{"id":1583,"date":"2020-10-08T01:42:43","date_gmt":"2020-10-08T01:42:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1583"},"modified":"2020-10-08T01:42:43","modified_gmt":"2020-10-08T01:42:43","slug":"yuruyus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1583","title":{"rendered":"Y\u00dcR\u00dcY\u00dc\u015e"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00d6MER TAH\u0130R<\/h4>\n

\u0130nce bir \u00e7izgi ay\u0131r\u0131yordu bizi di\u011ferlerinden. Ya\u011fmur bize de ya\u011f\u0131yor, g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131s\u0131t\u0131yordum, ama herkesin \u00fcst\u00fcnden ak\u0131p giden damlalar bizim mahzenlerimizde birikiyor, g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7atlaklar\u0131m\u0131zdan s\u0131z\u0131p i\u00e7imizde yer ediyordu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>G\u00fclmek uzak bir \u00fclkenin masallarda kalan hasletiydi. Bazen yeri gelse de ar ediyorduk dostlardan. \u00c7ok g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7atla\u011f\u0131 olan, \u00e7ok su birikintisi ta\u015f\u0131yanlardan. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fler de eksik oluversindi. G\u00fczel g\u00fcnler de yar\u0131nda\u2026 Mutlu zaman dilimleri de ya\u015fanmay\u0131versindi bu s\u0131ralar. Yeter ki s\u00fcrs\u00fcnd\u00fc yolculuk. Elbette bir g\u00fcn, elbette, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze s\u0131\u011fmaz g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerimiz olacakt\u0131 bizim de.<\/p>\n

Bir \u0130brahim hikayesi de\u011fil miydi her \u015fey? Bir kuyu hikayesi\u2026 Uzak \u015fehirlerin hep ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6yleyen minareleri gibi, biz de uzak \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131n, ayn\u0131 kaderi payla\u015fanlar\u0131ndan de\u011fil miydik?<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131zd\u0131k, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kendi i\u00e7ine yank\u0131lan\u0131p duran sesinden anl\u0131yorduk kimsesiz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Her \u015fey ilmek ilmek bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme do\u011fru gidiyordu.<\/p>\n

Omuzlar, a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fcklerin alt\u0131nda nas\u0131r ba\u011fl\u0131yor, ama ta\u015f\u0131namaz denenler yine de ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Her sabah bir k\u0131\u015fa uyan\u0131yor, her \u00f6\u011flen bir k\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, her ak\u015fam usulca bir k\u0131\u015f\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na giriyorduk da hayallerimizdeki o bahar hi\u00e7 renk atm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

T\u00fcm bunlardan da anl\u0131yorduk kimsesiz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imizi bir s\u0131cak tutan vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fcz hafif.<\/p>\n

Niye korkacakt\u0131k ki ve de korkmad\u0131k zaten.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fck.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fclerimizi g\u00f6md\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fclerimiz bizden \u00f6nce vard\u0131 gidilecek yere.<\/p>\n

Biz geriden onlara yeti\u015fme tela\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131yorduk eskisi gibi.<\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k, toy insan hasleti.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn g\u00f6rmemi\u015f \u00e7ocuk haliydi biraz.<\/p>\n

Biz onu \u00e7oktan yitirmi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n

Her \u015feyi tevekk\u00fclle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor, \u00f6p\u00fcp ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za koyuyorduk. Y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00dcmitlerimizin hepsini -Elhamd\u00fclillah- k\u0131rd\u0131 Yaradan. Bir tek kendisine ba\u011fl\u0131 olanlar baki.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ac\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e minik avu\u00e7taki misket gibi, i\u00e7imizde bir \u015fey b\u00fcy\u00fcyor art\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Ona dair.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Onun i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

Ondan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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