K\u00f6y yolunun bitimindeki tepenin ba\u015f\u0131nda tek ba\u015f\u0131na duran, boyas\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f biraz da y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama \u015firin okul binas\u0131na uzaktan \u015f\u00f6yle bir bakt\u0131. Demek buras\u0131yd\u0131. T\u00fcm umutlar\u0131n\u0131 yitirdi\u011fi anda beliren \u0131\u015f\u0131k, bu okul gibi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama de\u011ferliydi. S\u0131k zeytin a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yolu takip edip bah\u00e7eye ula\u015ft\u0131. K\u00f6\u015fede iki k\u0131z \u00f6\u011frenci yere \u00e7izgi \u00e7iziyor; di\u011fer k\u00f6\u015fede ikinci s\u0131n\u0131flar ip atl\u0131yor; az ileride biri saklanan arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131yordu . Bu manzaray\u0131 ilkokulda \u00e7izdi\u011fi bir resme benzetmi\u015fti . Ne tuhaf \u015fimdi kendi resminin i\u00e7inde gibiydi.<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/span>Az sonra zil sesi duyuldu. \u00c7ocuklar \u00fcrk\u00fcp ka\u00e7an ser\u00e7eler gibi i\u00e7eriye ko\u015fu\u015fuyordu. En sonuncu da i\u00e7eri girdi\u011finde bah\u00e7eyi az \u00f6nceki c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131n aksine sakin bir sessizlik b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. R\u00fczgar\u0131n u\u011fultusunu daha net duyuyordu \u015fimdi. Yava\u015f yava\u015f okul binas\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Eski merdivenleri \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00f6\u011fretmenler odas\u0131na girdi. Ne de olsa kendisi d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda iki \u00f6\u011fretmen daha vard\u0131. Onlar da derse girmi\u015flerdi . Teredd\u00fctle tedirginlik kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir duyguyla kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcrken,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n \u201cde\u011fer mi?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Burada olmas\u0131na de\u011fecek \u015fey neydi? \u201c\u0130dare et\u201d demi\u015fti idareci! En fazla bir d\u00f6nem idare etmek i\u00e7in mi buradayd\u0131? \u0130dare etmek… zaten \u00e7o\u011fu bunu yapm\u0131yor muydu? Herkes bir \u015feyleri idare ediyor, idrak etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yordu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n ..<\/p>\n S\u0131n\u0131f\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arken duyulan g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131 i\u00e7erideki u\u011fultuyu bir anda kesmi\u015fti. Merakl\u0131 g\u00f6zler ayn\u0131 noktaya dikilmi\u015fti. \u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n\u201d derken \u00f6\u011frencilerin g\u00f6zlerinde sabah\u0131n ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Sanki g\u00fcne\u015flerini hepsi kendi i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131yordu. Ve bu g\u00fcne\u015fler g\u00f6zlerinden etrafa ta\u015f\u0131yordu..\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n De\u011fer mi?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n De\u011fecek olan bir \u015fey varsa o da bu \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 olmal\u0131yd\u0131 .\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Az sonra masas\u0131nda duran bir tutam yaban g\u00fcl\u00fcne g\u00f6z\u00fc tak\u0131ld\u0131. Her \u015feyin sarar\u0131p d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bu mevsimde a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe tekrar bakt\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n \u201cDe\u011fermi\u015f…\u201d derken kendi g\u00fcne\u015finin do\u011fu\u015funu i\u00e7inde hissetmi\u015fti …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" ESRA DOLUNAY K\u00f6y yolunun bitimindeki tepenin ba\u015f\u0131nda tek ba\u015f\u0131na duran, boyas\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f biraz da y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama \u015firin<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1502,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n