Mehtap SEV\u0130N\u00c7<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
\u015eu koca alemde onca halk edilmi\u015fin aras\u0131nda yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015flardan bir yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f var ki b\u00fct\u00fcn alemin \u00e7ekirde\u011fi olur kendisi.\u00a0 <\/span>Ervah-\u0131 alemin en kadim yolcular\u0131ndan,\u00a0 <\/span>en k\u0131ymetli misafirlerinden,\u00a0 <\/span>en unvanl\u0131 isimlerindendi.\u00a0 <\/span>\u00d6yle kadim bir yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ki bu cevherini kendi i\u00e7inde saklayan.\u00a0 <\/span>K\u0131ymetli cevheri farkl\u0131 k\u0131lan di\u011fer halk edilmi\u015flerin aksine d\u0131\u015ftan de\u011fil \u00f6zden olmas\u0131yd\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130\u00e7 aleme can veren \u00f6z; fark\u0131ndal\u0131kla parlar,\u00a0 <\/span>a\u015fkla co\u015far dururdu.<\/p>\n \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Evet\u2026 insan diyor ve ekliyorum.\u00a0 <\/span>Bir yaz\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibidir bazen.\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130\u00e7erisindekileri tamam\u0131yla anlatmaya g\u00fcc\u00fc yetmeyen\/ yetemeyen ama tek ba\u015f\u0131na asil duran\u2026 Onca sayfan\u0131n anlatamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iki c\u00fcmlenin asilli\u011finde saklayan. B\u00fct\u00fcn anlamland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ra\u011fmen anlam pe\u015finde ko\u015fmaktan geri durmayan bezm-i elest yolculu\u011funun en \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n yolcusu.<\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>B\u00f6yle ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7iftin bu ak\u015famki konu\u015fmas\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Ya\u015flan\u0131nca d\u00fcnya,\u00a0 <\/span>ya daha fazla anlam ta\u015f\u0131r veyahut elden ayaktan d\u00fc\u015fer gibi iyicene anlams\u0131zla\u015f\u0131r bizlerin ona verdi\u011fi k\u0131ymet.\u00a0 <\/span>Her ne olursa olsun de\u011ferini de de\u011fersizli\u011fini de anlama y\u00fckleyen bizler oluyoruz.\u00a0 <\/span>Normalde bu ak\u015fam hep erteledikleri bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc konu\u015fmaya f\u0131rsat bulamad\u0131klar\u0131 konular\u0131 konu\u015facaklar idi.\u00a0 <\/span>Ama konu bir anda farkl\u0131 bir mecraya kaym\u0131\u015f,\u00a0 <\/span>altm\u0131\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k hayat arkada\u015f\u0131 fark\u0131na varmadan ya da olanca fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011f\u0131yla -ki ikinci se\u00e7enek kuvvetle muhtemel- ona bunlardan bahsetmeyi uygun g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f olacakt\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Ya\u015fland\u0131k\u00e7a b\u00f6yle konular\u0131 daha \u00e7ok konu\u015fur olmu\u015flar,\u00a0 <\/span>eski ne\u015feli konular yerini felsefi anlaml\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r ba\u015fl\u0131 konulara devretmi\u015fti.\u00a0 <\/span>Seksene merdiven dayam\u0131\u015f Enise Han\u0131m baz\u0131 baz\u0131 konu\u015fmaya e\u015flik etse de \u00e7o\u011fu kez aktif dinleyici durumunda kalmay\u0131 tercih eder bazen de \u201cne gere\u011fi var da bunlar\u0131 anlat\u0131p can s\u0131k\u0131yor acaba? \u201d diye i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi de olmuyor de\u011fildi hani.\u00a0 <\/span>O da kendini b\u00f6yle avutup g\u00fcn dolduruyordu i\u015fte,\u00a0 <\/span>n\u2019aps\u0131nd\u0131?