\u201cALO! 155\u00a0 <\/span>bir ihbarda bulunacakt\u0131m!\u201d<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n CANIM KOM\u015eUM<\/b><\/p>\n Kap\u0131 kom\u015fum Saniye\u2026 Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 daireler de oturuyoruz. Sabah bizde kahvalt\u0131daysak, \u00f6\u011flen onda \u00e7ay i\u00e7iyoruz. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman anahtar\u0131 d\u0131\u015f kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde b\u0131rak\u0131r\u0131m. Saniye a\u00e7ar girer, o kadar g\u00fcvenirim. Misafir gelecek, yeti\u015fir Saniye\u2026 \u00c7ocu\u011fu hastalan\u0131r, ben ko\u015far\u0131m. Ben hastalansam, elinde yemekler kap\u0131da biter. \u00d6yle iyi ge\u00e7iniriz, kem g\u00f6zlerden uzak!<\/p>\n Ah be Saniye! Nas\u0131l yapt\u0131n Saniye? Hani biz karde\u015ften \u00f6tey- dik, ayn\u0131 sofradan yiyip i\u00e7mi\u015ftik. Birlikte a\u011flay\u0131p, birlikte g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.<\/p>\n Ben ter\u00f6ristmi\u015fim de, sen ihbar etmi\u015fsin, \u00f6yle dediler. Tutuklanmak, hapishane falan de\u011fil de, senin ad\u0131n\u0131 duydum ya, beynimden vurulmu\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. \u00d6m\u00fcr boyu yatmaya raz\u0131yd\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fe gelenim sen olsayd\u0131n Saniye! \u201c\u00dcz\u00fclme karde\u015fim, ge\u00e7er bu g\u00fcnler de.\u201d diye teselli edenim sen olsayd\u0131n..<\/p>\n Hani biz ahiretliktik? Ahiretlik karde\u015fli\u011fimizi y\u0131kmaya de\u011fer miydi Saniye?..<\/p>\n \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n R\u00c2M\u0130Z AB\u0130\u00a0<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n Mesai arkada\u015f\u0131m Ramiz abi\u2026 \u0130\u015ften apar topar ayr\u0131lmak zorunda kald\u0131m. En \u00e7ok da R\u00e2miz abi \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc \u201cKe\u015fke b\u00f6yle olmasayd\u0131\u201d dedi. Helalle\u015ftik, ayr\u0131ld\u0131k.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Ne g\u00fczel g\u00fcnlerimiz olmu\u015ftu bu i\u015f yerinde\u2026 Sabahlar\u0131 bir simidi ikiye b\u00f6ler, iki bardak s\u0131cak \u00e7ay\u0131n bu\u011fusunda birlikte kahvalt\u0131 ederdik. Acil bir i\u015fi yeti\u015ftir-meye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, bir bakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, elinde bir bardak \u00e7ayla R\u00e2miz abi kap\u0131da. \u201cHadi i\u00e7 \u015fu \u00e7ay\u0131 da, bir soluklan ya hu\u201d derdi. \u00c7ok baba adamd\u0131. \u00d6\u011flen yeme\u011fe giderken seslenir, ak\u015fam serviste eve gidinceye kadar sohbet ederdik.<\/p>\n G\u00fczel abim, abi demi\u015ftim sana! Nas\u0131l da at\u0131p tutmu\u015fsun arkamdan? H\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 alamay\u0131p bir de s\u00f6vm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn, vatan haini(!) diye\u2026 Hadi \u00f6b\u00fcr d\u00fcnyay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyorsun anlad\u0131m da, bak\u0131lacak y\u00fcz b\u0131raksayd\u0131n bari! D\u00fcnya k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, bak i\u015fte yine kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k. Neden kalkm\u0131yor y\u00fcz\u00fcn yerden? Ka\u00e7amak bak\u0131\u015flarla ald\u0131n selam\u0131m\u0131\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcn de k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, konu\u015fam\u0131yorsun bile\u2026 Abim diye severdim seni!.. Hani delikanl\u0131 R\u00e2miz abimdin benim?..<\/p>\n ASLAN BACANAK<\/b><\/p>\n Biz iki sa\u011flam arkada\u015f, abla-karde\u015fle evlendik. Arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da akrabal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7evirmi\u015f olduk. Sonsuza kadar dostuz art\u0131k. Han\u0131mlar kavga etse, biz kar\u0131\u015fmay\u0131z. Deriz ki \u201cSiz yokken, biz vard\u0131k.\u201d\u00a0 <\/span>Hep birbirimizi kollar\u0131z. Bacana\u011f\u0131n karde\u015fi yok, yerine beni koydu. Benim ba\u015f\u0131ma bir \u015fey gelse, karde\u015fimden \u00f6nce bacana\u011f\u0131n numaras\u0131na gider elim. Ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131yoruz, ko\u015f bacanak! \u00c7ocuk do\u011facak, ko\u015f bacanak! B\u00f6brek sanc\u0131m tuttu, ko\u015f bacanak! Eh i\u015fte! Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za bu i\u015fler de gelmeseydi, iyiydi. Bir g\u00fcn bacanak-tan bir telefon geldi. Su\u00e7umu(!) kabul edeymi\u015fim. \u201cNe su\u00e7u karde\u015fim?