\u201cG\u00f6lge yan\u0131mda durdu, g\u00fcne\u015fin dik \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 e\u011filmeden. Ad\u0131mlad\u0131m. G\u00f6lgeyi orada b\u0131rakt\u0131m…\u201d<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131. Pencereye yakla\u015ft\u0131. Gece boyu s\u00fcren g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcden geriye, etrafa da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yapraklar, \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f dal ve dallardan s\u0131zan g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yola koyulmak \u00fczere haz\u0131rlanan bir y\u0131l\u0131n son aylar\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ana caddede ilerleyen ad\u0131mlar\u0131 yan yola sap\u0131p \u015fehir park\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde son buldu. Biraz dinlenmenin zarar\u0131 olmazd\u0131. D\u00fcnk\u00fc f\u0131rt\u0131nadan sonra k\u0131r\u0131k dallar d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda pek u\u011frayan olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 buraya. Parkta yerini alanlar ise bo\u015f banklar, yer yer r\u00fczgarla sallanan sal\u0131ncak, kayd\u0131raktan s\u00fcz\u00fclen bir yaprak, bir tahterevalli ve onun tepeden bakan \u015fansl\u0131 taraf\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir parkta olmak, asl\u0131nda yan\u0131nda bir dostun bulunmas\u0131yla g\u00fczeldi. G\u00fcne\u015fin iki \u00e7izik att\u0131\u011f\u0131 bank\u0131 se\u00e7ti. En iyi dostunu, kendini de biraz oturmaya davet etti. \u00dczerinde ilerledi\u011fi yapraklara basarken;<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcnler k\u0131sal\u0131p uzuyor, \u015fu yapraklara basman\u0131n heyecan\u0131 hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmiyor\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Kalemini ve defterini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Bu seferki yazmak i\u00e7in de\u011fildi. \u0130lerdeki g\u00fcr a\u011fac\u0131, u\u00e7lar\u0131na do\u011fru sallanan yapraklar\u0131n\u0131, koyula\u015fan g\u00f6lgesini izledi.<\/p>\n
Tam deftere ilk \u00e7izi\u011fi att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yola uzanan b\u00fcy\u00fck dal\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir g\u00f6lge fark etti. G\u00f6lge, sanki daldan bir par\u00e7a gibi hareketsiz, bir o kadar da canl\u0131 duruyordu. Umursamad\u0131. Bir \u00e7izik, iki \u00e7izik daha att\u0131 ve dallardan uzanan yapraklara s\u0131ra geldi. \u00c7izgilerin bitti\u011fi yerde ayn\u0131 g\u00f6lge g\u00f6z\u00fcne \u00e7arpt\u0131. G\u00f6lge, bir korkuluk kadar hareketsiz, bir korkuluk kadar tedirgin ediciydi. A\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6vdesine odaklanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonra yapraklar\u0131n ucundaki g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na ve g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda s\u00fcz\u00fclen bir ka\u00e7 yapra\u011fa g\u00f6z\u00fc dald\u0131. Ayn\u0131 g\u00f6lge, az \u00f6nce d\u00fc\u015fen yaprak gibi titrek atk\u0131s\u0131 ile belirdi. Kalemini ve defteri \u00e7antaya att\u0131. G\u00f6lgeye do\u011fru ilerlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Hafif bir esinti, \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f yapra\u011f\u0131 havaland\u0131rarak yakla\u015f\u0131rken; gen\u00e7, g\u00f6z\u00fcne ka\u00e7an tozu \u00e7\u0131karmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bulan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n netle\u015fti\u011fi noktada g\u00f6lge, boyut kazanm\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6steri yapan canl\u0131 bir heykel gibi orada duruyordu. Gen\u00e7 bir ad\u0131m daha yakla\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6lgesi, g\u00f6lgeye d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ard\u0131ndan g\u00f6lgenin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kendisine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201c-\u0130yi misiniz!\u201d c\u00fcmlesi gencin a\u011fz\u0131ndan belli belirsiz bir \u015fekilde \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Belki yard\u0131ma ihtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7indeki bu kay\u0131ts\u0131z kalamama huyu ba\u015f\u0131na yine i\u015f a\u00e7abilirdi. Soruyu bu sefer daha y\u00fcksek sesle tekrarlad\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan bekledi\u011finden iyi bir cevap geldi:<\/p>\n
-Te\u015fekk\u00fcrler iyiyim!<\/p>\n
Bir \u015fey ar\u0131yor gibi yeri g\u00f6zl\u00fcyordu g\u00f6lge. Gen\u00e7, meraklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n
-Bir \u015fey mi ar\u0131yorsunuz ?<\/p>\n
G\u00f6lge m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131:<\/p>\n
-Buradayd\u0131, onu burada b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f bir arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor herhalde\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc gen\u00e7.<\/p>\n
Bu evsize benzeyen garip insan\u0131 \u00f6nemsememeli, yoluna devam etmeliydi.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6lge, \u00f6n\u00fcndeki koyu kahve renkli yapra\u011fa yava\u015f\u00e7a bast\u0131:<\/p>\n
-Yapraklara basarken ayn\u0131 heyecan\u0131 duyuyoruz. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsene!<\/p>\n
Ama bunak ve ya garip olan ben oluyorum.<\/p>\n
Gen\u00e7 afallad\u0131. Etrafa bakt\u0131. Kafas\u0131ndan bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp durdu.<\/p>\n
\u201cBeynimi okuyor. S\u0131radan biri de\u011fil san\u0131r\u0131m. Bu sefer H\u0131z\u0131r\u2019a falan m\u0131 denk geldim? Bir sadaka vereyim, iyilik yapay\u0131m, kedi yok mu besleyeyim?…\u201d<\/p>\n
Akl\u0131na \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015fen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri g\u00f6lgenin bir c\u00fcmlesi durdurdu:<\/p>\n
-\u0130lla bir \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131n\u0131z olacak, biri de sebepsiz yaps\u0131n \u015fu iyili\u011fini!<\/p>\n
Ka\u00e7mayacakt\u0131. Bu sefer g\u00f6lgenin yan\u0131nda duracakt\u0131. Oturdu. G\u00f6lgeye d\u00f6nd\u00fc:<\/p>\n
-Dostunu mu kaybettin?<\/p>\n
G\u00f6lge ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ki yaprak, ikisinin \u00f6n\u00fcnden s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp banka d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Gen\u00e7, kendine d\u00f6nen siyah camlarda yans\u0131mas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Kibrini, yarg\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fu, korkular\u0131n\u0131, dostunu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6lge yerden bir yaprak ald\u0131. Bank\u0131n ucuna b\u0131rak\u0131p kalkt\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tekrarlad\u0131:<\/p>\n
-Dostumu burada b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi bank\u0131n yan\u0131nda iki g\u00f6lge, g\u00fcne\u015fin dik \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 e\u011filmeden orada durmu\u015ftu. Birinin ad\u0131mlar\u0131 yola do\u011fru uzay\u0131p kayboldu.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6lgesini orada b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Esra Dolunay\u00a0 \u201cG\u00f6lge yan\u0131mda durdu, g\u00fcne\u015fin dik \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 e\u011filmeden. Ad\u0131mlad\u0131m. G\u00f6lgeyi orada b\u0131rakt\u0131m…\u201d G\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131. Pencereye yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1812,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n