\u00a0 <\/span>Besbelli yaln\u0131zl\u0131k onun da can\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131yor,\u00a0 <\/span>s\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a da \u00e7enesine vuruyordu As\u0131m Bey\u2019in.\u00a0 <\/span>B\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle birbirlerine can yongas\u0131 oluveriyorlard\u0131,\u00a0 <\/span>\u00e7ocuklar yuvadan u\u00e7tuklar\u0131ndan beri.<\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Ya\u015fland\u0131k\u00e7a an\u0131lara daha fazla sar\u0131l\u0131r olmu\u015flard\u0131,\u00a0 <\/span>y\u0131llardan ya\u015f al\u0131p \u00f6m\u00fcr terkilerine hak vaki oluncaya kadar zaman dolduran bu ihtiyarlar.\u00a0 <\/span>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc an\u0131lar biz insano\u011flunun umutlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7ekleriydi.\u00a0 <\/span>Ha bire o \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi sulamak isterlerdi,\u00a0 <\/span>\u00f6m\u00fcr nimetinin bu co\u011frafyas\u0131na demir atm\u0131\u015f fanileri.\u00a0 <\/span>Ha bire diri dursun ister,\u00a0 <\/span>t\u0131pk\u0131 bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin serpilmesi i\u00e7in gerekli ila\u00e7lar\u0131 vererek b\u00fcy\u00fctmek gibi\u2026 sanki b\u00f6yle yap\u0131nca an\u0131lar dirilip de adeta \u201cbak\u0131n ben an\u0131 de\u011filim,\u00a0 <\/span>\u015fu an ya\u015fan\u0131lan hali haz\u0131r\u0131m.\u201d diyecek.\u00a0 <\/span>Hep taze ve her an hortlayacakm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na da diriydi.\u00a0 <\/span>\u00d6yle ya da b\u00f6yle uzak diyarlar\u0131n s\u00fcrg\u00fcn atl\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 bu ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar ayakta tutuyordu.\u00a0 <\/span>Onlar kimseye bel ba\u011flamaz kimsenin umuduna tenezz\u00fcl etmezlerdi.\u00a0 <\/span>G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fe bak\u0131l\u0131rsa tenezz\u00fcl ettikleri tek \u015fey an\u0131lar\u0131 ve umutlar\u0131yd\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Kim bilir\u2026 belki onlar da kedilerini bu \u015fekilde iyi hissediyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Onlar b\u00f6yle k\u00e2h konu\u015fup k\u00e2h d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnedursunlar yats\u0131n\u0131n vakti gireli epey olmu\u015ftu.\u00a0 <\/span>An\u0131lara bezenmi\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 ve yorgun bedenleri usulca kalk\u0131p abdest almaya y\u00f6neldi.\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130kisinin de kemiklerinden ses geldi kalkarlarken.\u00a0 <\/span>Ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k birden bast\u0131ran lapa lapa kar gibi \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcvermi\u015fti onlara da.\u00a0 <\/span>Yats\u0131dan sonra uyudular.<\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Sabah\u0131n \u00e7ok erken saatlerinde uyan\u0131p g\u00fcn\u00fcn bereketini yakalamak kar\u0131-kocan\u0131n en g\u00fczel ve en eski adetlerindendi.\u00a0 <\/span>G\u00fcne\u015fin do\u011fmas\u0131na iki saat kala uyan\u0131rlar bah\u00e7edeki \u00e7e\u015fmelerinin buz gibi suyundan abdest al\u0131p gelip \u00fcst kat\u0131n balkonunun kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,\u00a0 <\/span>penceresini a\u00e7\u0131p eve huzur i\u00e7irirler.\u00a0 <\/span>Bir k\u0131\u015f yanlar\u0131na ziyarete gelen akrabalar\u0131 k\u0131\u015f\u0131n so\u011fu\u011funda neden b\u00f6yle yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 sorunca \u201csabahlar\u0131 melaikeler Allah\u2019\u0131n izniyle r\u0131z\u0131k da\u011f\u0131tmaya \u00e7\u0131karlar.