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Tu\u011fba T\u00fcrko\u011flu<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcne\u015fin en k\u0131zg\u0131n oldu\u011fu \u00f6\u011fle vaktinde, bir d\u00fczine i\u015f\u00e7i ellerindeki \u00e7apalar\u0131 inatla topra\u011fa ge\u00e7iriyor, kad\u0131nlar her iki ad\u0131mda bir, terlerini omuzlar\u0131na sarkan i\u015flemeli e\u015farplar\u0131yla siliyorlard\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Y\u00fczlerinde ac\u0131 \u00e7ektiklerini belli eden, ho\u015fnutsuz bir buru\u015fma yaratarak, sonu gelmeyen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pancarlar\u0131n bo\u011fazlar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0131rsla dolduran \u00e7evik kollar\u0131 izleyen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki beli b\u00fck\u00fck annesine odaklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Beyaz teni tavlanm\u0131\u015f f\u0131nd\u0131k gibi kararm\u0131\u015f, \u015fakaklar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclen terler inci tanesi gibi topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu. \u00c7\u0131plak a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n \u00e7evreledi\u011fi tek yol, birka\u00e7 evin \u00f6n\u00fcne hizmet ediyordu. Gerisini tarlalar\u0131n olu\u015fturdu\u011fu arazide, yan yana \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan i\u015f\u00e7iler bile birbirlerine ufak bir r\u00fczgar ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayam\u0131yordu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z on dakikada bir annesinin \u00f6rme yele\u011fine yap\u0131\u015f\u0131p \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyor ama annesi renkli cam \u015fekerler ve bozuk paran\u0131n oldu\u011fu cebinden bir \u015feyler s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaktan bir \u015fey yapm\u0131yordu, bu da onun \u2018\u00e7ekil git\u2019 deme \u015fekliydi. Sar\u0131ya yak\u0131n kumral sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 bu sabah \u00e7apan tutan bu nas\u0131rl\u0131 eller \u00f6rd\u00fc diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z. Ne \u00e7ok g\u00f6revi vard\u0131 annesinin? Yemek yapmak, \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r y\u0131kamak, \u00e7ocuk y\u0131kamak, temizlik yapmak ve tarlada \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Annesinin durmadan inip kalkan g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bu i\u015fleri asan kimdi?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z \u00f6fkeyle soludu. Bu a\u011fac\u0131 bile g\u00f6lge vermeyen arazide ne diye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu? Ve neden kendisi de bu i\u015fi yap\u0131yormu\u015f gibi ter d\u00f6k\u00fcyordu? Durdu. Elindeki cam \u015fekeri annesi fark etmeden geri koydu. \u0130ki tarlan\u0131n birle\u015fti\u011fi yerdeki b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00e7\u0131nara do\u011fru ko\u015ftu ve orada a\u011fz\u0131nda sigaras\u0131yla semaver yakan esmer bir adam g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bu adam onlar\u0131 trakt\u00f6r\u00fcyle evlerden al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcren tarla sahibiydi. \u0130\u015fine odaklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Semaveri yakmaya.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Bardak sesleriyle di\u011fer tarafa d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Y\u00fcz\u00fc ay kadar yuvarlak, k\u00f6p\u00fck tenli, hafif\u00e7e tombik bir kad\u0131nd\u0131 \u00e7ay bardaklar\u0131n\u0131 tepsiye dizen. Tarla sahibinin e\u015fiydi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131za do\u011fru d\u00f6n\u00fcp, ona g\u00fcne\u015fin yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan daha s\u0131cak bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme bah\u015federek \u201cVakit geldi mi?\u201d diye sordu. Bu soruyu duyunca akl\u0131na kendi g\u00f6revi geldi; haber vermek. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131, asl\u0131nda biraz erkendi ama bug\u00fcn s\u0131cak daha bir k\u0131zg\u0131n oldu\u011fundan erken gelmeden edememi\u015fti. Az \u00f6nceki \u00f6fkesi dinmi\u015fti, dinmeyen ise annesini \u00f6yle g\u00f6rmek istemeyen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalbiydi.<\/p>\n

Semaver yakan adam art\u0131k ayakta, tarlan\u0131n ucuna bak\u0131yordu, buradan bir serap gibi dalgalanan s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda ayn\u0131 hareketleri tekrarlayan o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck toplulu\u011fa. Bu adam diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, annesine i\u015fi verendi. K\u00f6t\u00fc bir adam gibi durmuyordu ama fazlaca ciddiydi, bir baca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrekli k\u0131r\u0131p duruyordu ayaktayken. S\u0131ca\u011fa ra\u011fmen so\u011fuk bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 adam\u0131n ilgisini \u00e7ekmi\u015f olacak ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirerek ona bakt\u0131, adam\u0131n ciddiyetinin bir anl\u0131k ona d\u00f6nmesi onu gerim gerim germi\u015fti