0 <\/span>Zihnini de g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne.\u00a0 <\/span>Bir kar tanesi u\u00e7u\u015fan di\u011ferlerinin aras\u0131ndan s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p cama yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Esra Dolunay Buras\u0131 bir kar k\u00fcresi belki bizler de fig\u00fcrleriz. \u201d \u00a0 -Kahraman\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131- Zaten hikayemi anlatm\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f!\u00a0 Hani<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1897,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n