\u00a0 <\/span>E\u011fer ev sahibi kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bacas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p eve sabah\u0131n nurunun girmesine izin vermez ise o ev; r\u0131z\u0131ktan,\u00a0 <\/span>g\u00fcn\u00fcn bereketinden bi-nasip olur.\u201d Cevab\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015flerdi.\u00a0 <\/span>Bu durumu tam olarak bir mant\u0131k \u00e7er\u00e7evesine yerle\u015ftiremese de \u00f6nemli olan\u0131n niyet oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc merakl\u0131 misafirleri.\u00a0 <\/span>Evet \u00f6nemli olan da zaten niyet de\u011fil miydi?\u00a0 <\/span>Ba\u015fta bir mana veremese de misafirleri,\u00a0 <\/span>marifet,\u00a0 <\/span>niyetlere mana giydirmek,\u00a0 <\/span>umutlar\u0131 hakikate b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcrmekti asl\u0131nda.\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130\u015fte o zaman ta\u015flar yerine oturacakt\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>\u00d6nemli olan\u0131n k\u0131ssa imbi\u011finden d\u00fc\u015fen hissenin sindirme oldu\u011funun fark\u0131na varacakt\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>\u0130htiyar \u00e7iftin,\u00a0 <\/span>ihtiyarl\u0131k libas\u0131 bedenlerine yerle\u015fti\u011finden beri her \u015feydeki fark\u0131ndal\u0131klar\u0131 daha \u00e7ok artm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 <\/span>Gen\u00e7likte g\u00fcnler h\u0131zl\u0131 seneler yava\u015f; kocal\u0131kta g\u00fcnler yava\u015f seneler h\u0131zl\u0131 ge\u00e7iyordu.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/span>\u201cDuvarlar\u0131 \u00e7atlak<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>Tavan\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye haz\u0131r,<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>Temelinde bitlerin,\u00a0 <\/span>kar\u0131ncalar\u0131n ince bacakl\u0131 b\u00f6ceklerin gezindi\u011fi<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>\u0130htiyar evlerde<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>Zaman\u0131 \u00e7ekip \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>\u00d6rt\u00fcyoruz kirli ve a\u00e7\u0131k yerlerimizi.<\/p>\n Bir \u015fey mi var sand\u0131k diplerinde saklanan,\u00a0 <\/span>merdiven altlar\u0131nda unutulan?<\/p>\n Ah\u0131r k\u00f6\u015felerine at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f pasl\u0131 \u00e7ivilerine as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f duvarlar\u0131n<\/p>\n Nedir bizi ba\u011flayan b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara ve ge\u00e7en zamana?<\/p>\n Siz oturdunuz mu hi\u00e7 k\u0131ldan ince u\u00e7urumlarda?<\/p>\n Biz yat\u0131yoruz her g\u00fcn beli b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f duvar diplerinde.<\/p>\n Uykumuz \u00fcrkek ceylanlara benziyor<\/p>\n Bazen yorgun taylara\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>Bilinen alemin bir garip yolcusuydu \u015fu be\u015fer.\u00a0 <\/span>Uzak diyarlar\u0131n s\u00fcrg\u00fcn azatl\u0131lar\u0131 idi.\u00a0 <\/span>Hatta bazen eski bir sand\u0131ktan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na \u00f6ylesine naftalin kokulu \u00f6ylesine antika ve k\u0131ymetli azatl\u0131lar idi.<\/p>\n *Adil Erdem BAYEZIT<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Mehtap SEV\u0130N\u00c7 \u015eu koca alemde onca halk edilmi\u015fin aras\u0131nda yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015flardan bir yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f var ki b\u00fct\u00fcn alemin \u00e7ekirde\u011fi olur<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1524,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n