{"id":1278,"date":"2020-07-27T22:18:59","date_gmt":"2020-07-27T22:18:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1278"},"modified":"2020-07-27T22:19:01","modified_gmt":"2020-07-27T22:19:01","slug":"hayal-kapisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1278","title":{"rendered":"HAYAL KAPISI"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h3 class=\"has-text-align-right\">Tesnim<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaman zaman\u0131, y\u0131llar y\u0131llar\u0131 kovalad\u0131. Takvim yapraklar\u0131 birer birer kopar\u0131ld\u0131 biten her g\u00fcn\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan&#8230; Karlar, kara topraktan eriyip ge\u00e7ti defalarca. Yine cemreler d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc bahar\u0131 m\u00fcjdeleyerek havaya, suya, topra\u011fa&#8230; Bir de Arap\u00e7a m\u00e2n\u00e2s\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc cemre; kor oldu, bir\u00e7ok insan\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fine de d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, m\u00fcjdeleyici s\u0131fat\u0131ndan uzakla\u015f\u0131p. Tohumlar tomurcuk, tomurcuklar g\u00fcl oldu her bahar yeniden renk renk. Ya\u011fmur damlalar\u0131 \u0131slatt\u0131 evlerimizin \u00e7at\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131. Emekleyen bebekler y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, oyun \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 okullu oldu. Gen\u00e7ler yeti\u015fkin, yeti\u015fkinler olgun oldu. Kem\u00e2le ermek i\u00e7in y\u0131llara gerek yoktu, ger\u00e7i \u201can\u201d lar yeterdi ama herkes ya\u015f ald\u0131 y\u0131llar gelip ge\u00e7erken. Z\u00eera d\u00fcnya kurallar\u0131ndan biriydi bu, f\u00e2niysen ya\u015flan\u0131rs\u0131n. \u00dcmit ile sabr\u0131n, korku ile sek\u00eenenin, bekleme ile kavu\u015fman\u0131n, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ile tebess\u00fcm\u00fcn, vefa ile ihanetin, zaman ile zamans\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, durmak ile kanatlanman\u0131n, do\u011fru ile yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131n birbirine kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fu s\u00fcre\u00e7te, ger\u00e7ek ile r\u00fcya aras\u0131nda araftayd\u0131 insanlar. Her \u015feylerini kaybetmi\u015f gibiydiler z\u00e2hirde. S\u00f6zleri eksik, hayatlar\u0131 yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hatta canlar\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015fti kimisi. L\u00e2kin, kaybettiklerini yeniden bulmu\u015f gibi olacaklar\u0131 zaman\u0131n, gelece\u011fine inan\u00e7lar\u0131 tamd\u0131. \u015eu noktada as\u0131l bulunmas\u0131 gerekenin, kendileri oldu\u011funu kavram\u0131\u015flard\u0131 art\u0131k. \u201cEski kendi\u201d lerini a\u015f\u0131p, \u00e7ok \u00e7ok daha ba\u015fka biri olmal\u0131yd\u0131lar. \u015eimdilerde bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in oturunca bir k\u00f6\u015feye, hayallere kap\u0131 aralan\u0131yordu hemen;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cZorluklar\u0131n a\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu, felaha ula\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, huzur kokan g\u00fcnler gelip yerle\u015fmi\u015f t\u00fcm evlere. Bahar\u0131n o \u0131l\u0131k, tatl\u0131 r\u00fczgar\u0131 doluyor \u00e7i\u00e7ek kokular\u0131 ile pencerelerden. \u00c7ocuklar gibi \u015fen herkes ya\u015f\u0131na bakmadan. Herkesin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde bulut, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda toprak. Hasret, yerini vuslata b\u0131rak\u0131p terk-i diyar eylemi\u015f \u00e7oktan. G\u00f6zlerden ya\u015f mutluluktan akar olmu\u015f. Saatlere, takvimlere bakmalar azalm\u0131\u015f, z\u00eera t\u00fcm beklenenler gelmi\u015f. Ocaklarda derin, s\u0131cac\u0131k muhabbetlere e\u015flik edecek demlikler fokurdar olmu\u015f. Upuzun sofralar kurulmu\u015f kavu\u015fmalar\u0131n hat\u0131r\u0131na. \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck r\u00fcyalarda dolanmaktan, sadece yaz\u0131l\u0131r \u00e7izilir olmaktan terfi edip ya\u015fan\u0131r hale gelmi\u015f. Kalemler art\u0131k bamba\u015fka mevzular i\u00e7in bulu\u015fur olmu\u015f ka\u011f\u0131tlarla. Sabredilen, beklenen her g\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u00fckafat\u0131 sal\u0131ncak kurmu\u015f her bir kalpte.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>En sonunda g\u00f6n\u00fclden amin diyerek kapan\u0131yordu aralanan hayal kap\u0131s\u0131. Nas\u0131l ger\u00e7ek olur bu hayaller kimse bilmiyor. Evet bilmiyor ama Allah\u2019\u0131n elbet bir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm yarataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyor. O zaman Nazan Bekiro\u011flu\u2019nun dedi\u011fi gibi \u201c Bize b\u00fct\u00fcn haberlerin yerini tutacak bir haber g\u00f6nder Allah\u2019\u0131m. \u00dczerimize iyilik ve g\u00fczellik kondur&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tesnim Zaman zaman\u0131, y\u0131llar y\u0131llar\u0131 kovalad\u0131. Takvim yapraklar\u0131 birer birer kopar\u0131ld\u0131 biten her g\u00fcn\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan&#8230; Karlar, kara topraktan<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1279,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v15.5 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>HAYAL KAPISI - SES MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1278\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"HAYAL KAPISI - SES MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Tesnim Zaman zaman\u0131, y\u0131llar y\u0131llar\u0131 kovalad\u0131. 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