{"id":1488,"date":"2020-09-26T01:51:03","date_gmt":"2020-09-26T01:51:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1488"},"modified":"2020-09-26T01:51:04","modified_gmt":"2020-09-26T01:51:04","slug":"11-fidenin-dusu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1488","title":{"rendered":"11 F\u0130DEN\u0130N D\u00dc\u015e\u00dc"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-color has-vivid-red-color\">\u015eER\u0130F AYDIN<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sus, konu\u015fma, gecede t\u00fct\u00fcn kokulu pusu havas\u0131 var\u201d dediler.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>U\u011fultu can al\u0131r gecede, karart\u0131 y\u00fckselir bir insan boyu\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zler, \u00fczerinizde han\u00e7er bileyen ta\u015f, barut burunlardan \u00e7\u0131kan \u00f6fke g\u00f6lgesi\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sus, sessizlik can korur bu kara gecede, analar ka\u00e7 kez do\u011furur ki seni.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kap\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finde bin g\u00f6lge, kap\u0131n\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131nda bir bask\u0131n eli\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSus, konu\u015fma, gecede t\u00fct\u00fcn kokulu pusu havas\u0131\u201d dediler.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ka\u00e7 a\u015f\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcr b\u00f6yle gecelerde, ka\u00e7 sad\u0131k kaleme sar\u0131l\u0131r \u015fehrin muhasaras\u0131nda.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Analar bir kez do\u011fur sanc\u0131yla, evlat da bir kez sanc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015far \u00f6yle gecenin\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Susmad\u0131k\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gecede yaln\u0131zl\u0131k bitti, u\u011fultu seslerini bast\u0131r\u0131yor gelinlerin d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn halay\u0131 z\u0131lg\u0131tlar\u0131,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Karart\u0131n\u0131n ipinin \u00e7ekili\u015fi g\u00fcn do\u011fumunun avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ufuk anam\u0131n ya\u015fma\u011f\u0131 gibi k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, g\u00fcn ortas\u0131 bac\u0131m\u0131n gelinli\u011fi gibi ak\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ahmet Arif gibi deriz \u201cBir ufka vard\u0131k ki yaln\u0131z de\u011filiz, art\u0131k\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yaln\u0131z de\u011filiz\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fc\u015fleri y\u0131llar s\u00fcrecek on bir fideyle topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>On bir farkl\u0131 kaynak\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Farkl\u0131 k\u0131tadan ses veren 11 halay t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7ler, Be\u015fler, Yediler, K\u0131rklar gibi ve ma\u011fara dostlar\u0131 Yedi Uyurlar gibi\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kalem g\u00fcn\u00fc gelince kimi K\u0131z\u0131l\u0131rmaktan bir tas su verir gibi hasrete, kimi Dicle k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda durmu\u015f F\u0131rat&nbsp;nehrine seslenir, s\u00f6yler ninnilerini.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ahtamar\u2019da tuza\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yazar kimisi hain ke\u015fi\u015fin, kimi Sultan Ahmet serinli\u011finde takla atan g\u00fcvercinleri.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yazar bitirince sat\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7o\u011fu gibi k\u00f6\u015felerine \u00e7ekilir ve s\u00f6ylemeye ba\u015flar bebesine belki ninnilerini.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ninni benim yurduma \u00f6zg\u00fc, t\u00fcrk\u00fcler ba\u011fr\u0131ndan koptu\u011fum Mardin e\u015fi\u011finde yan\u0131k, annelerin sevin\u00e7 z\u0131lg\u0131tlar\u0131 bizim halaylar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sevin\u00e7 fi\u015fe\u011fi&#8230;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kalemlerimiz p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l, namuslu\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sat\u0131rlar\u0131 pusu yaran dingin mavzer t\u00fcfe\u011fi gibi \u015fanl\u0131\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her biri savrulsa da da\u011flar, ovalar ard\u0131na, nehirler okyanuslar s\u0131n\u0131r \u00e7izmi\u015f gibi dursun onlara\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ay ba\u015f\u0131nda her birinden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m birer sat\u0131r, her sat\u0131r\u0131 iksir.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir d\u00fc\u015fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u00f6nce, Diyarbekir kalesinden serhat \u015fehirlerine bir esinti.