ama k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fekilde g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen adam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce duraksad\u0131; \u00e7ocuk gibi k\u0131s\u0131lan g\u00f6zlerine kaz ayaklar\u0131 ve ona komik gelen bir g\u00fclme sesi eklenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z da g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Orta ya\u015flardaki adam ona yakla\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra teredd\u00fct etmeksizin nemli, is kokan parmaklar\u0131yla k\u0131z\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131ndan bir makas ald\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z bu hareketiyle az \u00f6nceki ciddi adam\u0131 ba\u011fda\u015ft\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00f6nce seyrek ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131 ama onun canl\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesine kar\u015f\u0131 tebess\u00fcm etmeye devam etti.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSen kimin k\u0131z\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d Herkese sormaktan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir keyif ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 soruyu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131za y\u00f6nelten adam, bir yandan da onun omuzuna hafif\u00e7e bask\u0131 yaparak e\u015finin yan\u0131na getirdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z k\u0131sac\u0131k parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kararak, parmakla g\u00f6sterilemeyecek kadar uzakta kalan annesini g\u00f6sterdi. \u201cSeher\u2019in k\u0131z\u0131. Mavi kap\u0131l\u0131 evden al\u0131yorsun bizi.\u201d Adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc birden ayd\u0131nland\u0131 ve heyecanla babas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6verek bir sigara yakt\u0131. E\u015finin oturdu\u011fu kilim, gazetelerin \u00fcst\u00fcndeki kahvalt\u0131l\u0131k ve temiz \u00e7atallarla donat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00fczel teni annesine oranla hafif\u00e7e yan\u0131k olan bu kad\u0131n, ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015ften dolay\u0131 hep \u00e7at\u0131yor ama g\u00f6zleri nerede bir \u00e7ift g\u00f6zle temas etse, yay gibi b\u00fck\u00fcyordu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken eline tutu\u015fturulan ekmekle kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki kad\u0131na bakt\u0131. \u201cVakit geldi.\u201d Elinde olmayarak sevin\u00e7le annesine do\u011fru ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, bu aral\u0131k d\u00f6rt saatlik \u00e7al\u0131\u015fman\u0131n tek molas\u0131yd\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z hen\u00fcz i\u015f\u00e7ilere yakla\u015fmadan, \u00e7o\u011fu ki\u015fi \u00e7apalar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ferek ona do\u011fru ilerlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z bu an\u0131 hep ac\u0131kl\u0131 bulurdu, k\u0131s\u0131k g\u00f6zlerin \u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131\u015f\u0131nda hep bir ac\u0131ma ve merak sezerdi. Kendi gelece\u011fi i\u00e7in duyulan kayg\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc o g\u00f6zlerde ama bir \u00e7ift g\u00f6z vard\u0131 ki, o sadece kayg\u0131 de\u011fil korku da ta\u015f\u0131yordu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z annesine sokularak b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00e7\u0131nara do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Herkesin g\u00fcnl\u00fck tela\u015felerini ve deneyimlerini konu\u015fup \u00e7aylar\u0131n\u0131 yudumlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir saat su gibi ge\u00e7ti ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z annesinin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 izleyerek kendilerine ait malzemelerin, b\u00fcy\u00fck has\u0131r \u00e7antan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda oturmaya devam etti. \u0130kindi sular\u0131na do\u011fru esen r\u00fczg\u00e2rla gelen g\u00f6lge, art\u0131k may\u0131\u015fan bedenlerini serinletmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, terleri so\u011fuyan i\u015f\u00e7iler bu saatlerde h\u0131zlanmaya ba\u015flayarak i\u015flerini daha \u00e7abuk bitirirlerdi. Bu sefer de \u00f6yle olmu\u015ftu, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n yorgun g\u00f6zleri k\u0131s\u0131lmaya ba\u015flarken i\u015f\u00e7iler has\u0131r \u00e7antalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rtlanarak tarlan\u0131n ucundaki motora do\u011fru ilerlemeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. O s\u0131rada, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131k elmac\u0131k kemiklerinin toprak rengi g\u00f6zlerini esirgedi\u011fi g\u00fczel kad\u0131n da onlar\u0131 g\u00fclery\u00fcz\u00fcyle yolcu ediyor, s\u0131k s\u0131k, \u201cEllerinize sa\u011fl\u0131k,\u201d ya da \u201cAllah raz\u0131 olsun,\u201d demeyi ihmal etmiyordu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Annesinin sert parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6rpe omuzunda hisseden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 annesinin karn\u0131na yaslayarak pikab\u0131n arkas\u0131na binmek i\u00e7in \u00f6ndekileri beklemeye koyuldu ama o s\u0131rada toprak sahibinin g\u00fcne\u015ften yanan, k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f ciddi y\u00fcz\u00fc belirdi. Bu adam\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi cans\u0131z topra\u011fa can veren su gibi hissiz, e\u015finin aksine kuru duran y\u00fcz\u00fcnde s\u0131cac\u0131k duygular filizlenmesine sebep oluyordu. \u201cBu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m benim yan\u0131ma otursun mu, Seher Han\u0131m?