Zamana birka\u00e7 not d\u00fc\u015f\u2026 Geceye ve sonras\u0131na\u2026 Hayat\u0131n karma\u015fas\u0131nda bo\u011fulurken verilen kararlar\u0131n kalpte b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131yla hayk\u0131r her \u015feyi. Belki temizlenir i\u00e7indeki karabulutlar pi\u015fmanl\u0131k r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131yla. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Bir de, pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dahi duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131n lakin ac\u0131s\u0131na da katlanman\u0131n bir o kadar zor oldu\u011fu vakitler ve kararlar var. Ne kabullenebildi\u011fin ne de vazge\u00e7ebildi\u011fin. D\u00f6n\u00fcp d\u00f6n\u00fcp ayn\u0131 mihverde yol ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n tercihlerin. Hepsi ge\u00e7mi\u015f zamanla alakal\u0131\u2026 Anlat\u0131rken di\u2019li ge\u00e7mi\u015f zamandan \u00f6teye ge\u00e7emedi\u011fin \u00f6zlem y\u00fckl\u00fc an\u0131lar\u0131n girdab\u0131. S\u00f6ylesene! Bu hallerden nas\u0131l kurtulacaks\u0131n? Bir \u015fark\u0131, bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc de\u011fince kula\u011f\u0131na, akl\u0131na gelmese bile, o an\u0131lar\u0131 unutsan bile \u2013 ki unutmak zihinsel bir eylemdir- kalbinin orta yerine oturan gulyabaniyi nas\u0131l def edeceksin? Kalben de unutmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Anlatsana bana! Denk geldin mi daha \u00f6nce g\u00f6nl\u00fcne s\u00f6z ge\u00e7irebilen birisine?<\/p>\n Mecnunun hik\u00e2yesi herkes\u00e7e malumdur. O e\u015fi\u011fi nas\u0131l a\u015ft\u0131 mecnun-u bi\u00e7are? Bilinmeyen bir s\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fclse de bu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 bulanlar var. Fuzuli gibi\u2026 Bu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 bulmu\u015f olacak ki, kendini mecnundan daha \u00e2\u015f\u0131k addedebiliyor. \u015e\u00f6yle diyor; \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n \u201cMende mecnundan f\u00fczun \u00e2\u015f\u0131kl\u0131k istidad\u0131 var<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>\u00c2\u015f\u0131k-\u0131 sad\u0131k menem, mecnunun ancak ad\u0131 var\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n E\u015fi\u011fi a\u015famayan, fanili\u011fi ge\u00e7emeyen bir adam bunu nas\u0131l desin! Benli\u011fini a\u015fk odundan eritmeyen biri bu kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rmay\u0131 nas\u0131l yaps\u0131n? S\u00f6ylesene! Bulan bulmu\u015f arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ya y\u0131llard\u0131r bu e\u015fikte bekleyen ve a\u015famayan bu bi\u00e7are ne yaps\u0131n?<\/p>\n Fuzuli ki, kendini a\u015fk me\u015frebinde \u00f6ne at\u0131yor. Sanma ki, ben deyince enaniyet duvarlar\u0131na yaslan\u0131yor\u2026 Kendini y\u00fcceltmesi sevdi\u011fini y\u00fcceltmesinden\u2026<\/p>\n K\u0131sac\u0131k zamana ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131 olmayan, zamandan ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ilan edenler ancak Fuzuli\u2019yi anlar. Vaktin i\u00e7inde zamans\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa ula\u015fmak gibi bir devrime imza atanlardand\u0131r Fuzuli. \u015eair deyip ge\u00e7meyin! \u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7 \u00e2lemini en iyi idrak edip anlatanlardan birisidir \u015fairler. \u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7 devriminden sonra da \u015fiire sar\u0131lmas\u0131\u2026 \u015eiir, s\u0131rl\u0131 beyanlar b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 \u015eair, \u015fiirlerin \u00fcstad\u0131\u2026 D\u0131\u015f \u00e2lemi bilim adamlar\u0131ndan dinle, i\u00e7 \u00e2lemini \u015fairle gez k\u00f6\u015fe bucak\u2026<\/p>\n Zamana birka\u00e7 s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f sonra\u2026 Onca soruya cevap vermek yerine cevab\u0131 kendi i\u00e7inde ara\u2026 Bazen Fuzuli oku, bazen Baki ile arkada\u015fl\u0131k et. Nef\u2019i ile dal a\u015fk deryas\u0131na, Nedimle dola\u015f Lale devrinde. Necip Faz\u0131lla \u00e7iledesin. Atilla \u0130LHAN\u2019la ayr\u0131l\u0131klar kentinde. Ahmet HA\u015e\u0130M\u2019le izle \u201cO Belde\u201dyi\u2026 Sonra Muhibbi\u2019den bir yakar\u0131\u015f b\u0131rak sessizce\u2026<\/p>\n \u201cAh\u0131m erdi g\u00f6klere ey mah-\u0131 taban\u0131m meded<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>\u0130\u015fitip feryad\u0131m\u0131 rahmeyle sultan\u0131m meded\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Sonras\u0131nda idrak etti\u011fim, f\u0131trat\u0131m\u0131n en de\u011ferli yan\u0131n\u0131 Yeni\u015fehirli Avni ile payla\u015f insanl\u0131\u011fa;<\/p>\n \u201cSanman ki, taleb-i devleti cah etmeye geldik<\/p>\n \u00a0 <\/span>Biz bu \u00e2leme bir yar i\u00e7un ah etmeye geldik\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n En son not d\u00fc\u015f zamana. Geceye bir selam \u00e7ak zindandan. D\u00f6rt duvar kaybolsun. Geceye sehrayinler dolsun. Her \u015fiir seni \u00f6nce \u015fairine sonras\u0131nda \u015fairin kendisinde hi\u00e7li\u011fi tatt\u0131\u011f\u0131sevgiliye g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn. Anlars\u0131n o an, ac\u0131yla sevincin bir oldu\u011funu ve Bir\u2019den geldi\u011fini. Anlars\u0131n, o e\u015fi\u011fi a\u015f\u0131nca a\u00e7\u0131lacak olan sonsuzluk kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Sonras\u0131 s\u0131r makam\u0131. Ne sen sor ne ben s\u00f6yleyeyim o anlar\u0131\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Mihman Zamana birka\u00e7 not d\u00fc\u015f\u2026 Geceye ve sonras\u0131na\u2026 Hayat\u0131n karma\u015fas\u0131nda bo\u011fulurken verilen kararlar\u0131n kalpte b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131yla hayk\u0131r her<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1069,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n