\u201d diyecek oldum, \u201cSen bili- yorsun(!)\u201d dedi. \u201cGidip teslim olaym\u0131\u015f\u0131m, cezam neyse yatar \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. \u00c7oluk \u00e7ocu\u011fu hep peri\u015fan etmi\u015fim, onlar\u0131 da ter\u00f6rist(!) yapacakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/span>Akl\u0131na sa\u011fl\u0131k yahu bacanak(!) Can\u0131na kurban, ben sana karde\u015fimden de \u00f6tesin dememi\u015f miydim?<\/p>\n G\u00dcVEND\u0130\u011e\u0130M\u00a0 <\/span>DA\u011eLAR<\/b><\/p>\n Aran\u0131yormu\u015fuz. Eski ev sahibimize gitmi\u015f polisler! Sa\u011f olsun arad\u0131, haber verdi. \u015eimdiler de bodrum katta bir ev kiralad\u0131k. \u0130\u015f yok, g\u00fc\u00e7 yok. E\u015fim g\u00fcn\u00fcbirlik i\u015flerde \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, ak\u015fam olunca ekme\u011fimizi eve getiriyor. Babam ne arad\u0131, ne de sordu! Haber g\u00f6ndermi\u015f \u201cKap\u0131ma gelmesinler\u201d demi\u015f. \u201cNe \u00f6l\u00fcme, ne dirime!\u201d diye de eklemi\u015f.<\/p>\n Eski ev sahibimiz kadar bile olamad\u0131n m\u0131 baba? Kendin aray\u0131p s\u00f6yleyemedin mi? B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fclke bize d\u00fc\u015fman olsayd\u0131 da, sen arkam\u0131zda dursayd\u0131n ya baba! Hani babalar yaslanaca\u011f\u0131n da\u011f olurdu?\u00a0 <\/span>Benim da\u011f\u0131m, sen hen\u00fcz hayattayken, neden y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131 ki baba?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n \u0130Y\u0130 VATANDA\u015e<\/b><\/p>\n Malum sebeplerden yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmak zorunda kald\u0131m. Benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok zordu bu karar\u0131 vermek! Ba\u015fka \u015fans\u0131m da yoktu. Hi\u00e7bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f yolum kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sevdiklerimi, vatan\u0131m\u0131 geride b\u0131rakmak \u00e7ok can\u0131m\u0131 yaksa da \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Aylar sonra \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim arkada\u015f\u0131m \u015eenay\u2019la mesajla\u015ft\u0131k. Nas\u0131l sevindim, mutlu oldum anlatamam. Sanki burnuma vatan\u0131m\u0131n kokusu geldi. Hal hat\u0131r\u0131 ge\u00e7tikten sonra \u015eenay ne dese be\u011fenirsiniz? \u201cO \u00fclkesini \u00e7ok seviyormu\u015f, b\u0131rak\u0131p da hi\u00e7bir yere gidemezmi\u015f. Ne i\u015fi varm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcl gibi vatan\u0131 dururken, yabanc\u0131 memleketlerde… Hem ka\u00e7mak ter\u00f6ristlerin(!) i\u015fiymi\u015f, zaten o iyi bir vatanda\u015fm\u0131\u015f!\u201d<\/p>\n Ne diyeyim ki \u015eenay? \u0130ki g\u00f6z\u00fcmde, iki damla ya\u015f oldun. Dilerim Allah\u2019tan, bir g\u00fcn vatan\u0131nla s\u0131nanmak zorunda kalmazs\u0131n!<\/p>\n O\u011eLUNUN EMANET\u0130<\/b><\/p>\n Uzun bir s\u00fcredir kay\u0131nvalidemdeyim. E\u015fim iki y\u0131ld\u0131r i\u00e7eride\u2026 Lisans\u0131m da iptal edilince i\u015fsiz kald\u0131m. \u0130ki \u00e7ocukla kay\u0131npe-derin maa\u015f\u0131na bak\u0131yoruz. Ya\u015fl\u0131 insanlar, sessiz sakin ya\u015fay\u0131p giderlerken, biz geldik ans\u0131z\u0131n\u2026 \u0130ki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocuk! Ne kavgalar\u0131 bitiyor, ne g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcleri. Rahats\u0131zl\u0131k verdi\u011fimizin fark\u0131nday\u0131m. Diken \u00fcst\u00fcnde gibiyim. Neye elimi atacak olsam, kay\u0131nvalidem arkamda bitiyor.<\/p>\n Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn e\u015fimin a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc vard\u0131. \u0130ki \u00e7ocukla o kadar kilometre yol yapt\u0131m. \u00c7ocuklar zaten otob\u00fcste durmuyorlar. Babalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u00fcnler diye b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7abam. Hem e\u015fime de \u00e7ok g\u00fczel moral oluyor. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn yorgunluktan \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm. Eve zor att\u0131k kendimizi\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar\u0131 yat\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Kay\u0131nvalidem durmadan s\u00f6yleniyor.