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Il\u0131k, memleketimin so\u011fuk ayran\u0131 gibi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her birinin hikayesi farkl\u0131, her biri bir ko\u00e7erin mera gezintisindeki sevinci&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Birinin \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc uzuncad\u0131r, ama nahif. Hayalleri cemre gibi&nbsp;d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc i\u00e7imize. D\u00f6rt mevsim bir bahard\u0131r kalemi, kalemi ilk g\u00fcnden beri can suyu, Hamravat suyu gibi sade\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6b\u00fcr\u00fc kelebekten beste \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r, ilmek ilmek dokur, resim gibi serer g\u00f6zlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcne. \u0130nsanc\u0131l s\u00f6ylemin en g\u00fczeli sat\u0131rlar\u0131nda semaha durur. Kalemi ke\u015ffedilmemi\u015f Davud\u2019un kay\u0131p sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 sanki. S\u0131rlar pe\u015fpe\u015fe gelir.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Di\u011feri kelimelere imgeler dizmekte mahir, yeni elbiseler giymi\u015f bayraml\u0131k k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011funun renkleri dola\u015f\u0131r sat\u0131rlar\u0131nda.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi gibi umut\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir di\u011feri sessizdir, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar kadar sessiz ve bir o kadar uzak bilinir. Kelimelerinden tan\u0131r herkes onu, \u00e7ifte d\u00f6v\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7elik gibi sa\u011flam, as\u0131rl\u0131k \u015fekil verilmi\u015f mermer d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir yan\u0131 \u015fair, bir yan\u0131 dirayet abidesi\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6b\u00fcr\u00fc, kayalar\u0131n zapt edemedi\u011fi gelincik \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011finin y\u00fckseli\u015fi gibi y\u00fckseltir m\u0131sralar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131talar aras\u0131ndan. Heyecan\u0131, hasreti sat\u0131rlar\u0131ndan okunur.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biri var ki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama kalemin ve fikrin gece bek\u00e7isi\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bazen yurdun dertleri ortas\u0131nda beli b\u00fck\u00fck, bazen de kelimeler aras\u0131nda co\u015fkun bir \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 duyulur s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerinde.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biri var ki toplumun g\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr adeta, sat\u0131r aralar\u0131nda gizlenmi\u015f sessizliklerin dili. Yazd\u0131klar\u0131nda hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yakalars\u0131n\u0131z ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131n.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yaln\u0131z de\u011filiz art\u0131k, gecede 11 \u00e7\u0131ra, gece gerdanl\u0131k\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir ufka vard\u0131k ki gece seyranl\u0131k\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ses olup sat\u0131r sat\u0131r a\u011faran g\u00fcne \u0131\u015f\u0131k yayan var bir de. Korkusuz\u2026 Bazen \u015fiirde, bazen sayfan\u0131n uzun sat\u0131rlar\u0131nda bulursunuz onu.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biz yazarken sesimiz olanlar da var, m\u00fczikle e\u015flik edenler de. \u0130\u015fte halay\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sevin\u00e7 fi\u015fe\u011fi dedi\u011fim yer bu. Onlar\u0131 bekleriz bir de\u2026 G\u00fcvercinlerini g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne salan ku\u015f\u00e7unun \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi ritim \u00e7izdirirler g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde kelimelere. Biri akdeniz meltemi gibi \u0131l\u0131k, biri meltemin i\u00e7indeki ku\u015f\u00e7unun \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi ritim verir heceye\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Uza\u011f\u0131z, sesimiz ula\u015fmaz birbirimize, nehirler asi, da\u011flar pek yaman, yollar kavisli\u2026 Ama kalemle ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131z biz de birbirimize.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fc\u015flerin yurdundan savrulduysak ne gam\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yedi uyurlar gibi uyand\u0131k&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kelimelerimiz de bir g\u00fcn bumerang\u0131 yenip iner elbet beldeye\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11 Fide\u2019nin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde \u00e7oktan da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 gece\u2026.&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eER\u0130F AYDIN Sus, konu\u015fma, gecede t\u00fct\u00fcn kokulu pusu havas\u0131 var\u201d dediler.&nbsp; U\u011fultu can al\u0131r gecede, karart\u0131 y\u00fckselir bir<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1413,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2,18],"tags":[34,46,32,64],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v15.5 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>11 F\u0130DEN\u0130N D\u00dc\u015e\u00dc - SES MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1488\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"11 F\u0130DEN\u0130N D\u00dc\u015e\u00dc - SES MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"\u015eER\u0130F AYDIN Sus, konu\u015fma, gecede t\u00fct\u00fcn kokulu pusu havas\u0131 var\u201d dediler.&nbsp; 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