Bazen de kapars\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda hissedersin.<\/p>\n
M\u00fczi\u011fin ritmine salars\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fini, gezersin \u00fclke \u00fclke sevdiklerini toplars\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Avucunda ki y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011findeki hasret ate\u015fiyle \u0131s\u0131t\u0131p bir sevgi yuma\u011f\u0131 haline getirir b\u0131rak\u0131verirsin sevdiklerinin avu\u00e7lar\u0131na…<\/p>\n
Kimi zaman yumars\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini, kalbine do\u011fru yol al\u0131rs\u0131n derin derin.<\/p>\n
Hissedersin yana\u011f\u0131ndan akan g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0131l\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve \u00fcrperirsin.<\/p>\n
Kalbinin dili olan g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evirirsin dikkatini.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z kalbin aynas\u0131ysa e\u011fer, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 kalbin dili,duda\u011f\u0131, feryad\u0131, hissi, en b\u00fcy\u00fck ve dile gelmeyen s\u0131rlar\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlars\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\u00dcmit ile \u00fcmitsizlik aras\u0131nda git gel yapar, mekik dokursun.<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcnler de ge\u00e7ecek diye duaya sar\u0131l\u0131r, gelecek\u00a0 <\/span>g\u00fczel g\u00fcnler diye kendine \u00fcmit verirsin.<\/p>\n Zaman olur kapars\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini dalars\u0131n h\u00fclyalara, \u0130lkbahar\u0131n sevincini, sonbahar\u0131n h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc duyars\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011finde.<\/p>\n \u015eiir dinlersin.<\/p>\n Her bir k\u00e2fiyesine a\u015fk\u0131 muhabbeti eklersin u\u00e7uruverirsin sevdiklerinin \u00fclkesine\u2026<\/p>\n Yazars\u0131n nak\u0131\u015f nak\u0131\u015f sevgi s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerinden ne varsa.<\/p>\n \u0130mek ilmek \u00f6zenle se\u00e7ersin kalbinden ge\u00e7enleri, miski amber misali g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131nla s\u00fcslersin, hediye edersin hayalinde seni \u00f6zlemle bekleyen dostlar\u0131na.<\/p>\n Zaman zaman kapars\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini, ve ge\u00e7mi\u015fe uzat\u0131rs\u0131n ellerini.<\/p>\n An\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 selamlamak istersin…<\/p>\n Bir ney iniltisi \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r kula\u011f\u0131na kap\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcne ve mazide kalan ne varsa hat\u0131rlars\u0131n.<\/p>\n Sayars\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fclkeleri, \u015fehirleri, sokaklar\u0131..<\/p>\n Sonunda ge\u00e7mi\u015fte kalan evlerini tek tek ziyaret edersin\u2026<\/p>\n Her bir evde b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n an\u0131lar\u0131na duygu y\u00fckl\u00fc sar\u0131lmak istersin\u2026<\/p>\n Ve bazen de a\u00e7ars\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini, hayali b\u0131rak\u0131p ger\u00e7e\u011fe ko\u015fmak istersin.<\/p>\n Ko\u015fars\u0131n deli gibi nefes nefese, bulmak istersin kar\u015f\u0131nda sevdiklerini.<\/p>\n Sar\u0131lmak istersin, konu\u015fmak istersin hi\u00e7 durmadan\u2026<\/p>\n Anlatmak istersin ayr\u0131 ge\u00e7en zamandan ne varsa.<\/p>\n Yaln\u0131z ge\u00e7en zamanlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6zlemlerini, yitiklerini,<\/p>\n M\u00fccadele ederken hayatla, onlardan nas\u0131l g\u00fc\u00e7 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n Sevin\u00e7ler, mu\u015ftular ve mutluluklar da var tabi, en \u00e7ok da onlar\u0131 anlatmak istersin bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da.<\/p>\n Aradan ge\u00e7en seneler\u0131n\u00a0 <\/span>ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, aray\u0131 nas\u0131l kapat\u0131r\u0131m diye \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n Heyhat!<\/p>\n Birden ger\u00e7e\u011fe uyan\u0131rs\u0131n, so\u011fuk, karanl\u0131k bir odayla, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bulursun kar\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n Sonra masum, buruk bir tebess\u00fcmle bir i\u00e7 \u00e7ekersin\u2026<\/p>\n Kalbini yoklars\u0131n birden nas\u0131l diye.<\/p>\n Ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 sevgi, h\u00e2l\u00e2 umut, h\u00e2l\u00e2 heyecan, h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00f6\u011frenme a\u015fk\u0131 ve heyecan\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n M\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131rs\u0131n kendi kendine.<\/p>\n \u201cBuda ge\u00e7er yahu\u201d der yoluna devam edersin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" HANDAN TUN\u00c7 Bazen de kapars\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda hissedersin. M\u00fczi\u011fin ritmine salars\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fini, gezersin \u00fclke \u00fclke sevdiklerini toplars\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1418,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n