Bir zamanlar ihaneti bilmezdim.<\/p>\n
Il\u0131k r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ok\u015fard\u0131 yurdumun.<\/p>\n
Simit kokan sokaklar\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
bir kenarda bitivermi\u015f bir papatya kadar masum ve oraya ait…<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fum yank\u0131lan\u0131rd\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n
Her mevsimini ezbere bilirdi tenim.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcne\u015flerim vard\u0131 k\u0131\u015f\u0131n bile \u0131s\u0131tan.<\/p>\n
T\u00fcrk\u00fcler dinler, demli \u00e7ay i\u00e7er,<\/p>\n
daha g\u00fczel g\u00fcnleri d\u00fc\u015flerdim.<\/p>\n
Hoyrat bir r\u00fczgar esti birden,<\/p>\n
savruldum \u00e7ok uza\u011fa,<\/p>\n
anas\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir bebek gibi.<\/p>\n
\u201cS\u0131\u011f\u0131nt\u0131\u201d diyorlar ad\u0131ma…<\/p>\n
Dilim tutuk kelimelerim kald\u0131 ard\u0131mda.<\/p>\n
San\u0131r\u0131m ya\u015farken \u00f6lmek b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey.<\/p>\n
Senin i\u00e7in \u00fcz\u00fclenler var,<\/p>\n
evini e\u015fyan\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131rken…<\/p>\n
\u0130hanet yaftas\u0131 boynumda, belim b\u00fck\u00fck.<\/p>\n
Bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fcr m\u00fcy\u00fcm k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc?<\/p>\n
Annemin mezar\u0131n\u0131 sular m\u0131y\u0131m bir daha?<\/p>\n
Eski g\u00fcnler gelmez bilirim geri.<\/p>\n
Umudumu b\u0131rakmad\u0131m ard\u0131mda neyse ki…<\/p>\n
\u00c7ay i\u00e7mekten vazge\u00e7medim…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Zeynep Kayadelen Bir zamanlar ihaneti bilmezdim. Il\u0131k r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ok\u015fard\u0131 yurdumun. Simit kokan sokaklar\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcm, bir kenarda bitivermi\u015f<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1281,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n