Hayat,insan\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir heybeye benzer. Ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz yollardan toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z y\u00fczleri, kelimeleri,an\u0131lar\u0131 y\u00fckleriz o heybenin i\u00e7ine.Kimisi a\u011f\u0131r gelir, ta\u015f\u0131yamay\u0131z art\u0131k, yorulur, bir nefeslik bir mola veririz. Bu bir nefeslik molada, bu heybenin neden bu kadar a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131na dair sorular sorup dururuz kendimize.<\/p>\n
Yolun ba\u015f\u0131ndandayken, i\u00e7i bo\u015f heybeyi al\u0131p da s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131za gururla att\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o an g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne gelir. Cesaretimize \u015fapka \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131z adeta. Heybenin i\u00e7indekiler a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca art\u0131k, omuzlar\u0131 dik kahraman, yerini, saat be\u015fte i\u015ften \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f memurlara b\u0131rak\u0131r.Bazen heybenin i\u00e7indekiler s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7ok y\u00fck olur, a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k yapar, keskin bir b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yoklar. Yoldan ge\u00e7erken heybemize onu neden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 sormaya ba\u015flar\u0131z yine.A\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k \u00e7ekilmez olur, b\u0131\u00e7ak yaralar\u0131 iyice kanat\u0131r, yaralar\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131 artar. Art\u0131k vakti gelmi\u015ftir deriz, heybeden \u00e7\u0131karabildiklerimizle yola devam ederiz.<\/p>\n
Yollar uzad\u0131k\u00e7a, yoldan heybemize doldurduklar\u0131m\u0131za daha bir itina g\u00f6steririz. Her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcze bakmaz, bakt\u0131ysak da i\u00e7indeki kendimizi g\u00f6rmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131z \u00f6nce. Alem alem i\u00e7inde, ben neyin i\u00e7inde, dilimizde bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc olur. \u0130nsan\u0131n bir g\u00f6z\u00fc bak\u0131yorsa, kalbi de g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmeli ki anahtar kilite uysun, ordan kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n ve heybeye do\u011fru yol als\u0131n. O zaman heybede ta\u015f\u0131nan, t\u00fcy kadar hafif gelir. Peki bu neyin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bizi bu kadar ezen? Heybedeki bir bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, bir s\u00f6zd\u00fcr, bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr… Birg\u00fcn bir bak\u0131\u015fa rast gelmi\u015fsindir, \u00f6fke ile harmanlanm\u0131\u015f bir bak\u0131\u015f. G\u00f6zlerini kapat\u0131p, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en derin kuyusunun dibine g\u00f6mmek istemi\u015fsindir onu. Bu bak\u0131\u015f gittik\u00e7e b\u00fcy\u00fcyen bir canavar gibi, senden uzakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a b\u00fcy\u00fcr, b\u00fcy\u00fcr ve seni de yutarak senin de i\u00e7inde eriyerek dondu\u011fun demirden bir heykele d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Bu demirden heykel, heyhat, heybende bir y\u00fck olarak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r \u00f6ylece.Nefes ald\u0131k\u00e7a s\u0131rt\u0131na bask\u0131 yapar, art\u0131k sana dayan\u0131lmaz ac\u0131lar vermeye ba\u015flar. Yoldan ge\u00e7enler, senin ac\u0131 serzeni\u015flerine \u015fahit olurlar.Bir de ac\u0131yan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 eklersin heybenin i\u00e7ine, y\u00fck\u00fcn gittik\u00e7e \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Yolda kalan olmak,yolda olana hep zor gelir. Yolcunun kaderinde hep gitmek olmali diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcz. Yolcu hep gitmelidir, hep yolda olmal\u0131 ve bir yere varmal\u0131d\u0131r. Y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc de yan\u0131na al\u0131p devam etmelidir yola.Bir yolcunun y\u00fck\u00fc, onun hayat\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131na vurulan a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Bazen yol gittik\u00e7e, y\u00fck artar. Bazen de yol uzad\u0131k\u00e7a yolcunun y\u00fckleri eksilir, eriyen buz gibi, suya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Yol uzasa da, y\u00fck\u00fc hafifle\u015fen yolcu, heybesine daha s\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131l\u0131r, onu bir y\u00fck olarak g\u00f6rmez art\u0131k. Bir nefes al\u0131r, \u015f\u00fckreder, yolda b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131na bak\u0131p, yola devam eder.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hatice Yaman Hayat,insan\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir heybeye benzer. Ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz yollardan toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z y\u00fczleri, kelimeleri,an\u0131lar\u0131 y\u00fckleriz o heybenin i\u00e7ine.Kimisi a\u011f\u0131r<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1524,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n