<\/p>\n Kendi anam sahip \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131 i\u015fte bana! Bak bende anay\u0131m ama, anam\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na nas\u0131l da ihtiyac\u0131m var. Dizlerine yatsam, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fasa, beni anlasa diyorum. Sen de benim bir annemsin, o\u011flumun emanetidir desen de, anlasana beni az\u0131c\u0131k! O\u011flumun kokusu sinmi\u015ftir \u00fcst\u00fcne diyerek, bari bug\u00fcn sar\u0131lsan en az\u0131ndan\u2026 Ona da raz\u0131y\u0131m inan!<\/p>\n \u00d6ZGE\u00c7M\u0130\u015e<\/b><\/p>\n Hey gidi g\u00fcnler, hey! B\u00fcroda amirdim, emrimde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar vard\u0131, insiyatif sahibiydim. Kararlar\u0131m\u0131 kimse sorgulayamazd\u0131. \u0130yi kazan\u0131yordum. Harika bir \u00f6zge\u00e7mi\u015fim vard\u0131. \u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015firketler, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m sertifikalar, \u00f6d\u00fcller sayfalar s\u00fcrerdi, dolay\u0131s\u0131yla sevilen say\u0131lan biriydim.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Bir gecede b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6zge\u00e7mi\u015fim \u00e7\u00f6p oldu. Ekmek paras\u0131 yine kazan\u0131l\u0131r deyip, sigortas\u0131z bir i\u015f buldum. Ya\u015f olarak benden \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, \u00e7ok da tecr\u00fcbesiz birinin alt\u0131nda eleman olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Emir almak zor, eften-p\u00fcften i\u015flere ko\u015fturulmak da! Helalinden kazan\u0131yorum deyip \u015f\u00fckrediyorum. \u00c7enemi de tutabilsem iyi de, yap\u0131lan bir yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce dayanam\u0131yorum. Bu da bana pahal\u0131ya mal oluyor. Hatas\u0131n\u0131 kabul etmeyen \u015fefim, ya\u015f\u0131ma ba\u015f\u0131ma bakmadan, \u00e7\u00f6mezmi\u015fim gibi beni azarl\u0131yor. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, koltu\u011funu kapacak bir tehlike olarak g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden eminim.<\/p>\n \u201cAh be \u00e7ocu\u011fum!\u201d diyesim geliyor. \u201cBiz ne \u015firketler g\u00f6rd\u00fck, ne koltuklar, ne makamlar\u2026\u00a0 <\/span>Ne o makam kal\u0131c\u0131, ne de o koltukta sen kal\u0131c\u0131s\u0131n!\u201d<\/p>\n KARINDA\u015e<\/b><\/p>\n E\u015fim yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, yan\u0131na gidemiyorum. Pasaportuma el koydular. Neymi\u015f efendim, e\u015fim gelmeden ben yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kamazm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Bildi\u011finiz beni rehin(!) ald\u0131lar. E\u015fim de gelemiyor. Gelse havaliman\u0131ndan direk hapse g\u00f6nderecekler. Ne yapt\u0131 ki esnaf adam? \u0130\u015finden evine, evinden i\u015fine\u2026<\/p>\n Annemlerde kal\u0131yorum. Ablam sonunda \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndaki baklay\u0131! Zaten aylard\u0131r \u00e7ok mesafeli\u2026 Ayn\u0131 be\u015fikte sallanm\u0131\u015f, ayn\u0131 ninnilerle b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kanayan yerlerime merhem olurdun sen! \u015eimdi neden iki yabanc\u0131 gibiyiz?<\/p>\n \u201cE karde\u015fim\u201d dedi,\u00a0 <\/span>Gelsin kocan buraya, madem su\u00e7suz, neden ka\u00e7\u0131yor ki? Yatar alt\u0131 ay, \u00e7\u0131kar. Hani bilmedi\u011fimiz, saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir \u015fey varsa s\u00f6yleyin?\u201d diye soru dolu g\u00f6zlerle bana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n G\u00f6zlerimdeki ac\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6rsene abla, kanayan y\u00fcre\u011fimi g\u00f6rsene, yine merhem olsana bana, bir de sen da\u011flamasana! Hani biz karde\u015ftik, hani kar\u0131nda\u015ft\u0131k! Ayn\u0131 ninnilerle b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, ayn\u0131 be\u015fikte sallanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k!..<\/p>\n BU \u00d6YK\u00dcLERDE GE\u00c7EN KARAKTERLER\u0130N TAMAMININ \u201cHAYAL \u00dcR\u00dcN\u00dc\u201d OLMASINI\u00a0 <\/span>D\u0130LERD\u0130M.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Yasemin Tatl\u0131seven \u201cALO! 155\u00a0 bir ihbarda bulunacakt\u0131m!\u201d CANIM KOM\u015eUM Kap\u0131 kom\u015fum Saniye\u2026 Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 daireler de oturuyoruz. Sabah bizde<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1063,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n