{"id":1783,"date":"2020-12-31T19:05:42","date_gmt":"2020-12-31T19:05:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1783"},"modified":"2020-12-31T19:05:42","modified_gmt":"2020-12-31T19:05:42","slug":"yasamsi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1783","title":{"rendered":"YA\u015eAMSI"},"content":{"rendered":"<h4>\u00d6mer Tahir\u00a0<\/h4>\n<p>Yemek yer gibi oturur gibi uyur gibi yap\u0131yoruz. Sonra konu\u015fuyor gibi, bazen g\u00fcl\u00fcyor gibi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015famak her \u015feyi yerli yerine koymay\u0131 gerektiriyor. Ucunu b\u0131raksak toz olacak e\u015fya. T\u00fcm al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar bir \u00e7er\u00e7eve \u00e7iziyor. \u0130\u00e7inde kalan alana ya\u015fam diyoruz B\u00f6ylesi ya\u015famak de\u011fil biliyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imizde, en derinimizde u\u011ful u\u011ful bir su ak\u0131yor. Dur durak bilmez, acelesiz, geni\u015f, derin bir nehir. De\u011firmen ta\u015flar\u0131 gibi \u00f6\u011f\u00fct\u00fcyor bizi bu nehir. \u00d6\u011f\u00fct\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e yok olmuyor eksilmiyoruz. Fazlal\u0131klar yitiyor. Sonra kendi suyundan bir avu\u00e7 su kat\u0131yor bize. Su Nuh\u2019un suyu. Sonra alevler i\u00e7indeyiz. Ate\u015f \u0130brahim\u2019in.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015f\u0131yormu\u015f gibi yap\u0131yoruz. Kalbimiz \u00e7arp\u0131yor, nabz\u0131m\u0131z at\u0131yor. Bir \u00e7ay i\u00e7elim diyoruz, bir yemek yiyelim. Bu haftaki ma\u00e7\u0131 kaybettik diyoruz. Dolar ald\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gitti. Yeni bir kitap \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f\u2026 Ne yapsak kand\u0131ram\u0131yoruz kendimizi. Avutulmas\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocuklar gibi, kendi ac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yank\u0131s\u0131yla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kalakal\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n<p>Ne kadarda yaln\u0131zm\u0131\u015f\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle ulu orta doya doya ya\u015fayamayacak kadar tekinsiz yerlerdeymi\u015fiz.<\/p>\n<p>Bir matemin hakk\u0131n\u0131 veremeden bir ba\u015fkas\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131ndan bir ba\u015fkas\u0131, ard\u0131ndan\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Tabutumuza bir omuz verenin olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Mezar\u0131m\u0131za bir k\u00fcrek toprak atan\u0131n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sonra \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6m\u00fcp hayata kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z sa\u011f olsun demeyenlerin aras\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Konu\u015fmuyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6ylemiyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbimizde v\u0131z\u0131r v\u0131z\u0131r bir ar\u0131 ordusu bal in\u015fas\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Ara ara yeri gelirse, \u2018\u2019G\u00fczel gol olmu\u015f. \u2018\u2019 diyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHayat pahal\u0131. \u2018\u2019 diyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHavalar bu ara biraz s\u0131cak. \u2018\u2019 diyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>Bu kelimelerde yabanc\u0131 duruyor dilimizde.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inde i\u011freti duruyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>Ne kadar kolay g\u00fcl\u00fcyorlar.<\/p>\n<p>Ne kadar kolay konu\u015fuyorlar.<\/p>\n<p>Ne kadar kolay\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bizim ar\u0131 kovan\u0131 var kalbimizde.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imizde u\u011ful u\u011ful akan bir nehir.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00f6l\u00fclerimiz.<\/p>\n<p>Hay\u0131r hay\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Keder de\u011fil bu.<\/p>\n<p>Bedbinlik kap\u0131m\u0131za u\u011framaz<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7okta memnunuz ya\u015fam\u0131n acemisi olmaktan.<\/p>\n<p>Geceleri bir g\u00fcl goncas\u0131 gibi i\u00e7ine k\u0131vr\u0131lan dostlar\u0131m\u0131zdan.<\/p>\n<p>Pay\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015fenden.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eik\u00e2yet de\u011fil.<\/p>\n<p>Bir Peygamber s\u00f6z\u00fc sadece,<\/p>\n<p>Durumu arz\u0131 hal eden<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen dedi, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131m\u0131, keder ve h\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fc, sadece Allaha arz ediyorum.\u201d (Yusuf 86)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6mer Tahir\u00a0 Yemek yer gibi oturur gibi uyur gibi yap\u0131yoruz. 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