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Seher ok\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kumral sa\u00e7\u0131n sahibine, do\u011frudan k\u0131z\u0131na bakt\u0131 ve g\u00f6zlerindeki \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rerek yorgunca g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. \u201cS\u0131k\u0131 tutun.\u201d K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z hevesle ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallayarak \u00f6nden giden tez can ad\u0131mlar\u0131n sahibini takip ederken, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hu\u015fuyla g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. R\u00fczgar\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 savuru\u015funu ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n yerden kesilece\u011fi o k\u0131sac\u0131k an\u0131n heyecan\u0131yd\u0131 bu ama ondan \u00f6nce tan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 gereken biri oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc adam y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki \u00e7ocuksu g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle bir elini omzuna koydu\u011fu ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc, onun ya\u015flar\u0131nda kumral bir k\u0131zla ona bak\u0131yordu. \u201cBu da benim k\u0131z\u0131m.\u201d K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki \u00e7ekingen k\u0131za bakt\u0131, kahk\u00fclleri ellerine bakt\u0131k\u00e7a k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck aln\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kta b\u0131rak\u0131yor, aralarda alt\u0131n sar\u0131lar\u0131 olan sa\u00e7lar\u0131 hafif\u00e7e dalgalan\u0131yordu. \u0130lk ad\u0131m\u0131 atan kendisi oldu, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki k\u0131z bunu bekliyormu\u015f gibi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc kald\u0131r\u0131p ona yeltendi. Beyaz teni onunkinin aksine g\u00fcne\u015ften de\u011fil utan\u00e7tan k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBen Gonca,\u201d dedi k\u0131s\u0131k bir sesle. Babas\u0131ndan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaz ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 sergileyen bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki k\u0131z. \u201cSenin ad\u0131n ne?\u201d Tam konu\u015fmaya devam edecekleri s\u0131rada tarla sahibi \u00f6nce k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 sonra da onu trakt\u00f6r\u00fcn yan\u0131na g\u00fcvenlice oturtarak harekete ge\u00e7ti. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 olarak oturduklar\u0131 yerden bak\u0131\u015farak g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler. \u0130kisi de ortalar\u0131nda oturan aceleci adam\u0131n seri hareketlerine g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Arka tarafta yorgun ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 elleriyle ovu\u015fturan veya enerjisi t\u00fckenmeyip t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6yleyenlerle doluydu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Yol boyunca g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc ve t\u00fcrk\u00fclerle sars\u0131lan iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck beden, art\u0131k zar zor tutunabiliyordu. Orta ya\u015flarda, dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 sigaras\u0131yla direksiyon sallayan adam bunu fark etmi\u015f olacak ki, agresif ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 daha da \u00e7atarak onlara daha s\u0131k\u0131 tutunmalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Sonra da onlarla sohbet etmek i\u00e7in sigaras\u0131n\u0131 bir eliyle ay\u0131rd\u0131 dudaklar\u0131ndan. \u201cBu i\u015fleri g\u00f6steriyoruz ki, bizim gibi zorlanmay\u0131n ya.\u201d dedi son kelimeyi gereksizce uzatarak.<\/p>\n

