{"id":1055,"date":"2020-05-31T19:41:03","date_gmt":"2020-05-31T19:41:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1055"},"modified":"2020-05-31T19:41:09","modified_gmt":"2020-05-31T19:41:09","slug":"ben-yokum-siirde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1055","title":{"rendered":"BEN YOKUM \u015eIIRDE"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Medine Y\u0131ld\u0131z<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Gel de saklas\u0131n \u015fimdi huzur…<\/p>\n

\u0130nan\u0131lan yerlerde inan\u00e7lar farkl\u0131 s\u00fcregelirken…<\/p>\n

Gel de a\u015fka ba\u015fka bir ibadet y\u00fcklensin.<\/p>\n

\u015eiirin t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc diye bir melodi…<\/p>\n

Sat\u0131rlar\u0131n notalar\u0131 falan yok.<\/p>\n

Okursun o kadar tatl\u0131 ve tatmin edici gelir ki ruhuna…<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fa almak i\u00e7in bitsin istersin ilk dakikalarda.<\/p>\n

Fon aralar\u0131nda s\u00f6ylenmeyen kelimeleri,<\/p>\n

Sevdi\u011fini bekledi\u011fin tutkudaki gibi beklemeye durursun.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rf nefes al\u0131\u015fveri\u015flerini ve taneli\u011fini hissetmek i\u00e7in…<\/p>\n

Ben bu dizelerde yokum.<\/p>\n

Yoklu\u011fuma birde i\u00e7imdeki yokluk girince,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Etti\u011fim ne kadar yaln\u0131zl\u0131k varsa midemi a\u011fr\u0131t\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Bana gelecek zarar\u0131n d\u0131\u015fardan olmas\u0131na gerek yok.<\/p>\n

Ruhum i\u00e7erden de beni hastane k\u00f6\u015felerinde s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcrebilir…<\/p>\n

Ben yokum bu duygularda.<\/p>\n

Olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131ma yalan bile k\u0131zarken,<\/p>\n

Bilmedi\u011fim, bilmeyerek yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hatalar sava\u015f halinde sanki…<\/p>\n

\u00c7eli\u015fki rab\u0131tal\u0131\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u0130nan\u0131lmas\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7 kazan\u00e7larda ilk s\u0131rada hep ac\u0131…<\/p>\n

Seviyesini k\u0131st\u0131\u011f\u0131mda takatimin kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anl\u0131yor ve b\u0131rak\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n

Terki terkten uzak nefsi terk…<\/p>\n

Kendimi bo\u015f vermi\u015flik…<\/p>\n

Ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 deyi\u015flerim…<\/p>\n

H\u00e2l\u00e2 kelimesi yok mu hele…<\/p>\n

S\u00fcrekli mecburiyet zaaf\u0131m\u0131n oldu\u011fu…<\/p>\n

Bi yerlerde suya mutluluk giydirirken insanlar,<\/p>\n

Bedenimin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc , elbiselere ruhumun k\u0131\u015f gibi ihtiya\u00e7 duydu\u011fu…<\/p>\n

Is\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0 <\/span>i\u00e7in g\u00fcne\u015f her g\u00fcn nas\u0131l da sar\u0131…<\/p>\n

Nas\u0131lda rengini buland\u0131rm\u0131yor bug\u00fcnlerde hava…<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar\u0131n kaybolu\u015flar\u0131na g\u00f6re k\u00e2inat s\u0131ral\u0131yor mevsimleri…<\/p>\n

Bende bana verilen tek mevsimle idare ediyorum.<\/p>\n

Bana verilen ruh d\u00fcnyamla sonlu mevsimle…<\/p>\n

Gel de bitir \u015fimdi sat\u0131rlar\u0131…<\/p>\n

Nas\u0131l da dolmu\u015f i\u00e7im…<\/p>\n

Hayretlerde pencereler…<\/p>\n

Gel de bana yak\u0131\u015f \u015fimdi dert…<\/p>\n

Nas\u0131lsa bitmeyecek \u00e7ilede kald\u0131r\u0131ms\u0131n sonsuza dek…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Medine Y\u0131ld\u0131z Gel de saklas\u0131n \u015fimdi huzur… \u0130nan\u0131lan yerlerde inan\u00e7lar farkl\u0131 s\u00fcregelirken… Gel de a\u015fka ba\u015fka bir ibadet<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1056,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nBEN YOKUM \u015eIIRDE - SES MAGAZINE<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1055\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"BEN YOKUM \u015eIIRDE - SES MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Medine Y\u0131ld\u0131z Gel de saklas\u0131n \u015fimdi huzur… \u0130nan\u0131lan yerlerde inan\u00e7lar farkl\u0131 s\u00fcregelirken… Gel de a\u015fka ba\u015fka bir ibadet\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:url\" content=\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1055\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:site_name\" content=\"SES MAGAZINE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:author\" content=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/serifkanada\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:published_time\" content=\"2020-05-31T19:41:03+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:modified_time\" content=\"2020-05-31T19:41:09+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:image\" content=\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/Screen-Shot-2020-05-18-at-10.39.09-AM.png\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:width\" content=\"268\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:height\" content=\"400\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:image\" content=\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/Screen-Shot-2020-05-18-at-10.39.09-AM.png\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:creator\" content=\"@https:\/\/twitter.com\/serifcanada1\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:label1\" content=\"Est. reading time\">\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data1\" content=\"1 minute\">\n<script type=\"application\/ld+json\" class=\"yoast-schema-graph\">{\"@context\":\"https:\/\/schema.org\",\"@graph\":[{\"@type\":\"WebSite\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/#website\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/\",\"name\":\"SES MAGAZINE\",\"description\":\"Literature \\u00b7 Analysis \\u00b7 Thought\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"SearchAction\",\"target\":\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?s={search_term_string}\",\"query-input\":\"required name=search_term_string\"}],\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\"},{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1055#primaryimage\",\"inLanguage\":\"en-US\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/Screen-Shot-2020-05-18-at-10.39.09-AM.png\",\"width\":268,\"height\":400},{\"@type\":\"WebPage\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1055#webpage\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/www.sesdergisi.ca\/?p=1055\",\"name\":\"BEN YOKUM \\u015eIIRDE - 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