\u0130kisi de trakt\u00f6r\u00fcn sesinden y\u00fcksek, g\u00fcr sese kulak vermekle yetindi. \u201cBir g\u00fcn biz olmayaca\u011f\u0131z ve siz de kendi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7aresine bakacaks\u0131n\u0131z. G\u00fczelce yeti\u015fecek, hayat\u0131n topraktaki ekinden daha fazla oldu\u011funu anlayacaks\u0131n\u0131z.\u201d Sigaras\u0131n\u0131 tekrar a\u011fz\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u201cE\u011fer okudu\u011funuz \u015fu iki kelime olmasa, bir bostan korkulu\u011fundan ne fark\u0131n\u0131z kal\u0131rd\u0131?\u201d \u0130ki \u00e7ift toy g\u00f6z ve kula\u011f\u0131n \u015fahit oldu\u011fu bu \u00f6\u011f\u00fct, ikisinin de \u00fcst\u00fcnde tuhaf bir uyan\u0131\u015fa vesile olmu\u015ftu; bostan korkuluklar\u0131 i\u015fe yaramaz de\u011fillerdi ama sadece kargalar\u0131 korkutabiliyorlard\u0131. Bir insan nas\u0131l oldu\u011fu \u015feyle insan\u0131 \u00fcrk\u00fctebilirdi?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Gonca ince sesiyle ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cNas\u0131l bir korkuluk olabiliriz ki?\u201d Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda direksiyon sallayan adam bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yoldan bir anl\u0131k da olsa ona \u00e7evirdi. \u201cBir korkuluk olursan insanlar kargaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,\u201d Derin bir nefes ald\u0131. \u201cCehalet, ahlaks\u0131zl\u0131k, e\u011fitimsizlik seni korkulup ka\u00e7\u0131lan o korkuluk yapar.\u201d Gonca derin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle arkada kalan annesine bakt\u0131; ba\u015f\u0131ndaki yazman\u0131n sak\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fc yorgundu, g\u00f6zleri yar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ama arada bir tam kapan\u0131yordu. O sadece e\u011fitimsizdi ama bu onu korkuluk yapmazd\u0131 ki, onun i\u00e7in d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc tere, b\u00fck\u00fclen bele b\u00f6yle yakla\u015fmak utand\u0131rd\u0131 onu. Bir yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131 tarla sahibinin.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Nihayet Gonca mavi kap\u0131l\u0131 evlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnce gayretle konu\u015fmaya devam etti. \u201cBenim annem korkuluk de\u011fil!\u201d Trakt\u00f6r yava\u015flad\u0131, arkadakiler azalm\u0131\u015f, kalanlar da sessizce oturuyorlard\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki otuz y\u0131l\u0131n verdi\u011fi \u00e7izgileri belli eden bir \u015fekilde ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131 adam ama sonra anlay\u0131\u015fla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki sadece yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fuydu. \u201cSenin annen korkuluk de\u011fil, k\u0131z\u0131m,\u201d Gonca dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fckerek ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atmaya devam etti. \u201cBen desem bile de\u011fil. Kimse kimseyi bir yere s\u00f6zle terfi edemez.\u201d Ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0131z sadece onlar\u0131 dinliyor ve arada bir tutu\u015funu s\u0131k\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu. \u201cE\u011fitimsizlik bir insan\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fc yapmaz ama k\u00f6r yapar.\u201d \u0130ster istemez onu dinledi Gonca. Eve varm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Orta ya\u015flardaki tarla sahibi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inerek Gonca\u2019y\u0131 kolayca kucaklad\u0131 ve indirir indirmez dizlerini k\u0131rarak ona bakt\u0131. \u201cSen \u00e7ok ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir k\u0131zs\u0131n,\u201d Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cBir g\u00fcn ne dedi\u011fimi anlayacaks\u0131n. Annen ne dedi\u011fimi anl\u0131yor, ben de onun gibi \u00e7abal\u0131yorum.\u201d K\u0131z inatla sordu. \u201cAma o sadece ilkokul mezunu.\u201d Adam ayakland\u0131, Seher \u00e7oktan inmi\u015f gelmesi i\u00e7in uzaktan k\u0131z\u0131na bak\u0131yordu. \u201cAnnen zorluklarla e\u011fitilmi\u015f bir kad\u0131n,\u201d Gonca\u2019n\u0131n nutku tutuldu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o e\u011fitimin sadece okullarda verildi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u201cVe iyi bir \u00f6\u011fretmen. Ona lay\u0131k ol, Gonca.\u201d K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zleri arkas\u0131nda elinde has\u0131r \u00e7antas\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde yorgunlu\u011fuyla bekleyen annesine kayd\u0131. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnden \u0131l\u0131k bir \u015fey akt\u0131; minnetti bu. G\u00f6zlerindeki s\u00f6nmeyen \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 hi\u00e7 fark etmemi\u015fti Gonca, bu kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne hi\u00e7 kendi i\u00e7in bakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama \u015fimdi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu ki, annesi onun i\u00e7in en y\u00fcksek mevkideydi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Gonca, ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0131za el sallayarak g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, ve onu i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e daha fazla tan\u0131mak istedi. Babas\u0131 ve annesinin de kendi annesi gibi \u00e7abalad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, bilmedi\u011fi \u015fey ise ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131n sand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ok daha \u015fansl\u0131 olu\u015fuydu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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